Normally I'm a mellow dude...
Calm and subdued...
Some say debonaire...some say smooth
This one particular lady says she's definitely feeling my attitude...
Loves the fact that I'm soft spoken...
Think to myself is this chick joking?.......
Said she was hoping...
I could visit upon her some of my intensity..
Reads my sensuality
Frequently...
She gotta a thirst see....
Says don't think I'm thirsty
Refers to me as that sexy poet
And says if you didn't know it
The words ooh how they mesmerize
She can feel it drip down her thighs...
Wants to look deep in my eyes...
Ain't nothing wrong with a lil bump and grind
Wants me to take her from behind...
Grip hips....slow wind
No love making..
Just breath taking..
Stroke....in...out....
She wants bodies glistening.....
Sweat dripping....
She wants me to pound it out.....
Make her shout.....
Fuck Me!
Fuck Me!
She say I should get in where I fit in
Leave her reminiscin
Wishin
I was still there elbows deep
Before she knock out to sleep...
Lyrically I'm a beast
Like orgasms....multiple flows won't ever cease...
Well that's enough for now...
I'm feeling quite randy
And she...
Claiming she wants round 7 right...now
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Thursday, November 18, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Sex Music
So intense when we do it...
Only thing that rivals it....is the climax we are pursuing
So in tuned to it...
Sex Music......
Got our own vibe....so fluid...
So sensual.....
When our lips meet...
Passion at its peak....
Mind blowing so to speak...
So unique....
Everything bout she...
Excites me...
Entices me....
Emotions set ablaze....
So beautiful...in so many ways....
Like we floating on a cloud
Her verbal expressions....just right...not too loud
Its that grown folks love making....
Music would only interrupt this breathtaking
No holding back...
In fact...
With she runs her nails down my back...
Playfully give that ass a smack..
Ooh that's when she arches her back....
And I put my lips on......aint tryna be graphic....
I'm so ecstatic......
For her touch I just gotta have it.........
With her its just magic.....
No need.....for Sex Music.....
Cuz when we into it....
We so fluid....
Its that beautiful mood music......
One Love
Only thing that rivals it....is the climax we are pursuing
So in tuned to it...
Sex Music......
Got our own vibe....so fluid...
So sensual.....
When our lips meet...
Passion at its peak....
Mind blowing so to speak...
So unique....
Everything bout she...
Excites me...
Entices me....
Emotions set ablaze....
So beautiful...in so many ways....
Like we floating on a cloud
Her verbal expressions....just right...not too loud
Its that grown folks love making....
Music would only interrupt this breathtaking
No holding back...
In fact...
With she runs her nails down my back...
Playfully give that ass a smack..
Ooh that's when she arches her back....
And I put my lips on......aint tryna be graphic....
I'm so ecstatic......
For her touch I just gotta have it.........
With her its just magic.....
No need.....for Sex Music.....
Cuz when we into it....
We so fluid....
Its that beautiful mood music......
One Love
Thursday, November 4, 2010
No Bandage
I hate you so much right now.....
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
So you wanna talk bout my feelings now!!!
In the midst of fucking shit up right now...
32 years of pain..
What a damn shame..
Can't get over it...guess I'm to blame
Guess that's part of my twisted mind game...
Seems like outta spite I'm governed my life according to a conviction
Of never wanting to be like you...a faulty depiction
Of a man...
DAMN!!!!!!
I hate you so much right now....
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
I've endured situations in life.....
Memories that cut deeper than a knife..
Motherfuckers that don't know ish...
Say I've made it.....live your life as you wish....
Made it through what?
Trial and error....can't go to anyone for advice
On growing up to be a man...
Had to devise my own plan...
This shit puts on display my strength and weaknesses man...
DAMN!!!!
Missed out on love...
That's all the fuck I ever wanted
Crying angry fucking tears....
If u knew....this anger would become one of your worst fucking fears...
So fucking out of touch with reality...
How the fuck could you possibly
Think you did right by me....
That spliff
Between ur fucking lips
Must have you high as shit...
What is it dipped in embalming fluid?
When I needed a father you weren't it!!!!
So fucking foolish....
Look at the life you ruined!!!!
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
I hate you so much right now....
Loaded and locked in
Anger amped way the fuck past 10
Be weary of the mood I'm in...
Recollectin'
Waitin'
Cars I'm counting
Tears mounting
Collaterally damaged....
If I THINK I can't keep a promise to my kids....with guilt I'm ravaged.....
This wound still cuts deep...can't just patch it up with a fucking bandage.....
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
I hate you so much right now......
One Love
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
So you wanna talk bout my feelings now!!!
In the midst of fucking shit up right now...
32 years of pain..
What a damn shame..
Can't get over it...guess I'm to blame
Guess that's part of my twisted mind game...
Seems like outta spite I'm governed my life according to a conviction
Of never wanting to be like you...a faulty depiction
Of a man...
DAMN!!!!!!
I hate you so much right now....
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
I've endured situations in life.....
Memories that cut deeper than a knife..
Motherfuckers that don't know ish...
Say I've made it.....live your life as you wish....
Made it through what?
Trial and error....can't go to anyone for advice
On growing up to be a man...
Had to devise my own plan...
This shit puts on display my strength and weaknesses man...
DAMN!!!!
Missed out on love...
That's all the fuck I ever wanted
Crying angry fucking tears....
If u knew....this anger would become one of your worst fucking fears...
So fucking out of touch with reality...
How the fuck could you possibly
Think you did right by me....
That spliff
Between ur fucking lips
Must have you high as shit...
What is it dipped in embalming fluid?
When I needed a father you weren't it!!!!
So fucking foolish....
Look at the life you ruined!!!!
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
I hate you so much right now....
Loaded and locked in
Anger amped way the fuck past 10
Be weary of the mood I'm in...
Recollectin'
Waitin'
Cars I'm counting
Tears mounting
Collaterally damaged....
If I THINK I can't keep a promise to my kids....with guilt I'm ravaged.....
This wound still cuts deep...can't just patch it up with a fucking bandage.....
Blank expression on your face asking why and how....
I hate you so much right now......
One Love
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Nickels and Dimes
Nickels and dimes…
trying to find my way thru these days and times…
counting loose change
as I try to arrange
my mindframe
to think positive again…
these situations
that cause a lot of my frustrations…tears stream down my face and thru it all… I am feeling less and less
confident that I can navigate thru this mess…
I confess
sometimes I wanna put it to rest…
but damn that! I am gonna beat my chest…
grind hard and be prepared for success… oh no I ain't talking bout cashing checks… speaking on things money can't buy…peace of mind…
taking care of mine…
looking in their eyes…feeling a sense of pride…
that I provided these happy times
using my nickels and dimes
One Love
trying to find my way thru these days and times…
counting loose change
as I try to arrange
my mindframe
to think positive again…
these situations
that cause a lot of my frustrations…tears stream down my face and thru it all… I am feeling less and less
confident that I can navigate thru this mess…
I confess
sometimes I wanna put it to rest…
but damn that! I am gonna beat my chest…
grind hard and be prepared for success… oh no I ain't talking bout cashing checks… speaking on things money can't buy…peace of mind…
taking care of mine…
looking in their eyes…feeling a sense of pride…
that I provided these happy times
using my nickels and dimes
One Love
Deuces
Time to chuck u them deuces
Truth is
I can no longer do this
We always scream fuss and fight...this shit is so useless
To think we can work it out is hella foolish
Add it up...u act like you don't know what 2+2 is...
Talking bout what you leaving me 4...
See its time I even the score...
On the bullshit rhetoric
That niggas aint shit...
Hold up chick...
Its like ur mentally unstable
In conversations you aint able
To be civilized and not raise your voice...
This here...is ur choice
So like Mary...no more drama...
Imma
Chuck them 2's up
Cuz a brotha had enough..been fed up
So now u stuck.......
And I honestly don't give a fuck
One Love
Truth is
I can no longer do this
We always scream fuss and fight...this shit is so useless
To think we can work it out is hella foolish
Add it up...u act like you don't know what 2+2 is...
Talking bout what you leaving me 4...
See its time I even the score...
On the bullshit rhetoric
That niggas aint shit...
Hold up chick...
Its like ur mentally unstable
In conversations you aint able
To be civilized and not raise your voice...
This here...is ur choice
So like Mary...no more drama...
Imma
Chuck them 2's up
Cuz a brotha had enough..been fed up
So now u stuck.......
And I honestly don't give a fuck
One Love
Depress
Dark place...
Sad face....
Fucking head case....
If u submerged urself in my process of thought...
The many battles I fought...
Just for the simple things..
And end up with nothing....
As I child I wanted love...
Prayed to the dude up above..
All I got were bullshit promises...
Like baseball...a lot of swings and misses....
Gonna hear a lot of hisses...
Kinda gave up on this thing called religion
Maybe its an ill decision..
Oh well..
Already trapped in hell
My own personal purgatory
Please save the preaching that will quickly bore me.....
This is my fucking story
Used to cry out for help...those close to me would only ignore me!
Running on empty..
What the fuck yall want from me?
Gotta fragile psyche
Hold so much in...feel imma spaz out...
Say something crooked imma lash out...
Ready to explode...
So many highs and lows...
My mood in the next hour...man who knows...
Quick question....
Am I the only one fighting this wicked bitch called depression?
One Love
Sad face....
Fucking head case....
If u submerged urself in my process of thought...
The many battles I fought...
Just for the simple things..
And end up with nothing....
As I child I wanted love...
Prayed to the dude up above..
All I got were bullshit promises...
Like baseball...a lot of swings and misses....
Gonna hear a lot of hisses...
Kinda gave up on this thing called religion
Maybe its an ill decision..
Oh well..
Already trapped in hell
My own personal purgatory
Please save the preaching that will quickly bore me.....
This is my fucking story
Used to cry out for help...those close to me would only ignore me!
Running on empty..
What the fuck yall want from me?
Gotta fragile psyche
Hold so much in...feel imma spaz out...
Say something crooked imma lash out...
Ready to explode...
So many highs and lows...
My mood in the next hour...man who knows...
Quick question....
Am I the only one fighting this wicked bitch called depression?
One Love
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Stranger
Fucking demon....
My blood pumping..so full of steam
And...
You supposed to be Dad....
Shit I'm so fucking mad..
After all we been through
And this from you?
My baby sis...
What kind of animal would expose her to shit like this?
She already has a fragile psyche..
And now cuz of your demented action....her mindframe is...its because of me....
She is constantly blaming herself....
I'm hurting inside cuz I can't help...
Tears of frustration....
Why did you put our family thru this situation?
You know how much we forgave you for?
This is the way you even the score?
As a father you left me wanting more...
Absent father...
Why did we even bother?
Been a fucking alcoholic....
Ugh you make me sick..
So fucking sick!!!
Fucking derelict!!
Married that wicked witch of a step
mom...
In comes your alcoholism and so on...
You putrid bastard
The mix of you and fatherhood pure disaster
Took our chances
When it came to you and finances.....
When I get married..imma have one of my bros. walk me down the aisle...
Cuz hopefully I won't be seeing you for a long while
Baby sis...
Understand this....
No how...no way your fault..
Can't make it more evident
So sorry this was your excuse for a parent..
I promise to be there for you...
These words you can hold true..
When you need an ear to talk to....
I'm here...
I love you...
One Love
My blood pumping..so full of steam
And...
You supposed to be Dad....
Shit I'm so fucking mad..
After all we been through
And this from you?
My baby sis...
What kind of animal would expose her to shit like this?
She already has a fragile psyche..
And now cuz of your demented action....her mindframe is...its because of me....
She is constantly blaming herself....
I'm hurting inside cuz I can't help...
Tears of frustration....
Why did you put our family thru this situation?
You know how much we forgave you for?
This is the way you even the score?
As a father you left me wanting more...
Absent father...
Why did we even bother?
Been a fucking alcoholic....
Ugh you make me sick..
So fucking sick!!!
Fucking derelict!!
Married that wicked witch of a step
mom...
In comes your alcoholism and so on...
You putrid bastard
The mix of you and fatherhood pure disaster
Took our chances
When it came to you and finances.....
When I get married..imma have one of my bros. walk me down the aisle...
Cuz hopefully I won't be seeing you for a long while
Baby sis...
Understand this....
No how...no way your fault..
Can't make it more evident
So sorry this was your excuse for a parent..
I promise to be there for you...
These words you can hold true..
When you need an ear to talk to....
I'm here...
I love you...
One Love
Heavy Load
Understand see....
I'm just a man see...
Though I try to be
Everything you need
Take my words in heed...
The will is strong..but the body is weak..
At times the outcome looks so bleak
If the outside world don't beat me in....
Then
I'm war battered and bruised
Took all my worth....I'm used...
Up....
Don't wanna give up....
Held these feelings in..
Far too long....
Don't think I'm strong
Enough....
Go head call my bluff...
Weak and weary
Fear we
On opposite ends
Of making amends
Push...pull...
Pull...push
So much friction....
Tension...
Not to mention
Steady stressing
I'm learning lifes' lesson
No need for second guessing
Life can be somewhat depressing
Deep dark and full of despair
Tight lipped...you may think I don't care
Its just how I keep from letting it take my emotions there...
That bad place...
Full of rage place..
Keeps an angry scowl on my face..
Emotions get locked in...there's no saving grace...
Things aren't always as bad as it seems...
I mean...
Outside looking in...
Inside looking out...
No doubt...
Its horrifying....you know what I'm talking bout...
This heavy load on your back...
Gotta think clearly before I react
Even over react
Got to get it together in life...seeing how the odds are stacked..
One Love
I'm just a man see...
Though I try to be
Everything you need
Take my words in heed...
The will is strong..but the body is weak..
At times the outcome looks so bleak
If the outside world don't beat me in....
Then
I'm war battered and bruised
Took all my worth....I'm used...
Up....
Don't wanna give up....
Held these feelings in..
Far too long....
Don't think I'm strong
Enough....
Go head call my bluff...
Weak and weary
Fear we
On opposite ends
Of making amends
Push...pull...
Pull...push
So much friction....
Tension...
Not to mention
Steady stressing
I'm learning lifes' lesson
No need for second guessing
Life can be somewhat depressing
Deep dark and full of despair
Tight lipped...you may think I don't care
Its just how I keep from letting it take my emotions there...
That bad place...
Full of rage place..
Keeps an angry scowl on my face..
Emotions get locked in...there's no saving grace...
Things aren't always as bad as it seems...
I mean...
Outside looking in...
Inside looking out...
No doubt...
Its horrifying....you know what I'm talking bout...
This heavy load on your back...
Gotta think clearly before I react
Even over react
Got to get it together in life...seeing how the odds are stacked..
One Love
Get of that ish
She came at me sideways
Speaking that helium talking bout I don't know what's wrong with u men nowadays..
Saying all u niggas aint shit.
Only wanna hit...
Then its on to the next bitch...
Tryna get some female to pay
Ur way..
Thru life..
Let one of "yall" come at me like that Imma stab him with my knife....
What the fuck..
Sis pump ur brakes...
I've heard as much as I can take..
U talking all that real but u hella fake
U fall in love with a joke..
Or better yet was it his stroke..
From the outset
Dude came thru talking bout sex..
on some we need to get to know each other..but yet
You giving out coochie coupons
That be the bullshit you're on
That wack ass mantra all dudes are the same..
Do better..its so lame..
Check this
Some cats are reckless
But them the niggas YOU choose
They use and abuse
Common denominator be you
stop being a hater boo..
Its true..
U not taking ur time are u?.
A man can only do..what u allow him to..
That's just my point of view...
One Love
Speaking that helium talking bout I don't know what's wrong with u men nowadays..
Saying all u niggas aint shit.
Only wanna hit...
Then its on to the next bitch...
Tryna get some female to pay
Ur way..
Thru life..
Let one of "yall" come at me like that Imma stab him with my knife....
What the fuck..
Sis pump ur brakes...
I've heard as much as I can take..
U talking all that real but u hella fake
U fall in love with a joke..
Or better yet was it his stroke..
From the outset
Dude came thru talking bout sex..
on some we need to get to know each other..but yet
You giving out coochie coupons
That be the bullshit you're on
That wack ass mantra all dudes are the same..
Do better..its so lame..
Check this
Some cats are reckless
But them the niggas YOU choose
They use and abuse
Common denominator be you
stop being a hater boo..
Its true..
U not taking ur time are u?.
A man can only do..what u allow him to..
That's just my point of view...
One Love
Dreams
At night I lay awake...terrified
Scared to close my eyes..
These dreams have me traumatized
Visions of me in a wreck...permanently paralyzed...
Watching the evening news
Can paint life in disgusting hues
Hell no...its not all good
Kids dying every day in every hood..
But some of us so damn blind..
Acknowledge the problem but say its not mine...
We so numb
These crimes be so reckless and dumb..
2 year old shot dead...some activist talking bout he has a plan of action
Let's get signs and go march..met with an even lameduck reaction..
Just recently watched the movie 2012..
I'm like what the hell?
Basing everything solely on science
Not relying on the man upstairs at all for guidance..
Not tryna be on the soapbox..
But we gotta believe in something greater than ourselves so kick rocks..
I do my thing..mentoring this young dude
That used to be hella rude
Used always tell his momma she get on his nerves cuz she always bitching
Was never in class...always ditching
Told him this aint the good life ..
On this ride there will be nothing but struggle and strife...
Do something positive with ur life...
Change gonna come...
I'm steady dreaming.....
One Love
Scared to close my eyes..
These dreams have me traumatized
Visions of me in a wreck...permanently paralyzed...
Watching the evening news
Can paint life in disgusting hues
Hell no...its not all good
Kids dying every day in every hood..
But some of us so damn blind..
Acknowledge the problem but say its not mine...
We so numb
These crimes be so reckless and dumb..
2 year old shot dead...some activist talking bout he has a plan of action
Let's get signs and go march..met with an even lameduck reaction..
Just recently watched the movie 2012..
I'm like what the hell?
Basing everything solely on science
Not relying on the man upstairs at all for guidance..
Not tryna be on the soapbox..
But we gotta believe in something greater than ourselves so kick rocks..
I do my thing..mentoring this young dude
That used to be hella rude
Used always tell his momma she get on his nerves cuz she always bitching
Was never in class...always ditching
Told him this aint the good life ..
On this ride there will be nothing but struggle and strife...
Do something positive with ur life...
Change gonna come...
I'm steady dreaming.....
One Love
Crime of Passion
Been casing this joint for some time now...
Reliable inside source gave me the know-how..
Tip-toe
Thru the window
Open it real slow....
Looking for the safe..
Where they keep hella cash flow..
Darkness...use flashlight...
Make a right..
3rd door on the left...in my sight
Sudden movement..
Cant be happening
Rattling...
Keys jingling....
Door squeaking...
Click clack...
Clack click...
Footsteps on the wooden floor...
Gotta make my move soon or...
No other option...
Waiting and watching...
Pull out my piece...
Jump out...Gimme the loot..
The woman screams Dont Shoot!!!!!
Gimme the fucking loot!!
Please dont shoot!!!!
Startled...she falls down
Wearing a sexy black gown...
She caught my eyes...
Tryna size her up
Gazing at her thighs...
As the fabric starts to ride up.....
I dont have much money...
Dont know what u want from me...
Didnt know what to say..
as i rack my brain...she blurts out...
Here u can have ur way....
With me...
Robe opens...
Damn she sexy...
She sits on the bed and says come here Daddy...
Seductively....
She undresses me...
Slowly lets her tongue caress me...
Nibbles...
Pulls...scratching.....
She know just what she doing...
They way she moving...
Touching my spot..
Damn its hot..
Im looking at her viddles...
Wanna penetrate her middle...
Make it sensual
A blast
Like keith make it last
4ever
I endeavour
To treasure
This day..
Sexually enticing
Roleplay....
Some say its critical
To make it more than physical
Massage the mental...
So when I apply linguistics..
To her clitoris
She explodes in multiple fits
of orgasmic bliss
Various positions ensue.....
Its true...
No one does her body like I do......
One Love
Reliable inside source gave me the know-how..
Tip-toe
Thru the window
Open it real slow....
Looking for the safe..
Where they keep hella cash flow..
Darkness...use flashlight...
Make a right..
3rd door on the left...in my sight
Sudden movement..
Cant be happening
Rattling...
Keys jingling....
Door squeaking...
Click clack...
Clack click...
Footsteps on the wooden floor...
Gotta make my move soon or...
No other option...
Waiting and watching...
Pull out my piece...
Jump out...Gimme the loot..
The woman screams Dont Shoot!!!!!
Gimme the fucking loot!!
Please dont shoot!!!!
Startled...she falls down
Wearing a sexy black gown...
She caught my eyes...
Tryna size her up
Gazing at her thighs...
As the fabric starts to ride up.....
I dont have much money...
Dont know what u want from me...
Didnt know what to say..
as i rack my brain...she blurts out...
Here u can have ur way....
With me...
Robe opens...
Damn she sexy...
She sits on the bed and says come here Daddy...
Seductively....
She undresses me...
Slowly lets her tongue caress me...
Nibbles...
Pulls...scratching.....
She know just what she doing...
They way she moving...
Touching my spot..
Damn its hot..
Im looking at her viddles...
Wanna penetrate her middle...
Make it sensual
A blast
Like keith make it last
4ever
I endeavour
To treasure
This day..
Sexually enticing
Roleplay....
Some say its critical
To make it more than physical
Massage the mental...
So when I apply linguistics..
To her clitoris
She explodes in multiple fits
of orgasmic bliss
Various positions ensue.....
Its true...
No one does her body like I do......
One Love
Dreamcatcher
Dreamcatcher..
Caught up in your rapture
After...
Glow..
Smooth out the tempo
Let it flow
Foreplay
12 play
More than a million ways
Karma sutra
Whatever style best suits ya
Gotta know when its happening..
Spine tingling
Body singing
Don't even have to say it
Facial expressions display it..
Exchange kisses..tongues doing the tango..
Grinding and the perfect angle..
Holding her tight...
Feeling so right..
Soft moaning...
Inhale..exhale..breath on it..
Sweat dripping
Body glistening
Moonlight
Hits skin just right..
Mmmm my treat..I wanna bite
Wrap ur body tight..
Outta sight
This ride to ecstasy
Between u and me
Is like something from my dreams....
One Love
Caught up in your rapture
After...
Glow..
Smooth out the tempo
Let it flow
Foreplay
12 play
More than a million ways
Karma sutra
Whatever style best suits ya
Gotta know when its happening..
Spine tingling
Body singing
Don't even have to say it
Facial expressions display it..
Exchange kisses..tongues doing the tango..
Grinding and the perfect angle..
Holding her tight...
Feeling so right..
Soft moaning...
Inhale..exhale..breath on it..
Sweat dripping
Body glistening
Moonlight
Hits skin just right..
Mmmm my treat..I wanna bite
Wrap ur body tight..
Outta sight
This ride to ecstasy
Between u and me
Is like something from my dreams....
One Love
Crates
Digging in the crates
Listening to the genius of greats
The soundtrack of life starting
with Marvin Gaye
Troubled world wasn't ready for thee
Mercy mercy me,things ain't what they used to be
Hardly ready for Marley
Buffalo Soldier dread like Rasta
couldnt even fool with it partna
No Woman No Cry
cuz I was full of pride
There was no Holiday
Too bad Billie never got her day
Hathaway,if I had my way
Forever would your songs continue to play
A Song for You,
Donny, what made you do them things you do?
Seems masterpiece after masterpiece you never found that inner peace
Otis Redding,
somewhere between here and heaven
Sitting alone on that dock
But that boy Jimi sure could rock
been carbon copied by some,
but that Hendrix swag
is so automatic
But then.....
Phyllis Hyman
Frankie Lymon
Why them?
Hurts when the music stops spinning
Seems as if you on the brink of greatness
Your life is short and twisted as your eventual fate is....
One Love
Listening to the genius of greats
The soundtrack of life starting
with Marvin Gaye
Troubled world wasn't ready for thee
Mercy mercy me,things ain't what they used to be
Hardly ready for Marley
Buffalo Soldier dread like Rasta
couldnt even fool with it partna
No Woman No Cry
cuz I was full of pride
There was no Holiday
Too bad Billie never got her day
Hathaway,if I had my way
Forever would your songs continue to play
A Song for You,
Donny, what made you do them things you do?
Seems masterpiece after masterpiece you never found that inner peace
Otis Redding,
somewhere between here and heaven
Sitting alone on that dock
But that boy Jimi sure could rock
been carbon copied by some,
but that Hendrix swag
is so automatic
But then.....
Phyllis Hyman
Frankie Lymon
Why them?
Hurts when the music stops spinning
Seems as if you on the brink of greatness
Your life is short and twisted as your eventual fate is....
One Love
Addiction
My boys saying this girl got ur brains leaking...
Cuz every time she start speaking
I'm seeking
To find
why this special love is mine..
She so spectacular
Dig everything about her..even her vernacular
Lol...the funny lil way she says R-uh..
I tell u I dig her whole aura..
with our convo its like connect the dots...
Laughter never stops...
she got me wide open
I'm Jonesing
For my next fix...
Never had anything like this..
This that bubonic
Supersonic
Futuristic
Thousand times better than chronic...
More insane
Than cocaine
When love calls ur name....
I swear Imma overdose
Cuz ur the most...
Love...the sweetest addiction..
No cure for this affliction
One Love
Cuz every time she start speaking
I'm seeking
To find
why this special love is mine..
She so spectacular
Dig everything about her..even her vernacular
Lol...the funny lil way she says R-uh..
I tell u I dig her whole aura..
with our convo its like connect the dots...
Laughter never stops...
she got me wide open
I'm Jonesing
For my next fix...
Never had anything like this..
This that bubonic
Supersonic
Futuristic
Thousand times better than chronic...
More insane
Than cocaine
When love calls ur name....
I swear Imma overdose
Cuz ur the most...
Love...the sweetest addiction..
No cure for this affliction
One Love
2010
In the year 2010
I picked up a pen
Started to spin
Tale after tale....
Detailing countless sessions
Causing mental erections
That ejaculate into thoughts of more than just fantasy...
See...
Then I switch the game up...
Give them my truth and most lame up...
Don't understand my mental frame up...
I write from my eyes...
I didn't realize
That as long I'm freeing my mind...in a sense
Trying to cleanse
Thoughts of despair
Why should I care
Of the opinion of the masses..
Those asses
Didn't give a fuck less..
But my confidence I put on the shelf..
Days on end
I would coil up like a snake
Lash out and take
This uncontrollable rage..
And spew venom on the page....
Writing thru highs and lows....
Only those
In tune with my spirit
Understood...but I don't blame them for not wanting to come near it....
I say it
Cuz I was on some outlandish shit...
Was diagnosed with Dysthymic Disorder
In order
To function they had me pill popping
But the mood swings weren't stopping...
Didn't like how they made me feel...
I was unreal
I was mouthy...extra cocky
Thought I was that new Rocky..
Lmao....wasn't funny
But it wasn't me....
Had to find me...
Don't really care if you're feeling me...
Understand this been my journey...
My crazy trek...
In retrospect..
This may have been what I needed...
I heeded
The advice of a friend of mine....
Smile bright....and let my light shine......
Everything works its way out in due time.....
Lol.....seems I found my smile..........................................
One Love
I picked up a pen
Started to spin
Tale after tale....
Detailing countless sessions
Causing mental erections
That ejaculate into thoughts of more than just fantasy...
See...
Then I switch the game up...
Give them my truth and most lame up...
Don't understand my mental frame up...
I write from my eyes...
I didn't realize
That as long I'm freeing my mind...in a sense
Trying to cleanse
Thoughts of despair
Why should I care
Of the opinion of the masses..
Those asses
Didn't give a fuck less..
But my confidence I put on the shelf..
Days on end
I would coil up like a snake
Lash out and take
This uncontrollable rage..
And spew venom on the page....
Writing thru highs and lows....
Only those
In tune with my spirit
Understood...but I don't blame them for not wanting to come near it....
I say it
Cuz I was on some outlandish shit...
Was diagnosed with Dysthymic Disorder
In order
To function they had me pill popping
But the mood swings weren't stopping...
Didn't like how they made me feel...
I was unreal
I was mouthy...extra cocky
Thought I was that new Rocky..
Lmao....wasn't funny
But it wasn't me....
Had to find me...
Don't really care if you're feeling me...
Understand this been my journey...
My crazy trek...
In retrospect..
This may have been what I needed...
I heeded
The advice of a friend of mine....
Smile bright....and let my light shine......
Everything works its way out in due time.....
Lol.....seems I found my smile..........................................
One Love
Yellow Light/Proceed with Caution
The road to hell is paved with good intentions.....
Did I mention....
From henceforth refer to me as Mr. Fuck your feelings
And any petty situation within your dealings..
Cuz when I was down and out
None of yall even gave me a shout
So the hell with u and what u talking bout..
Crazy predicament
Heartfelt sentiment
With life long friends...its a long term investment...
Guess u live and u learn...
I could give a shit bout the bridges imma burn
Remember how I had your back when it was your turn....
Aint one to kick up dirt..
But honestly this shit hurt...
Remember I used sneak u in the back window
Cuz u had nowhere to go...
When u were hungry...if I had it..u had food..
Cuz u were my right hand...my dude...
U were my brother
Even though u were born of a different brother...
Won't put another
Before u...
Wish I could say the same for u.
For our friendship..seems like u had a lack of respect...
So I feel its my duty to put that ass in check....
This feeling hits me like a man on car wreck
Understand that sometimes friends grow apart
This shit still hurts the heart....
Imma loyal dude...gonna be me regardless...
Can't be heartless...
Yet...
This aint green light
Not coming at ur head right
Like a acid reflux
This shit kept coming up....
Got tired no need to stress it
So I addressed it....
Bruh don't second guess it
We know my temper...this coulda been worse...
Just wanted to see if u would come holla at me first...
One Love
Did I mention....
From henceforth refer to me as Mr. Fuck your feelings
And any petty situation within your dealings..
Cuz when I was down and out
None of yall even gave me a shout
So the hell with u and what u talking bout..
Crazy predicament
Heartfelt sentiment
With life long friends...its a long term investment...
Guess u live and u learn...
I could give a shit bout the bridges imma burn
Remember how I had your back when it was your turn....
Aint one to kick up dirt..
But honestly this shit hurt...
Remember I used sneak u in the back window
Cuz u had nowhere to go...
When u were hungry...if I had it..u had food..
Cuz u were my right hand...my dude...
U were my brother
Even though u were born of a different brother...
Won't put another
Before u...
Wish I could say the same for u.
For our friendship..seems like u had a lack of respect...
So I feel its my duty to put that ass in check....
This feeling hits me like a man on car wreck
Understand that sometimes friends grow apart
This shit still hurts the heart....
Imma loyal dude...gonna be me regardless...
Can't be heartless...
Yet...
This aint green light
Not coming at ur head right
Like a acid reflux
This shit kept coming up....
Got tired no need to stress it
So I addressed it....
Bruh don't second guess it
We know my temper...this coulda been worse...
Just wanted to see if u would come holla at me first...
One Love
Wordplay
She says she loves my words
The way they caress her curves
How I comfort her nerves
Put action into my verbs
She says I'm soft spoken
At first I think she is joking
As I speak....she is coming closer
Yet closer
She is watching my lips
Intent on delivering a tender kiss
She says she has to know
The place in which passion just seems to flow
She says she is into me.
Loves how we connect mentally
Way beyond physicality though she says I ignite her sexuality
Once told me she wanna sit on the tip of my tongue
So I can have her sprung
Singing songs unsung
Smiling now.....
Sometimes she says wow....
At how
She loves talking
To me.. Hand in hand walking
Not having a care in the world
Giggles when I introduce her as my girl
Through my words and actions
I give her the best possible reaction...
Nothing but Satisfaction
The way they caress her curves
How I comfort her nerves
Put action into my verbs
She says I'm soft spoken
At first I think she is joking
As I speak....she is coming closer
Yet closer
She is watching my lips
Intent on delivering a tender kiss
She says she has to know
The place in which passion just seems to flow
She says she is into me.
Loves how we connect mentally
Way beyond physicality though she says I ignite her sexuality
Once told me she wanna sit on the tip of my tongue
So I can have her sprung
Singing songs unsung
Smiling now.....
Sometimes she says wow....
At how
She loves talking
To me.. Hand in hand walking
Not having a care in the world
Giggles when I introduce her as my girl
Through my words and actions
I give her the best possible reaction...
Nothing but Satisfaction
One Love
Wishful Thinking
Chronic....mixed..in...now I'm twisted
Blisted and high....
Got these ill feelings of wanting to die..
They say men not supposed to cry..
Carrying so much on these shoulders...
Feel like I'm underwater trapped by heavy boulders..
That would prolly be a cruel way to go...
Wouldn't want anyone to know...
Might be labeled a coward or some shit
Cuz I wanted to end it quick..
Slit wrists
Would be sloppy shit...
Pop a few vicodin...
Way to get it in
Then again....
A loaded 9mm to the dome...
What a way to send me home..
Shit if I missed...
I'd be hella pissed....
Jump in front of an "L" train..
Wonder if I would feel that pain..
Jump from the Sears Tower and fall flat...
Splat...
Ugh!!! Who would wanna deal with that....
A myriad of possibilities
Of killing me...
Releasing me from so much pain...
Maybe I should go postal...but shit no beef with anyone
In particular but one..
Lol....I seem so disturbed...
Eyes so red...I'm on the verge
Of one of these
Suicidal tendencies...
Of 1 that will succeed
At my devilish deed...
As sick as these thoughts flow from my head..
Can't help but think I'm better off dead..
Oh no...
Migo..
Don't go....
Why not....
No one shed a tear
Never was happy here...
One Love
Blisted and high....
Got these ill feelings of wanting to die..
They say men not supposed to cry..
Carrying so much on these shoulders...
Feel like I'm underwater trapped by heavy boulders..
That would prolly be a cruel way to go...
Wouldn't want anyone to know...
Might be labeled a coward or some shit
Cuz I wanted to end it quick..
Slit wrists
Would be sloppy shit...
Pop a few vicodin...
Way to get it in
Then again....
A loaded 9mm to the dome...
What a way to send me home..
Shit if I missed...
I'd be hella pissed....
Jump in front of an "L" train..
Wonder if I would feel that pain..
Jump from the Sears Tower and fall flat...
Splat...
Ugh!!! Who would wanna deal with that....
A myriad of possibilities
Of killing me...
Releasing me from so much pain...
Maybe I should go postal...but shit no beef with anyone
In particular but one..
Lol....I seem so disturbed...
Eyes so red...I'm on the verge
Of one of these
Suicidal tendencies...
Of 1 that will succeed
At my devilish deed...
As sick as these thoughts flow from my head..
Can't help but think I'm better off dead..
Oh no...
Migo..
Don't go....
Why not....
No one shed a tear
Never was happy here...
One Love
Unload
U telling the same story...
Starting to bore me..
With the same bullshit
Thinking u as good as it get..
These honey dips gassing u up
Maybe that's why they passing u up..
U spitting for the wrong reason..
Picked the wrong season...
Turning the temperature up..
U in a goose down zipped up..
Beads of sweat dripping..
Steady slipping...
At ur jugular I'm ripping
Out ur vocal chords...
Feeling no fucking remorse..
Ur cocky confidence..reduced to shreds..
Ur suicidal for fucking with me..
grant ur wish...better off dead..
Instead...
Imma put u in ur place...
Imma fucking pyscho..
U brought it out...I tried to lay low..
Say it aint so...
Maybe u were just blowing hot wind..
Prolly cuz u aint know how it would end..
Nigga I bring chagrin..
Aka sadness
Madness
Death.
Grind u up till there aint shit left...
Dead wrong
King Kong
Aint got shit on me...
Fuck Training Day
Bet u wish u woulda trained for this day...
Alonzo...
Arrange it so ur gone slow...
Articulate flow...
Maybe I should dumb it down for u though
Better yet them fools riding ur dick...
Can explain it for u slick
Cuz I don't do magic tricks..
Although I can make u POOF real quick
U insignifigant son of a bitch!!!!!
One Love
Starting to bore me..
With the same bullshit
Thinking u as good as it get..
These honey dips gassing u up
Maybe that's why they passing u up..
U spitting for the wrong reason..
Picked the wrong season...
Turning the temperature up..
U in a goose down zipped up..
Beads of sweat dripping..
Steady slipping...
At ur jugular I'm ripping
Out ur vocal chords...
Feeling no fucking remorse..
Ur cocky confidence..reduced to shreds..
Ur suicidal for fucking with me..
grant ur wish...better off dead..
Instead...
Imma put u in ur place...
Imma fucking pyscho..
U brought it out...I tried to lay low..
Say it aint so...
Maybe u were just blowing hot wind..
Prolly cuz u aint know how it would end..
Nigga I bring chagrin..
Aka sadness
Madness
Death.
Grind u up till there aint shit left...
Dead wrong
King Kong
Aint got shit on me...
Fuck Training Day
Bet u wish u woulda trained for this day...
Alonzo...
Arrange it so ur gone slow...
Articulate flow...
Maybe I should dumb it down for u though
Better yet them fools riding ur dick...
Can explain it for u slick
Cuz I don't do magic tricks..
Although I can make u POOF real quick
U insignifigant son of a bitch!!!!!
One Love
Ugly2
Hate spew...
Trick fuck you!
It aint nothing new...
The opposite of unique...
Twist ur lips to speak
Bout me..
Calling me ugly.
Aesthetically
Some may call u pretty...
Pathetically
They only seek to use u...
Abuse the slit between ur thighs...
Enter u until no longer their nature rise.
Putrid bitch....
Leave u in a pool of cum......u make me sick...
Gotta bottle of alcohol....some razors and a match...
Silly grin....waiting on my plan to hatch..
If I aint ur type
Trick pay me no mind....
Keep ur ill will...opinions to self..
I swear u gonna need medical help...
Slice ur fucking face.....
Zig zagging all over the fucking place
Like that turkey...imma plead my case..
All else fails...
I could chuck a barrel full of nails....
At ur superficial...
Artificial....
So fucking far from special...
U aint shit but another trick
With 5 kids outta. 4 dicks...
Do the fucking math....
Toss ur face in an alcohol filled bath...
Ha ha ha as I sit back and laugh
One Love
Trick fuck you!
It aint nothing new...
The opposite of unique...
Twist ur lips to speak
Bout me..
Calling me ugly.
Aesthetically
Some may call u pretty...
Pathetically
They only seek to use u...
Abuse the slit between ur thighs...
Enter u until no longer their nature rise.
Putrid bitch....
Leave u in a pool of cum......u make me sick...
Gotta bottle of alcohol....some razors and a match...
Silly grin....waiting on my plan to hatch..
If I aint ur type
Trick pay me no mind....
Keep ur ill will...opinions to self..
I swear u gonna need medical help...
Slice ur fucking face.....
Zig zagging all over the fucking place
Like that turkey...imma plead my case..
All else fails...
I could chuck a barrel full of nails....
At ur superficial...
Artificial....
So fucking far from special...
U aint shit but another trick
With 5 kids outta. 4 dicks...
Do the fucking math....
Toss ur face in an alcohol filled bath...
Ha ha ha as I sit back and laugh
One Love
Ugly
Calm and subdued
My usual mood
Now I'm outta tune
Pissed off..fuming
32 yrs on this Earth
Pretty sure of my worth
Honestly though I'm kinda hurt
I'm called ugly
Bugs me
Cuz I never judge the book
Based on looks
That's fades...
Too many shades
Of ignorance
Don't make sense
Seems like beauty aint in the eye
Of the beholder..what a lie..
Cuz if u questionably attractive
Fact is...
Fuckers wanna treat u ill..
Give a damn how u feel
Bastards say they keeping it real..
Pretty fucks I should take
A razor blade
And rearrange that pretty face
Ha ha scarface..
Take meds how does it taste
Punch u till u bleeding
Lol I'm seething
Better start believing
Keep reading
If I said it once I said it thrice
So thru with being nice
Try me and pay the price
Worthless bitches all u see is outside
I will take a beautiful and intelligent 5
Over a dime with nothing in between
Her eyes...
Not even worth the prize...
Talk bout looks can kill esteem
Don't let them fools murk ur dreams..
One Love
My usual mood
Now I'm outta tune
Pissed off..fuming
32 yrs on this Earth
Pretty sure of my worth
Honestly though I'm kinda hurt
I'm called ugly
Bugs me
Cuz I never judge the book
Based on looks
That's fades...
Too many shades
Of ignorance
Don't make sense
Seems like beauty aint in the eye
Of the beholder..what a lie..
Cuz if u questionably attractive
Fact is...
Fuckers wanna treat u ill..
Give a damn how u feel
Bastards say they keeping it real..
Pretty fucks I should take
A razor blade
And rearrange that pretty face
Ha ha scarface..
Take meds how does it taste
Punch u till u bleeding
Lol I'm seething
Better start believing
Keep reading
If I said it once I said it thrice
So thru with being nice
Try me and pay the price
Worthless bitches all u see is outside
I will take a beautiful and intelligent 5
Over a dime with nothing in between
Her eyes...
Not even worth the prize...
Talk bout looks can kill esteem
Don't let them fools murk ur dreams..
One Love
Sunshine
What was I thinking?
As I watch her fall into a slumber..
Makes me wonder....
How could I be so selfish....
With her hands balled up in a tiny fist...
Deep breathing...
Peaceful sleeping...
Tears swell in my eyes
When I realize
That if my abysmal vision had materialized
I would never hear her squeaky Minnie Mouse voice...
Say Daddy...I love you....and that would have been my ill-advised choice
Got a lil boy that looks up to me...
Tells me I'm the best Daddy...
On Sundays...sits with me and we watch all the games...
And I almost gave it all up.....what a fucking shame!!!
So much deeper than that
In fact...
For a minute in my struggle....I forgot where my head should be at.....
I see things clearer now..
No matter how...
Dark things may seem
My kids are my sunshine
That thought will forever ease my mind....
One Love
As I watch her fall into a slumber..
Makes me wonder....
How could I be so selfish....
With her hands balled up in a tiny fist...
Deep breathing...
Peaceful sleeping...
Tears swell in my eyes
When I realize
That if my abysmal vision had materialized
I would never hear her squeaky Minnie Mouse voice...
Say Daddy...I love you....and that would have been my ill-advised choice
Got a lil boy that looks up to me...
Tells me I'm the best Daddy...
On Sundays...sits with me and we watch all the games...
And I almost gave it all up.....what a fucking shame!!!
So much deeper than that
In fact...
For a minute in my struggle....I forgot where my head should be at.....
I see things clearer now..
No matter how...
Dark things may seem
My kids are my sunshine
That thought will forever ease my mind....
One Love
Spill
Cut from a different part of the game
My aim
To use these verbs to form various illustrations
Depicting multiple situations
See I don't need the burner to shoot
Words cash checks on nerves like I'm screaming GIMME THE LOOT!!!
With spectacular
Vernacular
I capture
Your mental....chain reaction
In my directors chair yelling out ACTION!
Best believe when I tell your girl
Imma kiss her from head to pearl
She will be on tilt eyes on swirl
When I speak on how I want to change the world
I get minds open...
Listening intently...focusing
I go for broke
Describing pains of my life....for instance my father...that joke
I hope to provoke
Your thought
Not everything learned is taught....
Poetry for me
Been my therapy
Released unbelievable pain....not so angry
Saved me
From..........me
I'm not alone see
There's always someone that can relate with me
Always they feel me
My dose of reality
One Love
My aim
To use these verbs to form various illustrations
Depicting multiple situations
See I don't need the burner to shoot
Words cash checks on nerves like I'm screaming GIMME THE LOOT!!!
With spectacular
Vernacular
I capture
Your mental....chain reaction
In my directors chair yelling out ACTION!
Best believe when I tell your girl
Imma kiss her from head to pearl
She will be on tilt eyes on swirl
When I speak on how I want to change the world
I get minds open...
Listening intently...focusing
I go for broke
Describing pains of my life....for instance my father...that joke
I hope to provoke
Your thought
Not everything learned is taught....
Poetry for me
Been my therapy
Released unbelievable pain....not so angry
Saved me
From..........me
I'm not alone see
There's always someone that can relate with me
Always they feel me
My dose of reality
One Love
Cold Shoulder
Seems like they get the best of me..
Talking bout these emotions see..
I'm talking bout how things oughta be
Shared a connection....we..
Things grew so rapidly
That's when the conversation was bout you and me...
On my mind constantly
Wanting to touch and caress you endlessly
Never gave a thought bout she...
Or he...
Seems like now I'm on the back-burner
Fancied myself a quick learner..
New chapter in book...this musta been a real page turner...
All I have is these simple similes and verbs...
Very same words
That touched a nerve.....
At the same time...got u on the verge...
......Imma gather my composure....
Whatever had blossomed is now over...
Bitter taste.....guess it my dose of...
The cold shoulder
One Love
Talking bout these emotions see..
I'm talking bout how things oughta be
Shared a connection....we..
Things grew so rapidly
That's when the conversation was bout you and me...
On my mind constantly
Wanting to touch and caress you endlessly
Never gave a thought bout she...
Or he...
Seems like now I'm on the back-burner
Fancied myself a quick learner..
New chapter in book...this musta been a real page turner...
All I have is these simple similes and verbs...
Very same words
That touched a nerve.....
At the same time...got u on the verge...
......Imma gather my composure....
Whatever had blossomed is now over...
Bitter taste.....guess it my dose of...
The cold shoulder
One Love
Listen up fella
Man to man...
We gotta have a plan
A way for u to truly understand
There are certain things I won't stand
For
Nor allow
Our relationship is one of smoke and magic..
Its tragic
Cuz u seem to have no clue..
Of the disdain I feel for u...
I'm not that little boy.
Can't appease me with a couple bucks or a shiny toy..
Its a certain disconnect..
And though I feign respect
I find it hard to keep my anger in check..
U let someone else raise me
used to talk to me bout those old African ways see...
But it wasn't our family
From what I was told
Ur new wife didn't want me around...at 10/11 I was too old
Wanted to lay
Down the law on report card day
Cuz the I didn't get a single A.
Then I would get in trouble...couldn't go to my dad..
For fear this dude would get mad...
Don't even have father to son talks that sad...
Feel like I'm stuck in the past...
How long will this crap last
For the record I'm 32...
With my own point of view...
With about 13 tattoos
Since 16 been doing things my way...
So on my life u don't really have a say....
That was back in the day....
If u want a better relationship u gotta go a long way
One Love
We gotta have a plan
A way for u to truly understand
There are certain things I won't stand
For
Nor allow
Our relationship is one of smoke and magic..
Its tragic
Cuz u seem to have no clue..
Of the disdain I feel for u...
I'm not that little boy.
Can't appease me with a couple bucks or a shiny toy..
Its a certain disconnect..
And though I feign respect
I find it hard to keep my anger in check..
U let someone else raise me
used to talk to me bout those old African ways see...
But it wasn't our family
From what I was told
Ur new wife didn't want me around...at 10/11 I was too old
Wanted to lay
Down the law on report card day
Cuz the I didn't get a single A.
Then I would get in trouble...couldn't go to my dad..
For fear this dude would get mad...
Don't even have father to son talks that sad...
Feel like I'm stuck in the past...
How long will this crap last
For the record I'm 32...
With my own point of view...
With about 13 tattoos
Since 16 been doing things my way...
So on my life u don't really have a say....
That was back in the day....
If u want a better relationship u gotta go a long way
One Love
Empty
Been looking for inspiration....
Cup on empty not pulling a damn thing from any situation...
Wish I could rewind
To a time
Where these thoughts would flow effortlessly from my mind..
Its like I'm on my fantasy island...
Straight wildin
Out....
Rhymes clouded with doubt
What's this about?
Used to write to the beat of my heart...
Just sit down and start
Spilling
A range of emotions and feelings
Whatever issues and dealings
I'm currently entrenched
Would leave em drenched
In a sea of similes and metaphors...
To the delight of you and yours
Never one with the pen and the pad
But sometimes I'm hella mad..
Cuz I jot down rhyme after rhyme
And seemingly time after time
I just throw it away...
Cuz it just didn't parlay
With the vision in my head..
Or the point I'm tryna spread...
Too late already cut the dreads...
If not I'd be pulling at my hair...
In spots wouldn't any be there...
New name would be Patches...no longer Migo...
Seems I've lost my flow...
So to the sidelines imma go....
So...save the 'say it aint so'
Not going anywhere...
Just gotta find it......
Get back with my main chick....
She be Poetry...
One Love
Cup on empty not pulling a damn thing from any situation...
Wish I could rewind
To a time
Where these thoughts would flow effortlessly from my mind..
Its like I'm on my fantasy island...
Straight wildin
Out....
Rhymes clouded with doubt
What's this about?
Used to write to the beat of my heart...
Just sit down and start
Spilling
A range of emotions and feelings
Whatever issues and dealings
I'm currently entrenched
Would leave em drenched
In a sea of similes and metaphors...
To the delight of you and yours
Never one with the pen and the pad
But sometimes I'm hella mad..
Cuz I jot down rhyme after rhyme
And seemingly time after time
I just throw it away...
Cuz it just didn't parlay
With the vision in my head..
Or the point I'm tryna spread...
Too late already cut the dreads...
If not I'd be pulling at my hair...
In spots wouldn't any be there...
New name would be Patches...no longer Migo...
Seems I've lost my flow...
So to the sidelines imma go....
So...save the 'say it aint so'
Not going anywhere...
Just gotta find it......
Get back with my main chick....
She be Poetry...
One Love
FckLove
Fuck love...
U the one I used to dream of...
Oh it was...so sweet....blah now I wanna give that puppy a shove..
Shit is heartbreakin...
At least I don't have to listen to ur bullshit belly achin...
Return to ur side...ha! Chick keep waiting..
No longer have patience
To deal...
You need to understand how I feel....
So intent on keeping it 'real'
Imma break it down
Dumb it down
Show u why I no longer need or want u 'round
So fucking selfish
I'm inches from calling u a bitch
But don't wanna take it that far..
On my daughters I don't wanna put that scar!
Wish my lil sis was old enough
I'd have her fucking fold u up!
Shit enough is that...
Enough...
Always talking reckless
Well look...Check this...
For too damn long...
I've been listening to you sing that sad pathetic song...
Niggas aint shit...
That and this...
What about your part in it?
It takes 2 to tango....
And Baby....I'm ready to let go....
So I'm chucking up the deuces
Truth is....
You weren't ready for this....
One Love
U the one I used to dream of...
Oh it was...so sweet....blah now I wanna give that puppy a shove..
Shit is heartbreakin...
At least I don't have to listen to ur bullshit belly achin...
Return to ur side...ha! Chick keep waiting..
No longer have patience
To deal...
You need to understand how I feel....
So intent on keeping it 'real'
Imma break it down
Dumb it down
Show u why I no longer need or want u 'round
So fucking selfish
I'm inches from calling u a bitch
But don't wanna take it that far..
On my daughters I don't wanna put that scar!
Wish my lil sis was old enough
I'd have her fucking fold u up!
Shit enough is that...
Enough...
Always talking reckless
Well look...Check this...
For too damn long...
I've been listening to you sing that sad pathetic song...
Niggas aint shit...
That and this...
What about your part in it?
It takes 2 to tango....
And Baby....I'm ready to let go....
So I'm chucking up the deuces
Truth is....
You weren't ready for this....
One Love
Demonic
I'm out of my mind right now...
Purged demonic thoughts of self
Shed fears...tears...
Till there's nothing left...
I admit I needed help....
Was in so much denial...
Just look how I handled every tribulation and trial...
Internalized everything...
To the point of health problems...
Over the counter pills couldn't solve them..
Talking bout the constant migraines...
Back pains...
More aches...
And aches...
For my kids sake....
A cycle I must break...
Doc said repeatedly
He could guide..but only I could truly help me..
See
Believe
In me....
These not just rhymes...
More than just lines
Its like a peek in my troubles mind
I'm no lyrical genius
Not trying to spin this
I'm just telling my tale..
So these thoughts in the next won't prevail...
One Love
Purged demonic thoughts of self
Shed fears...tears...
Till there's nothing left...
I admit I needed help....
Was in so much denial...
Just look how I handled every tribulation and trial...
Internalized everything...
To the point of health problems...
Over the counter pills couldn't solve them..
Talking bout the constant migraines...
Back pains...
More aches...
And aches...
For my kids sake....
A cycle I must break...
Doc said repeatedly
He could guide..but only I could truly help me..
See
Believe
In me....
These not just rhymes...
More than just lines
Its like a peek in my troubles mind
I'm no lyrical genius
Not trying to spin this
I'm just telling my tale..
So these thoughts in the next won't prevail...
One Love
Monday, October 11, 2010
My 12 play
1....
Just u and I one on one...
2..... Introduce u to a few things that lovers do...
3.....u have always been my fantasy..
4....gonna be surprised with what I have in store.....
5.... Wanna put soft kisses down ur thighs....
6. After a few kisses..imma find out just how many licks.....
7. put in overtime gonna work u from 7 to 7
8....I know u can hardly wait...
9......caress every inch and take my time
10.....girl u so sweet its a sin
11....we gonna be grinding to this beat.....
Then on 12 we will hit repeat...
Just put on display
A little bit of that foreplay
Some 12 play
That will make ur body say..
I like it that and this way..
Don't even need that lingerie
Cuz that lil teddy
Couldn't make me more ready
Than I already am..
I mean damn...
Don't worry bout them perfect imperfections..
Ill kiss ur body in each and every direction....
Got my blood flowing..ur sexy has caused this erection ..
Covering ur stomach and various body parts....
Lemme kiss those beautiful stretch marks...
Call me silly but I only see a gorgeous work of art...
Boom Boom goes the tune in our heart...
U acting so shy and sweet...
But u know we bout to be a beast in these sheets...
Sttaight animal magnetism...
Multiple orgasm
Like the song goes...
Whether its morning noon or night..
I can make u feel alright...
Believe that....I will always have an appetite
That fire that u ignite....
One Love
Just u and I one on one...
2..... Introduce u to a few things that lovers do...
3.....u have always been my fantasy..
4....gonna be surprised with what I have in store.....
5.... Wanna put soft kisses down ur thighs....
6. After a few kisses..imma find out just how many licks.....
7. put in overtime gonna work u from 7 to 7
8....I know u can hardly wait...
9......caress every inch and take my time
10.....girl u so sweet its a sin
11....we gonna be grinding to this beat.....
Then on 12 we will hit repeat...
Just put on display
A little bit of that foreplay
Some 12 play
That will make ur body say..
I like it that and this way..
Don't even need that lingerie
Cuz that lil teddy
Couldn't make me more ready
Than I already am..
I mean damn...
Don't worry bout them perfect imperfections..
Ill kiss ur body in each and every direction....
Got my blood flowing..ur sexy has caused this erection ..
Covering ur stomach and various body parts....
Lemme kiss those beautiful stretch marks...
Call me silly but I only see a gorgeous work of art...
Boom Boom goes the tune in our heart...
U acting so shy and sweet...
But u know we bout to be a beast in these sheets...
Sttaight animal magnetism...
Multiple orgasm
Like the song goes...
Whether its morning noon or night..
I can make u feel alright...
Believe that....I will always have an appetite
That fire that u ignite....
One Love
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Beaten
The way he dressed
Seemingly to impress
Used his deep baritone with such finesse
Everything bout him screamed success...
He had a job..money...own place...HELL YES!!
In her he showed genuine interest....
Made her melt with kind gestures..
Things she never received from other guys..only seem to reassure
She made the right decision to accept his advances
And give him the chance
To show her love truly exists...
After months of bliss...
Seems like reality set in
She was merely questioning
About his past....
Not trying to be intrusive at all...
Somehow...he took it that way...slams his fist against the wall..
Seen her girls go thru this...
She not wanting any part of this....
Her intent was not to make him mad...
She felt the need to pack her bags
He comes to her looking hurt and sad..
Offers some sad apology bout how his job is stressing
And messing
With his thoughts..
And how all day he fought
And apologizes if she thought
He would cause her harm....
And says how he wishes to hold her in his arms......
Uses those irresistible charms...
Before long...their lips and skin touch..
Real passionate and stuff
With each stroke
She seemed to forget whatever it was that would evoke
That earlier circumstance....
And thought he does work hard...and chucked it up to circumstance....
But it wouldn't be too long before his rage and her fear would be doing that awkward dance...
On a night out
He thought she was paying a little too much attention.. to what the waiter was talking bout....
Bitch! I aint ever been so disrespected....
Held it in..but I should have checked it...
She exclaimed....who are u talking to?
At that his fists flew....
He yelled...see what u made me do?
Nigga fuck you!!
Pushed her against the wall.....
Started to confess to her..
His true feelings for she...
Bitch you aint shit without me!
You're fucking beneath me....
Don't quite remember how the night ended...
But awoke to see her wounds haphazardly mended....
In he came...kissed her forehead
Breakfast in bed...
And went on about his day...
She didn't know what to think or to say...
All she knew was she couldn't continue to live this way...
Yet again...his words
Somehow eased her nerves....
Put in her mind that she wasn't submissive to her man..and got what she deserved...
Already fragile she questioned her self worth....
You not gonna find another nigga like me...
See...
Remember in the beginning...u wanted this this and this....
I got it so you don't have to work for shit...
Before me you were a basic bitch...
Dumbed down the rules for you...now you know the basics bitch
In which
She found it increasingly hard to function
Under the assumption
For her every action
There would be a painful counter-action
If she didn't meet his preset level of satisfaction...
State of fear
Whenever he was near....
Trembled with tears....
Who could she run too?
Didn't want to hear all those ' I told you so's'
Nor could she handle the mental blows...
Physical beatings heal...but those
Abusive words crushed her esteem..
Never did she dream
She would endure
Such physical and mental torture..
On this night...he was quick to provoke...
She tried to make a joke
Obviously he didn't find it funny....started to choke...
Her....
Clawing and scratching....gasping for air
He starts smacking her...grabbing her by her hair....
Pulls her on the bed...
Enters her forcefully....
Hand over her mouth
So she can't scream out....
Hours later he is sleep....
Very deep
She slowly creeps
In.....
Standing over him.......
Butcher knife in hand....
How she despises this man....
stabs him.....again...again....
For all the pain....the chagrin....
For the abuse
The blatant misuse
Played
Betrayed
In her rage
She kept stabbing...and stabbing...
Unconscious of what's happening
Unrelenting tears...
Seems she silenced her fears...
Now she lives out the rest of her years
Incarcerated....for killing a man she now hated....
Antonia McDowell...you endured such pain....
I just hope...some can get out...before their fate is.....
The Same.......
One Love
Seemingly to impress
Used his deep baritone with such finesse
Everything bout him screamed success...
He had a job..money...own place...HELL YES!!
In her he showed genuine interest....
Made her melt with kind gestures..
Things she never received from other guys..only seem to reassure
She made the right decision to accept his advances
And give him the chance
To show her love truly exists...
After months of bliss...
Seems like reality set in
She was merely questioning
About his past....
Not trying to be intrusive at all...
Somehow...he took it that way...slams his fist against the wall..
Seen her girls go thru this...
She not wanting any part of this....
Her intent was not to make him mad...
She felt the need to pack her bags
He comes to her looking hurt and sad..
Offers some sad apology bout how his job is stressing
And messing
With his thoughts..
And how all day he fought
And apologizes if she thought
He would cause her harm....
And says how he wishes to hold her in his arms......
Uses those irresistible charms...
Before long...their lips and skin touch..
Real passionate and stuff
With each stroke
She seemed to forget whatever it was that would evoke
That earlier circumstance....
And thought he does work hard...and chucked it up to circumstance....
But it wouldn't be too long before his rage and her fear would be doing that awkward dance...
On a night out
He thought she was paying a little too much attention.. to what the waiter was talking bout....
Bitch! I aint ever been so disrespected....
Held it in..but I should have checked it...
She exclaimed....who are u talking to?
At that his fists flew....
He yelled...see what u made me do?
Nigga fuck you!!
Pushed her against the wall.....
Started to confess to her..
His true feelings for she...
Bitch you aint shit without me!
You're fucking beneath me....
Don't quite remember how the night ended...
But awoke to see her wounds haphazardly mended....
In he came...kissed her forehead
Breakfast in bed...
And went on about his day...
She didn't know what to think or to say...
All she knew was she couldn't continue to live this way...
Yet again...his words
Somehow eased her nerves....
Put in her mind that she wasn't submissive to her man..and got what she deserved...
Already fragile she questioned her self worth....
You not gonna find another nigga like me...
See...
Remember in the beginning...u wanted this this and this....
I got it so you don't have to work for shit...
Before me you were a basic bitch...
Dumbed down the rules for you...now you know the basics bitch
In which
She found it increasingly hard to function
Under the assumption
For her every action
There would be a painful counter-action
If she didn't meet his preset level of satisfaction...
State of fear
Whenever he was near....
Trembled with tears....
Who could she run too?
Didn't want to hear all those ' I told you so's'
Nor could she handle the mental blows...
Physical beatings heal...but those
Abusive words crushed her esteem..
Never did she dream
She would endure
Such physical and mental torture..
On this night...he was quick to provoke...
She tried to make a joke
Obviously he didn't find it funny....started to choke...
Her....
Clawing and scratching....gasping for air
He starts smacking her...grabbing her by her hair....
Pulls her on the bed...
Enters her forcefully....
Hand over her mouth
So she can't scream out....
Hours later he is sleep....
Very deep
She slowly creeps
In.....
Standing over him.......
Butcher knife in hand....
How she despises this man....
stabs him.....again...again....
For all the pain....the chagrin....
For the abuse
The blatant misuse
Played
Betrayed
In her rage
She kept stabbing...and stabbing...
Unconscious of what's happening
Unrelenting tears...
Seems she silenced her fears...
Now she lives out the rest of her years
Incarcerated....for killing a man she now hated....
Antonia McDowell...you endured such pain....
I just hope...some can get out...before their fate is.....
The Same.......
One Love
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
This is my Testification
Many of days
Many of ways
I've stayed
Aloof...
As if distance could make me bulletproof...
In truth...
I've come to realize
Past traumas have only seem to traumatize
Through my eyes
A ball of confusion...
A mere illusion.....
Shed so many tears...
Came to grip with many fears....
Feelings of rage I've had for many...many...years..
............................Guided by....
The feelings I...
Have or will fail.....
Gotta grab hold of self....because if these thoughts prevail
......Its like a rollercoaster of emotions
Coastin'
On empty....on fumes...
Consumed....
.....With these thoughts of doom....
Shake it loose....in my head there can't be room....
Can't have another reckless thought...
You know how hard I've fought...
It would all be in vain...
If I succumb to this mental anguish and pain.....
Back at it again...
No matter how complex or mundane....
I'm back at it again.....
...If one thing I learned from life's lesson
....She will do you dirty....that vile bitch Depression.......
One Love
Many of ways
I've stayed
Aloof...
As if distance could make me bulletproof...
In truth...
I've come to realize
Past traumas have only seem to traumatize
Through my eyes
A ball of confusion...
A mere illusion.....
Shed so many tears...
Came to grip with many fears....
Feelings of rage I've had for many...many...years..
............................Guided by....
The feelings I...
Have or will fail.....
Gotta grab hold of self....because if these thoughts prevail
......Its like a rollercoaster of emotions
Coastin'
On empty....on fumes...
Consumed....
.....With these thoughts of doom....
Shake it loose....in my head there can't be room....
Can't have another reckless thought...
You know how hard I've fought...
It would all be in vain...
If I succumb to this mental anguish and pain.....
Back at it again...
No matter how complex or mundane....
I'm back at it again.....
...If one thing I learned from life's lesson
....She will do you dirty....that vile bitch Depression.......
One Love
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Idiosyncrasy
U came in during the storm
War beaten and torn
Inside turned cold...
Black soul...
So alone in my thoughts....like imma die before I'm old...
For many hours I cried....
Pushed pride
Aside
Lose control...for the tears won't subside
Time bomb tick ticking
Its so sickening..
Wish I could be like other men..
Hold all this shit in...
Deep breath...
Tight chest
Even though some would suggest
Not a good way to deal...
But this is my situation....only describing how I feel...
This is real...
So far from poetry....
No one would even notice me...
If it weren't for these lines
Flowing in and out my mind.....
Its like my gift....damn right I wanna curse...
At any moment I will burst.....
Then try to put actions in reverse....
Then I'm apologizing.....
Sadly agonizing
Esteem....lack of self.....
Anybody hear my pleas for help
Lost is that pep
In my step..
Now I'm dealing with lifes heavy burden
No longer yearning
For the pursuit of happiness
I'm sitting on the edge of sanity
No need for pity
In the beauty of chaos
Seems to envelop me
I've developed see
A certain way to keep people at a distance
For instance
How many can say they know who I be...
Know me exclusively
Imma recluse see...
I think I like it this way...
Don't have to worry what others have to say
One Love
War beaten and torn
Inside turned cold...
Black soul...
So alone in my thoughts....like imma die before I'm old...
For many hours I cried....
Pushed pride
Aside
Lose control...for the tears won't subside
Time bomb tick ticking
Its so sickening..
Wish I could be like other men..
Hold all this shit in...
Deep breath...
Tight chest
Even though some would suggest
Not a good way to deal...
But this is my situation....only describing how I feel...
This is real...
So far from poetry....
No one would even notice me...
If it weren't for these lines
Flowing in and out my mind.....
Its like my gift....damn right I wanna curse...
At any moment I will burst.....
Then try to put actions in reverse....
Then I'm apologizing.....
Sadly agonizing
Esteem....lack of self.....
Anybody hear my pleas for help
Lost is that pep
In my step..
Now I'm dealing with lifes heavy burden
No longer yearning
For the pursuit of happiness
I'm sitting on the edge of sanity
No need for pity
In the beauty of chaos
Seems to envelop me
I've developed see
A certain way to keep people at a distance
For instance
How many can say they know who I be...
Know me exclusively
Imma recluse see...
I think I like it this way...
Don't have to worry what others have to say
One Love
Friday, July 16, 2010
Reflection
As a young'n I carried a lot of anger inside
Ugh my vibe
Was deplorable
Such a horrible
Way to be..
See...
Had a shitty
What about me disposition
Always wishing
That something was a lil different
Had a bitter resentment...
Could taste it....
Yuck....spat in the face of mofos tryna talk shit...
I would just lash out
Act out
Spaz out...
No one wanted be bothered...
See I had fathered
This rage that gave birth
To feeling the loneliest on Earth...
Fucked up attitude...
Never understood where it was coming from......uncertain latitude
Crossed up longitude..
6ft deep is where you'll end up if you don't change your mood I was warned..
Honestly my heart was torn..
Me and moms kinda iffy
I'd kick my pops down a flight of stairs in a jiffy...
Baffled why no one wanted to kick it with me...
Blind thinking everyone was picking on...me!
Unconsciously I had no love for self....
Crying out for help...
So worn out...don't think there's anything left....
Someone told me....
Need to learn how to forgive
Angry is not the way to live
Told me "you have to learn to get out of your own way"
At the time I was thinking that was some lame shit to say...
Now I realize
It was not just a silly line....
The only person blocking my path from healthy relationships
Friendships
Kinships....
Was.......MYSELF
Looking in that mirror.....
Made me see things so much clearer..
One Love
Ugh my vibe
Was deplorable
Such a horrible
Way to be..
See...
Had a shitty
What about me disposition
Always wishing
That something was a lil different
Had a bitter resentment...
Could taste it....
Yuck....spat in the face of mofos tryna talk shit...
I would just lash out
Act out
Spaz out...
No one wanted be bothered...
See I had fathered
This rage that gave birth
To feeling the loneliest on Earth...
Fucked up attitude...
Never understood where it was coming from......uncertain latitude
Crossed up longitude..
6ft deep is where you'll end up if you don't change your mood I was warned..
Honestly my heart was torn..
Me and moms kinda iffy
I'd kick my pops down a flight of stairs in a jiffy...
Baffled why no one wanted to kick it with me...
Blind thinking everyone was picking on...me!
Unconsciously I had no love for self....
Crying out for help...
So worn out...don't think there's anything left....
Someone told me....
Need to learn how to forgive
Angry is not the way to live
Told me "you have to learn to get out of your own way"
At the time I was thinking that was some lame shit to say...
Now I realize
It was not just a silly line....
The only person blocking my path from healthy relationships
Friendships
Kinships....
Was.......MYSELF
Looking in that mirror.....
Made me see things so much clearer..
One Love
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Dear Mr. Publisher
Used to think I had some skill...
But people let me know the deal
Here I thought I wrote what they could feel
So unreal
Not a pity party
I hardly
Listen to what folks say
Tend to do things my way
Putting inner most thoughts on display
Almost like I seek
Critique
Far from sensitive
Guess I get what I give
Then I started to think I needed to dumb shit down..
Like I was on that Lupe' Fiasco sound!
Didn't feel right..
To me the rhymes were still tight..
But it wasn't me..
I wasn't provoking thought...
Wasn't natural...felt store bought..
Emotional writer..with tears I fought...
I'd sit back
And wait for those to react..
Oh how they act
Like my vernacular wasn't consciously
Fucking their subconscious see..
Like they couldn't touch the words like Braille...
If not...as a poet I fail....
If you're not mentally fornicating
As I detail spine tingling sensation
Making panties wet...
As I define my sex
Better yet
Talk bout real life shit..
As real as it gets...
Life...death...
Points in between...shit what's left????!!!!
Am I not relateable?
Through my lines not capable...
Perhaps...I'm irrelevant
I'm rhyming gibberish..my style incoherent?
Don't be kind..
Say what comes to mind!!!
So won't be no more wasting time!!
One Love
But people let me know the deal
Here I thought I wrote what they could feel
So unreal
Not a pity party
I hardly
Listen to what folks say
Tend to do things my way
Putting inner most thoughts on display
Almost like I seek
Critique
Far from sensitive
Guess I get what I give
Then I started to think I needed to dumb shit down..
Like I was on that Lupe' Fiasco sound!
Didn't feel right..
To me the rhymes were still tight..
But it wasn't me..
I wasn't provoking thought...
Wasn't natural...felt store bought..
Emotional writer..with tears I fought...
I'd sit back
And wait for those to react..
Oh how they act
Like my vernacular wasn't consciously
Fucking their subconscious see..
Like they couldn't touch the words like Braille...
If not...as a poet I fail....
If you're not mentally fornicating
As I detail spine tingling sensation
Making panties wet...
As I define my sex
Better yet
Talk bout real life shit..
As real as it gets...
Life...death...
Points in between...shit what's left????!!!!
Am I not relateable?
Through my lines not capable...
Perhaps...I'm irrelevant
I'm rhyming gibberish..my style incoherent?
Don't be kind..
Say what comes to mind!!!
So won't be no more wasting time!!
One Love
Monday, July 12, 2010
Picture This
Picture this
That kid
Ridiculed
On the first day of school
Cuz he wearing the year before last shoes
Messed around and caught an ugly growth spurt
Made a mistake of saying his feet hurt
What granny do? Cut the toes from his shells
Oh hell
You know what happened when that September rain fell
His name wasn't typical...
Go figure...folks naming their kids after cars...how original...
Room full of every kind of Esha
And this square ass teacher
Putting extra consonants in his name...I mean damn
Folks always poke fun at what they don't understand...
Poked fun
Called him everything under the sun...
Except for his name...
To them it was a game
Who could come up with funny saying...
Lol...he was the fat kids hero..
At least he took the heat off them...cool kid pyramid he at zero....
Found out his parent were from Africa
They furthermore went all in on his character
African booty scratcher ..Shaka Zulu
Just to name a few...
The light skin kids that never came out till the sun down
Would point sneer and frown
Damn he so black...
In fact
He already knew his lineage
While these fools were just learning bout their heritage
He could trace his roots
To his grandfather's grandfather
When others wouldn't..and didn't bother
See gramps didn't have to take a hand out..
He didn't give a damn a damn about
40 acres and a fucking mule..
Damn hypocritical fools!!!!
Walking round with those cheap African medallions....
Seemed like everyone and their momma had one...
Sally Struthers depicting kids as having bloated bellies
That aint how u see the mother land..don't tell me...
Say imma spear chucker?????
Be some ignorant motherfuckers!!!!!!
My parents
Came to this country for the betterment not to be ridiculed by our distant brethren..
Kinda irks me...
Cuz we Africans....we dirty
Like they in the big city
And my folk swinging from the highest tree..
Not the way it was supposed to be...
Or gonna be...
My seeds will know their history....
Won't treat others to misery...
One Love
That kid
Ridiculed
On the first day of school
Cuz he wearing the year before last shoes
Messed around and caught an ugly growth spurt
Made a mistake of saying his feet hurt
What granny do? Cut the toes from his shells
Oh hell
You know what happened when that September rain fell
His name wasn't typical...
Go figure...folks naming their kids after cars...how original...
Room full of every kind of Esha
And this square ass teacher
Putting extra consonants in his name...I mean damn
Folks always poke fun at what they don't understand...
Poked fun
Called him everything under the sun...
Except for his name...
To them it was a game
Who could come up with funny saying...
Lol...he was the fat kids hero..
At least he took the heat off them...cool kid pyramid he at zero....
Found out his parent were from Africa
They furthermore went all in on his character
African booty scratcher ..Shaka Zulu
Just to name a few...
The light skin kids that never came out till the sun down
Would point sneer and frown
Damn he so black...
In fact
He already knew his lineage
While these fools were just learning bout their heritage
He could trace his roots
To his grandfather's grandfather
When others wouldn't..and didn't bother
See gramps didn't have to take a hand out..
He didn't give a damn a damn about
40 acres and a fucking mule..
Damn hypocritical fools!!!!
Walking round with those cheap African medallions....
Seemed like everyone and their momma had one...
Sally Struthers depicting kids as having bloated bellies
That aint how u see the mother land..don't tell me...
Say imma spear chucker?????
Be some ignorant motherfuckers!!!!!!
My parents
Came to this country for the betterment not to be ridiculed by our distant brethren..
Kinda irks me...
Cuz we Africans....we dirty
Like they in the big city
And my folk swinging from the highest tree..
Not the way it was supposed to be...
Or gonna be...
My seeds will know their history....
Won't treat others to misery...
One Love
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Natural Beauty
Maybeline....Loreal....covergirl
Honestly you need to give it a rest girl...
I truly think you're at your best girl...
When that natural beauty is popping
Instead of stopping
To put on this and that...
In fact
That junk don't magnify
The beauty of your eyes...
Just love your lips..
Don't need MAC...but I do need a kiss...
You may think I'm tripping cuz of the extra time....
But to me you're so damn fine!!!
Got these products to conceal blemishes
Baby what the business is?
No such thing as perfection
Even though I look in your direction
And think...I wouldn't change perfection
To you I give all my affection....
Love wrapping my arms round your waist...
There's nothing outta place...
So much beauty in you...
Bout time you knew...
I want these idiots to have the nerves
To tell you they don't appreciate your curves....
I'm drifting off topic..
Let me stop it...
But it pisses me off when the idiots try to dismiss natural beauty
Truly
We all have differences...
I despise those instances
When we allow the outside...
Blind us from what's inside...
One Love
Honestly you need to give it a rest girl...
I truly think you're at your best girl...
When that natural beauty is popping
Instead of stopping
To put on this and that...
In fact
That junk don't magnify
The beauty of your eyes...
Just love your lips..
Don't need MAC...but I do need a kiss...
You may think I'm tripping cuz of the extra time....
But to me you're so damn fine!!!
Got these products to conceal blemishes
Baby what the business is?
No such thing as perfection
Even though I look in your direction
And think...I wouldn't change perfection
To you I give all my affection....
Love wrapping my arms round your waist...
There's nothing outta place...
So much beauty in you...
Bout time you knew...
I want these idiots to have the nerves
To tell you they don't appreciate your curves....
I'm drifting off topic..
Let me stop it...
But it pisses me off when the idiots try to dismiss natural beauty
Truly
We all have differences...
I despise those instances
When we allow the outside...
Blind us from what's inside...
One Love
Friday, June 25, 2010
King of Entertainment
Man I was still on that natural high..
When I saw the news "The King" had died...
See my Princess was born on the 23rd...
So sad and shocked when I heard...
Actual proof...
Thinking to myself this gotta be a spoof
Been a diehard since fan early in my youth..
Dude was the truth...
Pop locking
Songs had your body rocking
Showstopping.....
One of the greatest to ever do it...
That's not how some viewed it..
Child star since the age of 5
For his talent he gave his life
The ultimate sacrifice
Misunderstood...
To keep performing at his level I don't think I could
Or would
Continue...
How they would persecute...
Even crucify
I testify
the greatest entertainer of all time..
It still blows my mind...
Is gone to soon
So many dedications planned this afternoon
Radio stations blasting his famous tunes
Everyone sharing their memories
Over his heartfelt melodies
Its just another part of me...
See
I Remember the Time
When Mike was singing The Girl Is Mine
Didn't even get heated
Told them punk haters to Beat It
They made him wanna Scream
There won't be another not in our dreams
So sad
Homie was...correction is Bad...
I mean....
Dude was killing it in Billie Jean...
A womans anthem....PYT...ya know them pretty young thing
Ma Ma Sa, Ma Ma Coo Sa
Ma Ma Se, Ma Ma Sa,
Ma Ma Coo Sa......cuz you just Wanna be starting something!!!
Had us looking in the Man in the Mirror
The ultimate humanitarian...
Do you understand
How much of his own money he was donating
And..
We turned our back on the man.....
Man or woman...friend or foe...don't matter if you're Black or White
Michael Joseph Jackson in some way..some how touched your life....
One Love
When I saw the news "The King" had died...
See my Princess was born on the 23rd...
So sad and shocked when I heard...
Actual proof...
Thinking to myself this gotta be a spoof
Been a diehard since fan early in my youth..
Dude was the truth...
Pop locking
Songs had your body rocking
Showstopping.....
One of the greatest to ever do it...
That's not how some viewed it..
Child star since the age of 5
For his talent he gave his life
The ultimate sacrifice
Misunderstood...
To keep performing at his level I don't think I could
Or would
Continue...
How they would persecute...
Even crucify
I testify
the greatest entertainer of all time..
It still blows my mind...
Is gone to soon
So many dedications planned this afternoon
Radio stations blasting his famous tunes
Everyone sharing their memories
Over his heartfelt melodies
Its just another part of me...
See
I Remember the Time
When Mike was singing The Girl Is Mine
Didn't even get heated
Told them punk haters to Beat It
They made him wanna Scream
There won't be another not in our dreams
So sad
Homie was...correction is Bad...
I mean....
Dude was killing it in Billie Jean...
A womans anthem....PYT...ya know them pretty young thing
Ma Ma Sa, Ma Ma Coo Sa
Ma Ma Se, Ma Ma Sa,
Ma Ma Coo Sa......cuz you just Wanna be starting something!!!
Had us looking in the Man in the Mirror
The ultimate humanitarian...
Do you understand
How much of his own money he was donating
And..
We turned our back on the man.....
Man or woman...friend or foe...don't matter if you're Black or White
Michael Joseph Jackson in some way..some how touched your life....
One Love
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Catch 22
Corporate sponsorship
Sell your individuality to turn a fucking profit..
Sell your soul to the devil shit...
Looking down your nose
At those
You can't just lock in...
Box in....
Outside of your box...steady watching...
Wondering if I wanna be let in...
They collecting the loot hand over fist
so I know they care less that I exist...
Here's the twist..
I can excel at this
Blessed with the gift of gab...I can deliver an awesome sales pitch
Set high goals..be so driven
No. 1 in sales...that's a given
Can finesse
With the best
With knowledge is how I finesse
Maybe I should wear the khakis and loafers to be considered well dressed
Should I cut off the locks to fit the mold..
Step and fetch it and do as I'm told?
On the other side of the table
This job allows me to be able
To provide
A good life
For my seeds
Take care of their needs
And wants...
Its the ultimate catch-22
Gonna make it do what it do!
Aint that what I'm supposed to?
One Love
Sell your individuality to turn a fucking profit..
Sell your soul to the devil shit...
Looking down your nose
At those
You can't just lock in...
Box in....
Outside of your box...steady watching...
Wondering if I wanna be let in...
They collecting the loot hand over fist
so I know they care less that I exist...
Here's the twist..
I can excel at this
Blessed with the gift of gab...I can deliver an awesome sales pitch
Set high goals..be so driven
No. 1 in sales...that's a given
Can finesse
With the best
With knowledge is how I finesse
Maybe I should wear the khakis and loafers to be considered well dressed
Should I cut off the locks to fit the mold..
Step and fetch it and do as I'm told?
On the other side of the table
This job allows me to be able
To provide
A good life
For my seeds
Take care of their needs
And wants...
Its the ultimate catch-22
Gonna make it do what it do!
Aint that what I'm supposed to?
One Love
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Saga 5
As I travel down this road trip
My mental starts to flip..
Common sense starts to dip..
Rage sets in real quick..
So effing pissed
Wanna unleash some shit..
People say
Don't feel that way..
You made it in spite of
What was
A horrible measure
What part of this lesson am
I to treasure?
Look for the light?
The false spot that's bright?
Aiight...
Didn't know how to love..
Looked at the Father above
Why did u forsake me?
For goodness sake..please..
On my knees..
Crying hysterically
Why me?
Without pain there is no gain..
This shit I look at with disdain
In my mind, I gotta bear the burden
Of years of tears, constant hurting..
What's certain
This got the best of me..
Invisible scars they seem to be..
This situation aint mine exclusively
It effects you..
Millions more than a few..
The evil that these "men" do...
if only they knew
The damage they do..
Tryna close this chapter
Happiness is what I'm after..
Somewhere I hear the devils laughter
Imma haunt u...I'm that bastard !
My mental starts to flip..
Common sense starts to dip..
Rage sets in real quick..
So effing pissed
Wanna unleash some shit..
People say
Don't feel that way..
You made it in spite of
What was
A horrible measure
What part of this lesson am
I to treasure?
Look for the light?
The false spot that's bright?
Aiight...
Didn't know how to love..
Looked at the Father above
Why did u forsake me?
For goodness sake..please..
On my knees..
Crying hysterically
Why me?
Without pain there is no gain..
This shit I look at with disdain
In my mind, I gotta bear the burden
Of years of tears, constant hurting..
What's certain
This got the best of me..
Invisible scars they seem to be..
This situation aint mine exclusively
It effects you..
Millions more than a few..
The evil that these "men" do...
if only they knew
The damage they do..
Tryna close this chapter
Happiness is what I'm after..
Somewhere I hear the devils laughter
Imma haunt u...I'm that bastard !
Saga 4
Thru blurred vision
With delicate
Precision
I compose these lines..
Weave these rhymes
Tell stories of a hideous lifetime..
What did I do to deserve this?
at times I get pissed..
these feelings I've dismissed
For many years..
I've hid the tears
I despise that nigga
In his mind it doesn't figure..
He doesn't understand
Why I don't speak
don't seek
Advice on life
How trife..
When I needed ur ass..
Nowhere in sight..
Doing ur own shit right?
And now cuz guilt corriding
Ur organs u wanna make it right?
Get a clue..
My life aint perfect but went along decent with you..
Few bumps along the way
But hell what can I say.
What u expect man
U kinda forced my hand..
I got kids
Your grandkids..
Put in ur bid
Pay up ur waaaay past due
Til then Fuck You
Times 2
With delicate
Precision
I compose these lines..
Weave these rhymes
Tell stories of a hideous lifetime..
What did I do to deserve this?
at times I get pissed..
these feelings I've dismissed
For many years..
I've hid the tears
I despise that nigga
In his mind it doesn't figure..
He doesn't understand
Why I don't speak
don't seek
Advice on life
How trife..
When I needed ur ass..
Nowhere in sight..
Doing ur own shit right?
And now cuz guilt corriding
Ur organs u wanna make it right?
Get a clue..
My life aint perfect but went along decent with you..
Few bumps along the way
But hell what can I say.
What u expect man
U kinda forced my hand..
I got kids
Your grandkids..
Put in ur bid
Pay up ur waaaay past due
Til then Fuck You
Times 2
Saga 3
He called himself a King..
After all in his name was the true meaning..
He came to this country
To seize the American Dream..
On top of the world it seems.
African men seem made
To dominate
Have their way with women
Try to control their fate
Along the way he made a mistake..
Decided to impregnate
A teen
With a mother heartless
Extremely mean..
Now he in it deep
Oh shit
Real steep
Now he got a wife
Baby to keep
Healthy and fed..
words empty..full of contempt though
Fists of rage he will show
This young chick
Who she think she fucking with?
Smack her in her shit..
Make her ass submit..
I run this shit..
He would torment her
Mentally destroy her.
Physically abuse her..
Sexually misuse her..
He hated her..
She hated him .
He hated self...
Fool needed help..
Its real sad..
This was my excuse for a Dad...
After all in his name was the true meaning..
He came to this country
To seize the American Dream..
On top of the world it seems.
African men seem made
To dominate
Have their way with women
Try to control their fate
Along the way he made a mistake..
Decided to impregnate
A teen
With a mother heartless
Extremely mean..
Now he in it deep
Oh shit
Real steep
Now he got a wife
Baby to keep
Healthy and fed..
words empty..full of contempt though
Fists of rage he will show
This young chick
Who she think she fucking with?
Smack her in her shit..
Make her ass submit..
I run this shit..
He would torment her
Mentally destroy her.
Physically abuse her..
Sexually misuse her..
He hated her..
She hated him .
He hated self...
Fool needed help..
Its real sad..
This was my excuse for a Dad...
Saga 2
Momma couldn't be patient..
In me she saw him..
Something she hated...
A child having a child
Couldn't be more evident
Supposed to be her gift ya know
Heaven sent...
Instead my presence
She treated as a life sentence..
She switched my tears for fears
The nigga would strike her
When he came near..
Clutching me close..
Blood flowing from her nose.
She shaking like a baby..
It was a nightmare
She shaking the baby..
somebody save me...
Crazy
She aint ask for this...
Wishing she could slit her wrists..
Bride by suicide..
his touch makes her wanna hide..
Drunk in between her legs he tries
To climb..
Not this time..
Before he puts it in
She strikes him...
runs..runs...runs..
I hate you..
I hate ur being...
I hate everything..
Nigga fuck you...
In me she saw him..
Something she hated...
A child having a child
Couldn't be more evident
Supposed to be her gift ya know
Heaven sent...
Instead my presence
She treated as a life sentence..
She switched my tears for fears
The nigga would strike her
When he came near..
Clutching me close..
Blood flowing from her nose.
She shaking like a baby..
It was a nightmare
She shaking the baby..
somebody save me...
Crazy
She aint ask for this...
Wishing she could slit her wrists..
Bride by suicide..
his touch makes her wanna hide..
Drunk in between her legs he tries
To climb..
Not this time..
Before he puts it in
She strikes him...
runs..runs...runs..
I hate you..
I hate ur being...
I hate everything..
Nigga fuck you...
Saga 1
Product of a chester
type situation
24 year old molester
16 year old mother..
Threatened by a vicious grandmother
Stating if u don't marry my daughter
I'm gonna make ur life a living hell
Don't dwell
On it too long
Before u in jail singing that sad song
Horrible choice predicated this
occurrence..damn its wrong...
Domestic violence
Granny's deafening silence
This niggas arrogance
Momma lost patience..
Makes no sense..
Cuz of Granny's perceived embarrassment
This is how the story went..
Question after question
Still don't know the lesson
Stressing..
Cause of my depression
Why was I dealt this funny hand?
Why couldn't he be the bigger man?
type situation
24 year old molester
16 year old mother..
Threatened by a vicious grandmother
Stating if u don't marry my daughter
I'm gonna make ur life a living hell
Don't dwell
On it too long
Before u in jail singing that sad song
Horrible choice predicated this
occurrence..damn its wrong...
Domestic violence
Granny's deafening silence
This niggas arrogance
Momma lost patience..
Makes no sense..
Cuz of Granny's perceived embarrassment
This is how the story went..
Question after question
Still don't know the lesson
Stressing..
Cause of my depression
Why was I dealt this funny hand?
Why couldn't he be the bigger man?
Beautiful Independence
The beauty of an independent woman is that she don't need you
She wants you
In my opinion a comforting point of view
at times this point goes askew
Some women wear it like a badge talkin bout Hi my name is Monica I don't need you for shit nigga Walker...what's ur name?
How lame...
Its like applications that offer at will employment
He the at will boyfriend
Can be terminated for any cost
she calling shots like the Boss..
Now he subject to a layoff
Cuz that tough chick stuff ain't payoff
Now he acting blue..
Don't worry she sad too..
We never talk bout the doodoo that some women do..
sometimes be so petty
see I understand
U may have been done wrong by that other man
Don't hold this guy accountable
Gotta hate them odds..damn near insurmountable..
set in his ways u can't change a nigga
Go figure..
Don't make ur goal
To pacify to mold
Not in ur control
U tryna be with a man..
Not raising one.
Can't be fun...
Can't speak for everyone..
But I like to unwrap
My gifts..not have it butt naked in my lap..
Not right away anyway
Along with a phat ass...
I dig class..grace..
Good taste..
she more than a pretty face
Gotta be my homie..my ace
Everything will fall in place..
Aint no games..just understand the pace..
we out there..
U will kiss ur fair share
Of frogs dogs whatever have u
But ur king is out there waiting on u
Until then handle ur B.I.
She wants you
In my opinion a comforting point of view
at times this point goes askew
Some women wear it like a badge talkin bout Hi my name is Monica I don't need you for shit nigga Walker...what's ur name?
How lame...
Its like applications that offer at will employment
He the at will boyfriend
Can be terminated for any cost
she calling shots like the Boss..
Now he subject to a layoff
Cuz that tough chick stuff ain't payoff
Now he acting blue..
Don't worry she sad too..
We never talk bout the doodoo that some women do..
sometimes be so petty
see I understand
U may have been done wrong by that other man
Don't hold this guy accountable
Gotta hate them odds..damn near insurmountable..
set in his ways u can't change a nigga
Go figure..
Don't make ur goal
To pacify to mold
Not in ur control
U tryna be with a man..
Not raising one.
Can't be fun...
Can't speak for everyone..
But I like to unwrap
My gifts..not have it butt naked in my lap..
Not right away anyway
Along with a phat ass...
I dig class..grace..
Good taste..
she more than a pretty face
Gotta be my homie..my ace
Everything will fall in place..
Aint no games..just understand the pace..
we out there..
U will kiss ur fair share
Of frogs dogs whatever have u
But ur king is out there waiting on u
Until then handle ur B.I.
Incoming Call
Like 2 ships in the night...
We slide past each other this aint right..
U coming..I'm going in..
That 12 to 10
In a cycle we spin
U that 11 to 7
Caught in the tailwind..
On the mission for that getty green
By any and all means..
But I'm missing u...
U missing me too..
Steal a few
Seconds to minutes
To hear it...
Ur voice...
Telling u need me..
U want me to touch ur body..
Make it sing..
Do them freaky things..
More importantly
She wants to connect with me..
Exclusively
Just we...
My Queen..
I'm her King..
Can't wait to hold u...
Melt in each others..
Presence..
A little incense...
some soothing tunes..
Set a beautiful mood..
In tune with u...
Gotta love that
Lovers groove
We slide past each other this aint right..
U coming..I'm going in..
That 12 to 10
In a cycle we spin
U that 11 to 7
Caught in the tailwind..
On the mission for that getty green
By any and all means..
But I'm missing u...
U missing me too..
Steal a few
Seconds to minutes
To hear it...
Ur voice...
Telling u need me..
U want me to touch ur body..
Make it sing..
Do them freaky things..
More importantly
She wants to connect with me..
Exclusively
Just we...
My Queen..
I'm her King..
Can't wait to hold u...
Melt in each others..
Presence..
A little incense...
some soothing tunes..
Set a beautiful mood..
In tune with u...
Gotta love that
Lovers groove
U Don't Own me
You don't it like u used to do it
Back in the day,how u used to pursue it this relationship
You offered genuine friendship
My rock of Gibalter
if ever I falter
contemplating a future trip to the altar
That was only the beginning
It was all so simple then
Didn't see it coming...when
You started to act up
Made me wanna back up
you slowly started to change
behaving a lil strange
In my phone asking bout numbers and names..
Your presence to me
Was so ugly
Couldn't even vibe ya see
U were carrying round that jealousy
Showing unnecessary signs of envy
Don't blame me for ur insecurity
Cuz securely
Comforted ur heart..and treated u how ur supposed to be..
This has caused a shake up
Eventually will lead to our break-up
At this point I don't think u could make up
Got me looking over my shoulda
The truth I've told ya
Going in and out
Ur ear..that's not what I'm about..
This bringing my mood down south
Back in the day,how u used to pursue it this relationship
You offered genuine friendship
My rock of Gibalter
if ever I falter
contemplating a future trip to the altar
That was only the beginning
It was all so simple then
Didn't see it coming...when
You started to act up
Made me wanna back up
you slowly started to change
behaving a lil strange
In my phone asking bout numbers and names..
Your presence to me
Was so ugly
Couldn't even vibe ya see
U were carrying round that jealousy
Showing unnecessary signs of envy
Don't blame me for ur insecurity
Cuz securely
Comforted ur heart..and treated u how ur supposed to be..
This has caused a shake up
Eventually will lead to our break-up
At this point I don't think u could make up
Got me looking over my shoulda
The truth I've told ya
Going in and out
Ur ear..that's not what I'm about..
This bringing my mood down south
Writing
Writing
To some it may be weird
But I write how my heart is steered.
Feel it deep within..sometimes I write thru tears..
Detail my fears..
I write so everyone can READ with their eyes
Sympathize when I talk bout pain..
Fantasize with me..cuz my thoughts be kinky
Recognize
Thru my lines..
Will be truth
I dig deep till I hit the roots
Of ur brain
My aim to maintain
A certain level
Til we conscience again..
I spit it how I live it...
Bring it..
Authentic
Never generic..
Will breach any topic...
A wealth of knowledge...
Knowledge of self...
ATM no withdraw
Mentally in awe...
No ceilings like Wayne..
No way..I aint playing...
Make haste..
A mind is a terrible thing to waste...
Got the potential to be great..
Open ur mind while I plead my case....
To some it may be weird
But I write how my heart is steered.
Feel it deep within..sometimes I write thru tears..
Detail my fears..
I write so everyone can READ with their eyes
Sympathize when I talk bout pain..
Fantasize with me..cuz my thoughts be kinky
Recognize
Thru my lines..
Will be truth
I dig deep till I hit the roots
Of ur brain
My aim to maintain
A certain level
Til we conscience again..
I spit it how I live it...
Bring it..
Authentic
Never generic..
Will breach any topic...
A wealth of knowledge...
Knowledge of self...
ATM no withdraw
Mentally in awe...
No ceilings like Wayne..
No way..I aint playing...
Make haste..
A mind is a terrible thing to waste...
Got the potential to be great..
Open ur mind while I plead my case....
Lost Innocence
Friend of mine pulled me aside..
In my arms she cried...
She said growing up..sometimes I wish I died...
What do u mean?
She would paint a horrible scene...
1989
Simple times..the usual hustle and bustle..
Kinda struggling barely getting by..
Mama landed a good job..only problem its at night...
Her friend gonna watch me..his name uncle Ike...
Dude was real cool..
Like he had no rules..
But something happened..he started acting strange..
Swore I caught him staring at me when
I would change..
My clothes...
From then on I'd sleep with the door closed...
He would make me drinks..
Spiked with alcohol I think..
Made me drowsy...put me to sleep..
I wake up with my panties at my feet and his hand between my legs..
Started to scream..he covered my mouth instead..
In a voice that fills my soul with dread..
He whispered..u don't want ur momma losing her job do u?
Her job pays for the new clothes...the new shoes..
Plus u show me more attention then she do..
Staying up late..throwing back a few..
Let Uncle Ike take care of u...
Promise not to hurt u..
He then kissed me with his alcohol tainted dank breath..
Then felt this sharp pain from down below...
Couldn't scream..couldn't run..
No place to go..
Silent tears fall..somewhere between his heavy breathing and the tears...
To sleep I fall...
This would continue for months on end..
Again again..night after night..
Come and go as he might...
Felt like I did something wrong..
Like I told him come on..
We not struggling no more..
Momma doing big things
At work..she happy.
All the while I'm terrified at the darkness Ike brings...
He would tell me how he liked "making love" to me...
I was better than she..
That's what he said as he was destroying my innocence...
How he loved me..
Said. U may only be eleven..
But when I'm with u..I feel like I'm in heaven....
He must have lost track of time..
in comes Mama..
She looks...
Not my baby...
I'm sorry..
Ike was arrested...
Turns out this wasn't his first...
3 more girls came to make matters worse...
Got sentenced to 3-6 years on each count...
12 counts...at least 36 years in jail..
Up for parole next year though..
Big fucking fail...
My friend say 20 years in jail
Don't give me back my innocence..
Ever since...
I can't trust..can't love..I live a life clouded with misery and emotional strife...
He abused me for 823 days.....that's 19752 hours
I had to cower under this man...
No one understands
The nightmare of this man...
Will forever haunt me.....
She wanted me to tell her story..
Fought back tears of my own..
She lived next door...
this could happen to anyone..
Any of our kids can be subject to this..
I pray we can protect them..
In my arms she cried...
She said growing up..sometimes I wish I died...
What do u mean?
She would paint a horrible scene...
1989
Simple times..the usual hustle and bustle..
Kinda struggling barely getting by..
Mama landed a good job..only problem its at night...
Her friend gonna watch me..his name uncle Ike...
Dude was real cool..
Like he had no rules..
But something happened..he started acting strange..
Swore I caught him staring at me when
I would change..
My clothes...
From then on I'd sleep with the door closed...
He would make me drinks..
Spiked with alcohol I think..
Made me drowsy...put me to sleep..
I wake up with my panties at my feet and his hand between my legs..
Started to scream..he covered my mouth instead..
In a voice that fills my soul with dread..
He whispered..u don't want ur momma losing her job do u?
Her job pays for the new clothes...the new shoes..
Plus u show me more attention then she do..
Staying up late..throwing back a few..
Let Uncle Ike take care of u...
Promise not to hurt u..
He then kissed me with his alcohol tainted dank breath..
Then felt this sharp pain from down below...
Couldn't scream..couldn't run..
No place to go..
Silent tears fall..somewhere between his heavy breathing and the tears...
To sleep I fall...
This would continue for months on end..
Again again..night after night..
Come and go as he might...
Felt like I did something wrong..
Like I told him come on..
We not struggling no more..
Momma doing big things
At work..she happy.
All the while I'm terrified at the darkness Ike brings...
He would tell me how he liked "making love" to me...
I was better than she..
That's what he said as he was destroying my innocence...
How he loved me..
Said. U may only be eleven..
But when I'm with u..I feel like I'm in heaven....
He must have lost track of time..
in comes Mama..
She looks...
Not my baby...
I'm sorry..
Ike was arrested...
Turns out this wasn't his first...
3 more girls came to make matters worse...
Got sentenced to 3-6 years on each count...
12 counts...at least 36 years in jail..
Up for parole next year though..
Big fucking fail...
My friend say 20 years in jail
Don't give me back my innocence..
Ever since...
I can't trust..can't love..I live a life clouded with misery and emotional strife...
He abused me for 823 days.....that's 19752 hours
I had to cower under this man...
No one understands
The nightmare of this man...
Will forever haunt me.....
She wanted me to tell her story..
Fought back tears of my own..
She lived next door...
this could happen to anyone..
Any of our kids can be subject to this..
I pray we can protect them..
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
911 is a joke
Get up....get down
911 is a joke in this town....
Public Enemy..
Flavor Flav and Chuck D....
Said it clearly..
The 5-0
Is a joke yo
They got it spun so well
Another case like Sean Bell
Read certain outlets
Somehow this officer lets
Someone discharge his weapon
Man...get to stepping
With that bull ish....
Must think we are foolish
you can tell by the police chief's stance
They will portray this as a victim of circumstance..
Flash grenades
Knowing this home is where kids stayed..
The First 48 tagging along for this outlandish raid..
Videotape confiscated
Copper on administrative leave still getting paid....
Some reports say the young girl was sleep...
That cuts so deep...
Shot from outside the home
Poor Aiyana Jones .
A shooting like this can't be condoned
And to add a touch of disrespect Chief Godbee made sure to announce they captured the suspect..
Is this what happens when faux reality TV
And a trigger happy cop do things out of their reach....
At the police academy are these the tactics they teach?
Patience with these situations quickly fading...
Wonder how this will effect A&E's rating....
Now your in Heaven....
With no bullets flying through your home...
Rest in Peace Aiyana Jones
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911 is a joke in this town....
Public Enemy..
Flavor Flav and Chuck D....
Said it clearly..
The 5-0
Is a joke yo
They got it spun so well
Another case like Sean Bell
Read certain outlets
Somehow this officer lets
Someone discharge his weapon
Man...get to stepping
With that bull ish....
Must think we are foolish
you can tell by the police chief's stance
They will portray this as a victim of circumstance..
Flash grenades
Knowing this home is where kids stayed..
The First 48 tagging along for this outlandish raid..
Videotape confiscated
Copper on administrative leave still getting paid....
Some reports say the young girl was sleep...
That cuts so deep...
Shot from outside the home
Poor Aiyana Jones .
A shooting like this can't be condoned
And to add a touch of disrespect Chief Godbee made sure to announce they captured the suspect..
Is this what happens when faux reality TV
And a trigger happy cop do things out of their reach....
At the police academy are these the tactics they teach?
Patience with these situations quickly fading...
Wonder how this will effect A&E's rating....
Now your in Heaven....
With no bullets flying through your home...
Rest in Peace Aiyana Jones
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
VH1
U gotta go downtown..
That's the way to my love
Lick it round and round.....
SWV giving sweet directions see..
On that next trip to ecstasy
Like Shai..be the comforter
Comfort her...
Make her body Lose Control like Silk..
Do her body good...much better than milk..
Turn off the lights...and light a candle...
Giving each all that we can handle..
I'm the Teddy P
Of this here poetry
Lay your head on my pillow..
Toni Tony Tone..you know
It never rains in southern California...
That's what they tell me..
Let's make love tonight..
Cuz u do it right...
Baaaaaaaby..I'm hot just like an oven....
Damn Marvin Gaye
That's all I've gotta say...
Smooth Operator..
Just ask Sade'
Rub u the right way...
112 this is ur day...
Blackstreet/janet jackson I get so lonely..
Can't let just anybody hold me..
Diamonds and pearl.
If I could I would give u the world...
These old school grooves
Put me in a so right mood
That's the way to my love
Lick it round and round.....
SWV giving sweet directions see..
On that next trip to ecstasy
Like Shai..be the comforter
Comfort her...
Make her body Lose Control like Silk..
Do her body good...much better than milk..
Turn off the lights...and light a candle...
Giving each all that we can handle..
I'm the Teddy P
Of this here poetry
Lay your head on my pillow..
Toni Tony Tone..you know
It never rains in southern California...
That's what they tell me..
Let's make love tonight..
Cuz u do it right...
Baaaaaaaby..I'm hot just like an oven....
Damn Marvin Gaye
That's all I've gotta say...
Smooth Operator..
Just ask Sade'
Rub u the right way...
112 this is ur day...
Blackstreet/janet jackson I get so lonely..
Can't let just anybody hold me..
Diamonds and pearl.
If I could I would give u the world...
These old school grooves
Put me in a so right mood
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Family Matters
Family matters...
My fucking reality shatters...
This aint bout Mom and Pops..its bout everybody
Aunts and uncles...
My so called relatives..
Not an ounce of their time to give..
Understand some of yall had kids
But my parents fucked up.. Not their kid...
I was the Outcast
Anger will forever last...
Won't ever be a thing of the past...
This aint going in the rearview
Its clear u...
Yeah all of you
Don't think of the damage it would do..
But later in life would point fingers..
Oh how that lingers...
I was the wild child
Full of vile..
Not gonna amount to shit..
Come to think of it...
An outcast like Moms
Yall ignorance..
Why don't I like yall? Ha!
U bitches suffering from a lack of common sense!
Wish yall weren't part of my existence...
Full of double talk..
In my shoes yall couldn't walk the walk
To raise a child it takes a village
Yall the type folks that alert the enemy..so they can come thru and pillage...
Imma fucking crush u...
Bring u to ur knees and won't even have to touch you...
Compassion for u is something I lack...
Look in my eyes... U should have never...ever...turned ur back...
Mi familia
U looking so unfamiliar
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My fucking reality shatters...
This aint bout Mom and Pops..its bout everybody
Aunts and uncles...
My so called relatives..
Not an ounce of their time to give..
Understand some of yall had kids
But my parents fucked up.. Not their kid...
I was the Outcast
Anger will forever last...
Won't ever be a thing of the past...
This aint going in the rearview
Its clear u...
Yeah all of you
Don't think of the damage it would do..
But later in life would point fingers..
Oh how that lingers...
I was the wild child
Full of vile..
Not gonna amount to shit..
Come to think of it...
An outcast like Moms
Yall ignorance..
Why don't I like yall? Ha!
U bitches suffering from a lack of common sense!
Wish yall weren't part of my existence...
Full of double talk..
In my shoes yall couldn't walk the walk
To raise a child it takes a village
Yall the type folks that alert the enemy..so they can come thru and pillage...
Imma fucking crush u...
Bring u to ur knees and won't even have to touch you...
Compassion for u is something I lack...
Look in my eyes... U should have never...ever...turned ur back...
Mi familia
U looking so unfamiliar
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Backstabbers
They smile in ur face..
All the time they wanna take ur place..
Seemed like u had to have it..
Never thought u would be on that sneak shit.
Didn't quite understand..
Looking back I see it was part of ur plan..
Shit curiosity killed the cat..
But seemed u were thirsty for facts...
Interest peaked..
Lustful intent u seeked..
But we better than that..
This aint how friends react..
U were supposed to have my back
Not chasing my leftovers in the sack!!!
Where they do that at???
They smile in ur face..
U were my ace.
This wasn't a fucking race..
Now u can't even show ur face...
Low down dirty shame
U wanna play this game..
But I know the real u
U suspect...real shifty
How could you?
Hope the dingaling was good boo...
As for us....we're thru...
All the time they want to take ur place.....
I aint gonna lie..
At first I wanted to cry..
Tears thru rage I was pissed..
This how u gonna do me sis?
Thru thick and thin...
And for what him?
Chagrin...
Sad...
U wanted it so bad..
Betrayed me...
Abandoned we...
Ending up like this..I didn't see...
So many fish in the sea...
Dick comes dick goes..
Did u have to play urself like one of them common hoes?
Shit all I wanna know...
Was it worth it?
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All the time they wanna take ur place..
Seemed like u had to have it..
Never thought u would be on that sneak shit.
Didn't quite understand..
Looking back I see it was part of ur plan..
Shit curiosity killed the cat..
But seemed u were thirsty for facts...
Interest peaked..
Lustful intent u seeked..
But we better than that..
This aint how friends react..
U were supposed to have my back
Not chasing my leftovers in the sack!!!
Where they do that at???
They smile in ur face..
U were my ace.
This wasn't a fucking race..
Now u can't even show ur face...
Low down dirty shame
U wanna play this game..
But I know the real u
U suspect...real shifty
How could you?
Hope the dingaling was good boo...
As for us....we're thru...
All the time they want to take ur place.....
I aint gonna lie..
At first I wanted to cry..
Tears thru rage I was pissed..
This how u gonna do me sis?
Thru thick and thin...
And for what him?
Chagrin...
Sad...
U wanted it so bad..
Betrayed me...
Abandoned we...
Ending up like this..I didn't see...
So many fish in the sea...
Dick comes dick goes..
Did u have to play urself like one of them common hoes?
Shit all I wanna know...
Was it worth it?
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Ampersand(and)
I wanna be flowers and
Sweet chocolate and
Fine dinner with wine and
Melodic melodies meant to ease and
Symphonies..and
Trips to Tiffany's and
Wanna fulfill all ur fantasies and
be the man u need and
Make u believe and
Restore faith in love and
Have u treat it as a give from above and
Judge me for my heart and
Be true and open from the start and...
Don't look at my pockets
Trust I got it locked and
Imma put in the work and
Best believe. I know this womans' worth and
Don't need materialistic empty wishing and
The love she been missing and
If she keep kissing ....and
Imma start touching and...
Imma let u fill in the blanks and..
For her love imma give thanks and...
She's my blessing..
No second guessing
Sweet chocolate and
Fine dinner with wine and
Melodic melodies meant to ease and
Symphonies..and
Trips to Tiffany's and
Wanna fulfill all ur fantasies and
be the man u need and
Make u believe and
Restore faith in love and
Have u treat it as a give from above and
Judge me for my heart and
Be true and open from the start and...
Don't look at my pockets
Trust I got it locked and
Imma put in the work and
Best believe. I know this womans' worth and
Don't need materialistic empty wishing and
The love she been missing and
If she keep kissing ....and
Imma start touching and...
Imma let u fill in the blanks and..
For her love imma give thanks and...
She's my blessing..
No second guessing
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Next Stop: Splittsville
On the road to splittsville..
So surreal
Can't describe how this makes me feel..
We were so better than this..
Used to complete each others sentences..
Swear I can't comprehend this..
Now you putting words in my mouth..
Direction of this convo quickly heading down south
Tryna irk my nerves
Ur using those scintillating words..
Wanna make them sparks fly..
I say the wrong thing and u ready to cry
Back and forth..
Saying the wildest shit of any sort..
Thinking of the meanest thing to say..
Kinda wish things would go ur way
So u take ur best shot
Not thinking of feelings and what not...
This aint what lovers do...
Everything not based solely on ur point of view...
Things not the same...that's true..
They say it takes 2
To make a thing go right...
Lately all we can do is fight..
So much tension and spite...
Don't even know what to think anymore...
This can't go on...that I know for sure...
Gonna just push me out the door
Is that what ur aiming for?
For goodness sake
I've had all that I'm gonna take....
I'm on the front door of Heartbreak..
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So surreal
Can't describe how this makes me feel..
We were so better than this..
Used to complete each others sentences..
Swear I can't comprehend this..
Now you putting words in my mouth..
Direction of this convo quickly heading down south
Tryna irk my nerves
Ur using those scintillating words..
Wanna make them sparks fly..
I say the wrong thing and u ready to cry
Back and forth..
Saying the wildest shit of any sort..
Thinking of the meanest thing to say..
Kinda wish things would go ur way
So u take ur best shot
Not thinking of feelings and what not...
This aint what lovers do...
Everything not based solely on ur point of view...
Things not the same...that's true..
They say it takes 2
To make a thing go right...
Lately all we can do is fight..
So much tension and spite...
Don't even know what to think anymore...
This can't go on...that I know for sure...
Gonna just push me out the door
Is that what ur aiming for?
For goodness sake
I've had all that I'm gonna take....
I'm on the front door of Heartbreak..
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Court me
Go head and play the victim
Acting like u didn't pick him...
Like he had the gun drawn...
What kinda b.s. are u on?
Remember u said u liked them cocky..
But now u say u can't stand him when things are rocky...
if it doesn't go according to plan
He wasn't a real man...
I mean damn...
Really? the man always wrong?
U singing that sad song...
Moody boo boo blues...
Now on to these dudes..
So concerned with swagger
Treat women like prey till u bag her..
Then its on to the next one
And then some...
Get mad when a smart chick
Says she don't want that tainted dick
Thinking u can game her with ur weak ass Jedi mind trick
Then she become a hoe..calling her a basic bitch..
seems like both sex
Think love revolves round paychecks..
thinking dollar signs
Combined
With some ass be the ties that bind...
Must be out ur mind
Remember a time...
When people dated with respect...
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Acting like u didn't pick him...
Like he had the gun drawn...
What kinda b.s. are u on?
Remember u said u liked them cocky..
But now u say u can't stand him when things are rocky...
if it doesn't go according to plan
He wasn't a real man...
I mean damn...
Really? the man always wrong?
U singing that sad song...
Moody boo boo blues...
Now on to these dudes..
So concerned with swagger
Treat women like prey till u bag her..
Then its on to the next one
And then some...
Get mad when a smart chick
Says she don't want that tainted dick
Thinking u can game her with ur weak ass Jedi mind trick
Then she become a hoe..calling her a basic bitch..
seems like both sex
Think love revolves round paychecks..
thinking dollar signs
Combined
With some ass be the ties that bind...
Must be out ur mind
Remember a time...
When people dated with respect...
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Dreams
At night I lay awake...terrified
Scared to close my eyes..
These dreams have me traumatized
Visions of me in a wreck...permanently paralyzed...
Watching the evening news
Can paint life in disgusting hues
Hell no...its not all good
Kids dying every day in every hood..
But some of us so damn blind..
Acknowledge the problem but say its not mine...
We so numb
These crimes be so reckless and dumb..
2 year old shot dead...some activist talking bout he has a plan of action
Let's get signs and go march..met with an even lameduck reaction..
Just recently watched the movie 2012..
I'm like what the hell?
Basing every solely on science
Not relying on the man upstairs at all for guidance..
Not tryna be on the soapbox..
But we gotta believe in something greater than ourselves so kick rocks..
I do my thing..mentoring this young dude
That used to be hella rude
Used always tell his momma she get on his nerves cuz she always bitching
Was never in class...always ditching
Told him this aint the good life ..
On this ride there will be nothing but struggle and strife...
Do something positive with ur life...
Change gonna come...
I'm steady dreaming.....
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Scared to close my eyes..
These dreams have me traumatized
Visions of me in a wreck...permanently paralyzed...
Watching the evening news
Can paint life in disgusting hues
Hell no...its not all good
Kids dying every day in every hood..
But some of us so damn blind..
Acknowledge the problem but say its not mine...
We so numb
These crimes be so reckless and dumb..
2 year old shot dead...some activist talking bout he has a plan of action
Let's get signs and go march..met with an even lameduck reaction..
Just recently watched the movie 2012..
I'm like what the hell?
Basing every solely on science
Not relying on the man upstairs at all for guidance..
Not tryna be on the soapbox..
But we gotta believe in something greater than ourselves so kick rocks..
I do my thing..mentoring this young dude
That used to be hella rude
Used always tell his momma she get on his nerves cuz she always bitching
Was never in class...always ditching
Told him this aint the good life ..
On this ride there will be nothing but struggle and strife...
Do something positive with ur life...
Change gonna come...
I'm steady dreaming.....
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
That "Talk Show" Ish
Truth be told..
Some of yall belong on steve wilkos..
It goes way beyond baby mama drama..
Maury Povich..
Multiple visiting
Panicking...
Contestant number 9
Saying.."I swear that baby aint mine"
Mama on some "1000% sure its urs..he got ur eyes"
And..........You are not the father!!!!!!!!!
She storm off crying...hell why bother...
While she faking shock..
This asshole on the stage tryna pop and lock..
Jumping up and down..
Acting like a damn clown!
Maury on some don't cry...don't cry
We can find him as long as you are willing to try...
How you figure
Things will be better searching for that fleet footed nigga?
Kinda crazy
It amazes me
The level of humiliation
They think is the cure all for this situation..
Degradation
You know how quick times fly
5-6 years go by
Lil dude watching re_runs....
See a woman who letting off a bunch of bleeps as the tears run...
Acting an ass-out idiot...
Not even as good as it gets..
Turns up the volume..
Listens to the parade of dudes..
That aren't his daddy..
He aint happy...
Looks at his mother in a different light...
Moral..looking for the donor don't always make it right
In retrospect
Kinda suspect..
Not a good look to re evaluate ur self respect..
Better yet for millions and millions to be at ur neck
Shoulda kept ur legs closed..eyes wide open
So it would be no hoping
This dude is the father
Sure life will be a little harder
Its ok...do whatever not to damage your kids esteem..
I mean...
It aint their fault dude hit the highway full steam
You had that ugly wild streak as a teen
They call the the black sheep..
But Cousin...no love lost..
You suffered enough..more than paid the cost....
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Some of yall belong on steve wilkos..
It goes way beyond baby mama drama..
Maury Povich..
Multiple visiting
Panicking...
Contestant number 9
Saying.."I swear that baby aint mine"
Mama on some "1000% sure its urs..he got ur eyes"
And..........You are not the father!!!!!!!!!
She storm off crying...hell why bother...
While she faking shock..
This asshole on the stage tryna pop and lock..
Jumping up and down..
Acting like a damn clown!
Maury on some don't cry...don't cry
We can find him as long as you are willing to try...
How you figure
Things will be better searching for that fleet footed nigga?
Kinda crazy
It amazes me
The level of humiliation
They think is the cure all for this situation..
Degradation
You know how quick times fly
5-6 years go by
Lil dude watching re_runs....
See a woman who letting off a bunch of bleeps as the tears run...
Acting an ass-out idiot...
Not even as good as it gets..
Turns up the volume..
Listens to the parade of dudes..
That aren't his daddy..
He aint happy...
Looks at his mother in a different light...
Moral..looking for the donor don't always make it right
In retrospect
Kinda suspect..
Not a good look to re evaluate ur self respect..
Better yet for millions and millions to be at ur neck
Shoulda kept ur legs closed..eyes wide open
So it would be no hoping
This dude is the father
Sure life will be a little harder
Its ok...do whatever not to damage your kids esteem..
I mean...
It aint their fault dude hit the highway full steam
You had that ugly wild streak as a teen
They call the the black sheep..
But Cousin...no love lost..
You suffered enough..more than paid the cost....
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Man Up!!!!!!
After weeks of pitching woo and shit...
Young fella coming at her with dick in hand ready to hit..
Fills her head with them Trey Songz dreams..
But he aint ready for them type of things..
Few weeks go by..she tells him she's with child..
Bitch u must be out your mind!!!
It aint mine!!
Me and the fellas had a bet to see which one could hit first
By the way that worse
I ever had..
Don't get mad..
Just find that baby's dad!
Product of my environment..
Bullshit sentiment..
Useless
As those lame excuses
Cycle that's so ruthless..
Truth is
Don't seem to be an end in sight
Something gotta be done...this aint right...
Fuck a shaving lesson..
Give your sons a damn life lesson
Help them understand the point I'm stressing..
Cowards run away from responsibilty...
I get it..some chicks be shifty
But ultimately..
Its on us..
Between our legs the loaded weapon..
Screw what you heard..aint no immaculate conception...
Running and ducking.....
It was all good when yall were just fucking..
You were the same lil dude
On the stoop
In a sad mood
Cuz daddy didn't show up as planned..
Imma be a better man..
Remember that huff..
Where's that lil boy..were u talking tough?
Or some think if stick around
You and baby mama gonna be getting down...
Or u get mad when she wanna move on with her life..
Don't do right by ur seed..nigga u so trife..
Letting another brotha raise your seed..
Uz a bitch nigga indeed...
Some dudes all they do is throw money...
Funny
Your child is gonna think his daddy's name is Benjamin..
Be a real man.....don't pretend!
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Young fella coming at her with dick in hand ready to hit..
Fills her head with them Trey Songz dreams..
But he aint ready for them type of things..
Few weeks go by..she tells him she's with child..
Bitch u must be out your mind!!!
It aint mine!!
Me and the fellas had a bet to see which one could hit first
By the way that worse
I ever had..
Don't get mad..
Just find that baby's dad!
Product of my environment..
Bullshit sentiment..
Useless
As those lame excuses
Cycle that's so ruthless..
Truth is
Don't seem to be an end in sight
Something gotta be done...this aint right...
Fuck a shaving lesson..
Give your sons a damn life lesson
Help them understand the point I'm stressing..
Cowards run away from responsibilty...
I get it..some chicks be shifty
But ultimately..
Its on us..
Between our legs the loaded weapon..
Screw what you heard..aint no immaculate conception...
Running and ducking.....
It was all good when yall were just fucking..
You were the same lil dude
On the stoop
In a sad mood
Cuz daddy didn't show up as planned..
Imma be a better man..
Remember that huff..
Where's that lil boy..were u talking tough?
Or some think if stick around
You and baby mama gonna be getting down...
Or u get mad when she wanna move on with her life..
Don't do right by ur seed..nigga u so trife..
Letting another brotha raise your seed..
Uz a bitch nigga indeed...
Some dudes all they do is throw money...
Funny
Your child is gonna think his daddy's name is Benjamin..
Be a real man.....don't pretend!
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Saturday, April 17, 2010
This Here Must Cease
Remember the thing called respect..
Now fools running round talking out the side of their necks..
Then we have sensitive pussy foot ass niggas..
So quick to pull the trigger..
Somebody call u out ur name..
And u taking aim..
When does it stop..
Whose to blame?
We living movie star lives aka Belly..like we Tommy Buns
Living by the sword..dying by guns...
Remember when brothas used to box it out..
U know toe to toe tryna knock u out..
U know what I'm talking bout..
We have the rapping cats
Talking how they kill this...shoot that..
And our youth take it as fact
Fools yelling out affiliation over music tracks
Making money by selling these flashy dreams
Amongst other things..
in Chicago..they old school gun slinging
20 shot 7 dead..
Lucky 13
Soon as the weather warms
Its a sad but becoming
A familiar scene
Grieving mother screaming bout they took my baby...
Maybe
We can stop this as a community....
Need unity
So much violence..
Can't be met with the usual silence..
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Now fools running round talking out the side of their necks..
Then we have sensitive pussy foot ass niggas..
So quick to pull the trigger..
Somebody call u out ur name..
And u taking aim..
When does it stop..
Whose to blame?
We living movie star lives aka Belly..like we Tommy Buns
Living by the sword..dying by guns...
Remember when brothas used to box it out..
U know toe to toe tryna knock u out..
U know what I'm talking bout..
We have the rapping cats
Talking how they kill this...shoot that..
And our youth take it as fact
Fools yelling out affiliation over music tracks
Making money by selling these flashy dreams
Amongst other things..
in Chicago..they old school gun slinging
20 shot 7 dead..
Lucky 13
Soon as the weather warms
Its a sad but becoming
A familiar scene
Grieving mother screaming bout they took my baby...
Maybe
We can stop this as a community....
Need unity
So much violence..
Can't be met with the usual silence..
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Sunday, April 4, 2010
April 4 1968
I got a story to tell..
Some may know it well..
This is the truth..no fairytale..
Shoulda listened to James Earl Ray..
Had some very pertinent things to say...
Kept the same story until his dying day..
For the evil that these men did..for their souls I comtinue to pray..
Within the ranks of racism...this character ranks high..
Believe it or not..I'm talking FBI
Head honcho...
He started Cointelpro...
J.Edgar Hoover tried to silence
Martin and his outcry for nonviolence..
Send agents to eavesdrop on him..label him an adulterer...
But the brothers and sisters
Didn't believe those sinister words..
Do any and everything to undermine
His brilliant mind
Thru his words
Stirred
A nation...
To fight this ugly beast called Segregation
Throughout countless death threats and thoughts of intimidation..
Kept marching on..whatever the situation...
That was the cause of his assassination...
He was someone's
Son..
Husband..
Father...
He was just a man...
With an amazing plan.
Peace and equality for all..
I think if were alive today..
The great things about Obama he'd say
Thinking his fight kinda paved the way...
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Some may know it well..
This is the truth..no fairytale..
Shoulda listened to James Earl Ray..
Had some very pertinent things to say...
Kept the same story until his dying day..
For the evil that these men did..for their souls I comtinue to pray..
Within the ranks of racism...this character ranks high..
Believe it or not..I'm talking FBI
Head honcho...
He started Cointelpro...
J.Edgar Hoover tried to silence
Martin and his outcry for nonviolence..
Send agents to eavesdrop on him..label him an adulterer...
But the brothers and sisters
Didn't believe those sinister words..
Do any and everything to undermine
His brilliant mind
Thru his words
Stirred
A nation...
To fight this ugly beast called Segregation
Throughout countless death threats and thoughts of intimidation..
Kept marching on..whatever the situation...
That was the cause of his assassination...
He was someone's
Son..
Husband..
Father...
He was just a man...
With an amazing plan.
Peace and equality for all..
I think if were alive today..
The great things about Obama he'd say
Thinking his fight kinda paved the way...
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Saturday, March 27, 2010
Neo-Soul Temptress
I see her from afar...
She don't care bout how rich u are..
What size shoes on ur car..
Nothing average bout her..no claims of being 5 star...
Beauty up to par...
She could do the make-up thing if she wanted to..
In my opinion would only taint the nice view..
She rocks her so-called imperfections
With stunning perfections..
Heads turn in her direction
Many say kind words to garner her affection..
So down to earth..
She knows her worth..
Mellow smooth attitude
Best believe she will get buck wild if u try to ruin her mood..
Her story...
Flows from her soul see..
Neo-soul temptress
She knows culture...
A verse here and there bout scripture...
Grooves to her own beat...
Forever wanting to be in tune with her melody...if I could..press repeat...
The undeniable fusion of music and poetry..
Strong and delicate vibes like Floetry...
Mentioned my vibe for Ms.Scott...
One word HOT...
Could take it old school...
Chaka Khan...man don't be no fool..
If I could travel back in time...I'd break all the rules...
She comes in various styles and flavor..
But one thing I will forever savor....
Her love for the art...
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She don't care bout how rich u are..
What size shoes on ur car..
Nothing average bout her..no claims of being 5 star...
Beauty up to par...
She could do the make-up thing if she wanted to..
In my opinion would only taint the nice view..
She rocks her so-called imperfections
With stunning perfections..
Heads turn in her direction
Many say kind words to garner her affection..
So down to earth..
She knows her worth..
Mellow smooth attitude
Best believe she will get buck wild if u try to ruin her mood..
Her story...
Flows from her soul see..
Neo-soul temptress
She knows culture...
A verse here and there bout scripture...
Grooves to her own beat...
Forever wanting to be in tune with her melody...if I could..press repeat...
The undeniable fusion of music and poetry..
Strong and delicate vibes like Floetry...
Mentioned my vibe for Ms.Scott...
One word HOT...
Could take it old school...
Chaka Khan...man don't be no fool..
If I could travel back in time...I'd break all the rules...
She comes in various styles and flavor..
But one thing I will forever savor....
Her love for the art...
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
Pt2:Interlude
Gonna take a sec
To reflect
Beautiful neck line
Ample bosom
Thick in the hips
Can't forget how she bites
Down on her bottom lip..
Grab her by the waist..
brush her hair out her face..
Turn her round kiss the nape
Of her neck..kiss after kiss
Feel her senses submit
At the small of her back I cant resist..
I flick my tongue
On her clit
Queen exhales Ooh Shit!
Lick and lick
Juices starting to drip and drip..
King I need that dick
so I work my way up
In my hand her breasts I cup...
So I enter she...
Grips my sex so tightly
This was made for thee..
Slow winding
Grinding...she giving it back to me..
I'm going deeper..
She pulling me deeper..
This connection
So sensual
Way beyond physical
Damn near magical
Queen start talking that shit to me
Climactic reaction
To soul stirring satisfaction
Orgasmic sensations
Hearts racing...
Stroke for stroking
U screaming my name..
I'm doing the same.
Lust untamed
she the best I've ever had
I'm her greatest sex ever..
Let them 2 songs intertwine in
The back of ur mind as we continue
Till next time............
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To reflect
Beautiful neck line
Ample bosom
Thick in the hips
Can't forget how she bites
Down on her bottom lip..
Grab her by the waist..
brush her hair out her face..
Turn her round kiss the nape
Of her neck..kiss after kiss
Feel her senses submit
At the small of her back I cant resist..
I flick my tongue
On her clit
Queen exhales Ooh Shit!
Lick and lick
Juices starting to drip and drip..
King I need that dick
so I work my way up
In my hand her breasts I cup...
So I enter she...
Grips my sex so tightly
This was made for thee..
Slow winding
Grinding...she giving it back to me..
I'm going deeper..
She pulling me deeper..
This connection
So sensual
Way beyond physical
Damn near magical
Queen start talking that shit to me
Climactic reaction
To soul stirring satisfaction
Orgasmic sensations
Hearts racing...
Stroke for stroking
U screaming my name..
I'm doing the same.
Lust untamed
she the best I've ever had
I'm her greatest sex ever..
Let them 2 songs intertwine in
The back of ur mind as we continue
Till next time............
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Interlude in the Nude
Heartbeats..in tune..
Musical interlude
Sets the mood..
Queen beckons
Ready for a tantric session
She be the teacher for this lesson..
Plan on some sweatin
dissecting them thighs
As I peer into her eyes..
She bites her lower lip..
I kiss then let the tip
Of my tongue massage
Her throbbing clit
she begins to grind as I grab her hips
soft moaning
Now I'm zoning
Found her sweet opening
Time to dive in..
She wraps her legs round my head..
Grabs a handful and speaks don't stop Dread..
Linguistically
I'm sending shivers thru her body
I'm bout to..u gonna make me cum....
Here gimme a kiss..passionately
Kisses me..tasting every drop of her juices..excites me..
Entices me...
said she bout to show me
How bad she can be..
I can't wait to see..
Slowly lays me down...
Kisses my neck..lips..chest.
And works her way down..
She kisses round
Then devours my sex
Slowly then a lil faster..
Then she did this thing with her tongue..
Mmmm Queen u gonna have me sprung..
She says I want it..
Looks me deep in the eyes and says..
Take it...
To be continued...
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Musical interlude
Sets the mood..
Queen beckons
Ready for a tantric session
She be the teacher for this lesson..
Plan on some sweatin
dissecting them thighs
As I peer into her eyes..
She bites her lower lip..
I kiss then let the tip
Of my tongue massage
Her throbbing clit
she begins to grind as I grab her hips
soft moaning
Now I'm zoning
Found her sweet opening
Time to dive in..
She wraps her legs round my head..
Grabs a handful and speaks don't stop Dread..
Linguistically
I'm sending shivers thru her body
I'm bout to..u gonna make me cum....
Here gimme a kiss..passionately
Kisses me..tasting every drop of her juices..excites me..
Entices me...
said she bout to show me
How bad she can be..
I can't wait to see..
Slowly lays me down...
Kisses my neck..lips..chest.
And works her way down..
She kisses round
Then devours my sex
Slowly then a lil faster..
Then she did this thing with her tongue..
Mmmm Queen u gonna have me sprung..
She says I want it..
Looks me deep in the eyes and says..
Take it...
To be continued...
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Voyeuristic/Fetish
Don't stop...
I just wanna watch..
What a beautiful scene..
There u lay with ur hand in between..
Clutching ur breast..
The rising of ur chest.
Baby don't be shamed..
I love the faces that u make...
The sounds that start ur body to quake....
Aah and oohing...
Don't stop whatcha doing..
Pulsating...
Sensual gyrations...
Erotic situations..
Strong temptatiOns
As u bite ur lower lip
I think bout grabbing them hips...
I hesitate when I see u going at that juicy throbbing clit....
Eye to eye contact...
As u arch ur back..
Climactic..tick tick tick..
Ummm damn u bout to explode... Eyes roll in the back of ur head..
Gripping the sheets on the bed..
this was the ultimate high..
Got u like Johnny saying my,my,my
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I just wanna watch..
What a beautiful scene..
There u lay with ur hand in between..
Clutching ur breast..
The rising of ur chest.
Baby don't be shamed..
I love the faces that u make...
The sounds that start ur body to quake....
Aah and oohing...
Don't stop whatcha doing..
Pulsating...
Sensual gyrations...
Erotic situations..
Strong temptatiOns
As u bite ur lower lip
I think bout grabbing them hips...
I hesitate when I see u going at that juicy throbbing clit....
Eye to eye contact...
As u arch ur back..
Climactic..tick tick tick..
Ummm damn u bout to explode... Eyes roll in the back of ur head..
Gripping the sheets on the bed..
this was the ultimate high..
Got u like Johnny saying my,my,my
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Defamation: her reply
Touche'
Some cocky shit to say...
Burger King nigga..u had it ur way..
Remember that slick shit..u would say..
Yeah I knew...
But u still called me ur boo...
Was all that shit even true?
Karma is a bitch...and she gonna dump on u..
Times 2..
U held me...I held u..
U didn't have to lie to kick it..
Didn't have to fill my head with that"I wish u were my girl shit"
I must admit...
U were smooth as shit...
I aint even mad it u.
Yeah I caught feelings..more than I like to..
Ur not gonna have ur cake and eat it too..
Won't have be singing the bitter bitch blues..
That shits old news...
U think I'm stuck on u?
New scoop...
Imma take a second and recoup..
Ur good...but I deserve be better than u..
Like Stevie I don't need a part time lover...no wonder..
Let no man put asunder...
Never said u played games..
U right that's for lames..
Don't want more of the same
Just my point to relay..
Don't care what u gotta say..
Oh yeah..one more thing nigga...
Touche'
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Some cocky shit to say...
Burger King nigga..u had it ur way..
Remember that slick shit..u would say..
Yeah I knew...
But u still called me ur boo...
Was all that shit even true?
Karma is a bitch...and she gonna dump on u..
Times 2..
U held me...I held u..
U didn't have to lie to kick it..
Didn't have to fill my head with that"I wish u were my girl shit"
I must admit...
U were smooth as shit...
I aint even mad it u.
Yeah I caught feelings..more than I like to..
Ur not gonna have ur cake and eat it too..
Won't have be singing the bitter bitch blues..
That shits old news...
U think I'm stuck on u?
New scoop...
Imma take a second and recoup..
Ur good...but I deserve be better than u..
Like Stevie I don't need a part time lover...no wonder..
Let no man put asunder...
Never said u played games..
U right that's for lames..
Don't want more of the same
Just my point to relay..
Don't care what u gotta say..
Oh yeah..one more thing nigga...
Touche'
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Defamation
I gotta make it clear..
Focus...no smoking mirrors here..
I know u want me near...
I can't...I'm something u should fear..
I'm not him..
Not them...
I'm me..
Like a bird...I should be set free..
U weren't supposed to fall for me..
Not the ways things should be..
I offer apologies see...
In ur head u calling me the most horrible name...
Real talk...am I fully to blame..
From the get go
I let u know..
What the deal was...
Like good weed...u caught a buzz...
But its my fault...gimme an effing break..
Had more than I can take...
U and the bitter chick crew.parlaying
Aint no doubt the crap yall saying
What a shame..
Thought he was different..they all the same..
Lame..
Running that damn game..
Aiight...I see u out ur lane..
Mind..body..and soul..
Truth be told..
Rewind and watch the story unfold..
I aint nothing but an asshole
U thought u could play the role..
Tough chick...
But u fell real quick..
Aint tryna be rude..
But u wanted the truth..
But u couldn't handle it boo....
Play ur position...
instead of bitchin
And being salty...
Its hella ridiculous.
Goes beyond the obvious..
U wanted to play..
Shitty it didn't go ur way...
Touche' .
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Focus...no smoking mirrors here..
I know u want me near...
I can't...I'm something u should fear..
I'm not him..
Not them...
I'm me..
Like a bird...I should be set free..
U weren't supposed to fall for me..
Not the ways things should be..
I offer apologies see...
In ur head u calling me the most horrible name...
Real talk...am I fully to blame..
From the get go
I let u know..
What the deal was...
Like good weed...u caught a buzz...
But its my fault...gimme an effing break..
Had more than I can take...
U and the bitter chick crew.parlaying
Aint no doubt the crap yall saying
What a shame..
Thought he was different..they all the same..
Lame..
Running that damn game..
Aiight...I see u out ur lane..
Mind..body..and soul..
Truth be told..
Rewind and watch the story unfold..
I aint nothing but an asshole
U thought u could play the role..
Tough chick...
But u fell real quick..
Aint tryna be rude..
But u wanted the truth..
But u couldn't handle it boo....
Play ur position...
instead of bitchin
And being salty...
Its hella ridiculous.
Goes beyond the obvious..
U wanted to play..
Shitty it didn't go ur way...
Touche' .
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Saturday, February 27, 2010
Conscript
I'm so Crucial like Conflict
So direct is how I spit...
Such wickedness
I deliver it
Introduction: I'm Conscript
Smooth as silk
I'm sick
Unlike wack rappers. I never stick
To bullshit topics..
I refine visions to make
The gritty raw of life..and beautiful poetry coexist
Aint talking flashy cars and shit..
Or which chickenhead I'm tryna hit
Call me lyrical..
Somewhat political..
Highly analytical..
In my own way spiritual..
Use my God given intelligence
As well as Common sense..
Have em saying ooh he so eloquent.
Ha! I'm never irrelevant
Content
U can never circumvent..
Enough time spent..
Talking bout me..
Read my lines....trust you'll see..
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So direct is how I spit...
Such wickedness
I deliver it
Introduction: I'm Conscript
Smooth as silk
I'm sick
Unlike wack rappers. I never stick
To bullshit topics..
I refine visions to make
The gritty raw of life..and beautiful poetry coexist
Aint talking flashy cars and shit..
Or which chickenhead I'm tryna hit
Call me lyrical..
Somewhat political..
Highly analytical..
In my own way spiritual..
Use my God given intelligence
As well as Common sense..
Have em saying ooh he so eloquent.
Ha! I'm never irrelevant
Content
U can never circumvent..
Enough time spent..
Talking bout me..
Read my lines....trust you'll see..
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Friday, February 26, 2010
Good vs. Evil
Be her King..
Her everything....
Like a gift from above
We so in love
Planets align..
I see my sign
Always on my mind
Bout to make her mine
Bling bling her life up
Gonna straight wife her
Youngblood let me tell u something
This love shit is good for nothing
Is like people always searching
Only to end up hurting..
I've seen enough of this..
Feeling oh so pissed
I mean..
It aint my fault u haven't found ur Queen
Its like u one of them dudes..
Caught the wrong one...so it slanted ur point of view..
On love ur thoughts askew..
Cuz I feel for u..
U will never find the one meant for u
Maybe I'm stubborn, but I aint able
Why I gotta be this..when she don't bring shit to the table..
They say we be spitting "game"
But chicks they be on the same..
Lame..
Try to play with ur mindframe..
Wanna be special, not treated like the last dame...
Blah blah skippy woo woo
Bet u heard the same boo hoo
Belly aching
Bout their heartbreaking
Complaining bout their ex...
Please save that shit for the next..
Previous cats actions..
Shouldn't cause shitty reactions
Bitter much?
Ha! Seems u had it rough..
When u've had enough
Of the young and dumb bust-it-babies..
And u wanna deal with some mature sophisticated ladies...
Then we can talk..
U need to blow some steam and walk
It out..
see what u really talking bout..
Is it them or u?
Cuz to my understanding..it takes 2
Yeah I've had enough of it
Dumb shit..
They act like they don't be craving the dick..
Like they don't be thinking bout just letting u hit...
Or u got a one track mind..
Be honest sometimes
that's all they want..
Instead they pose and flaunt..
Honesty is something they expect..
But hell gimme some respect..
If we consistent from the beginning..
We won't have a horrible ending..
Not a game but we will both end up winning...
Brother...brother
U think like none other..
We coexist in the same brain..
So I feel ur pain..
Let's..take a break..
For ur and my sake..
Cuz I know temper..temper we will have a psychotic break...
Lol lol
U know u find that funny as well
In due time partna...
Only time will tell...
Thursday, February 25, 2010
House Party
Summer of '89
Good times..
JJ pronounces himself the ghetto savant....kid dynomite...
Aiight..going to this house party later tonight..
Time for the hippest trip in america...
Soul train...
Don Cornelius
Like a music genius..
Put together this phenomenon
That I'm countin on...
To learn a few moves..
Maybe I can learn how to groove...
Had something to prove..
Got them new shoes..
Young dude named Mike Jordan straight dunking on fools...
Rocking the baggy shorts and red,white and black Nikes
To the Chicago Bulls aint nobody like he..
You know how many lawns I had to cut to afford these..
Just had to have them see...
Got my jeans ..cuffed and creased..
So they fell just right...
Enter the party...they got the red light..
Shining bright..
Music loud...
Dudes pop locking in the midst of the crowd
Pretty girls doing the reebok and the wop..
Actual dances before it was cool to just booty pop..
DJ decided to flip it...slow jam..time for a slow dance..
Now here's my chance..
I see her alone...holding up the wall
She perfect yall...
Beautiful brown skin..
A slight grin..
So I extend my hand...
She says sorry I got a man..
Dang...
She said aint u Reese cousin?
I said yeah..she said come back then..
I'm Cece..
I'm Rashaan...
Tell her I'm fifteen
Going on 16
On the real..I'm only eleven
But I swore I'm in heaven
When I put my arms round her waist..
DJ plays my fave song by Guy..
"You can have a piece of my love" she sings in my ear as I try to keep pace...
She pulls me closer..
I ease back careful not to poke her..
As she does a lil dance..
Causing a rise in my pants..
I took 2 scoops of ass..
Lol how long will this last?
Wish I could make it last forever like
Keith Sweat..
Yet
When songs over she gives me a kiss on the cheek...
I'm so geeked..
Seems like there was a house party every other week..
Those were the days..
Press rewind
wish I could
Find Cece
So we could just bump and grind..
Simple..simple times..
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Good times..
JJ pronounces himself the ghetto savant....kid dynomite...
Aiight..going to this house party later tonight..
Time for the hippest trip in america...
Soul train...
Don Cornelius
Like a music genius..
Put together this phenomenon
That I'm countin on...
To learn a few moves..
Maybe I can learn how to groove...
Had something to prove..
Got them new shoes..
Young dude named Mike Jordan straight dunking on fools...
Rocking the baggy shorts and red,white and black Nikes
To the Chicago Bulls aint nobody like he..
You know how many lawns I had to cut to afford these..
Just had to have them see...
Got my jeans ..cuffed and creased..
So they fell just right...
Enter the party...they got the red light..
Shining bright..
Music loud...
Dudes pop locking in the midst of the crowd
Pretty girls doing the reebok and the wop..
Actual dances before it was cool to just booty pop..
DJ decided to flip it...slow jam..time for a slow dance..
Now here's my chance..
I see her alone...holding up the wall
She perfect yall...
Beautiful brown skin..
A slight grin..
So I extend my hand...
She says sorry I got a man..
Dang...
She said aint u Reese cousin?
I said yeah..she said come back then..
I'm Cece..
I'm Rashaan...
Tell her I'm fifteen
Going on 16
On the real..I'm only eleven
But I swore I'm in heaven
When I put my arms round her waist..
DJ plays my fave song by Guy..
"You can have a piece of my love" she sings in my ear as I try to keep pace...
She pulls me closer..
I ease back careful not to poke her..
As she does a lil dance..
Causing a rise in my pants..
I took 2 scoops of ass..
Lol how long will this last?
Wish I could make it last forever like
Keith Sweat..
Yet
When songs over she gives me a kiss on the cheek...
I'm so geeked..
Seems like there was a house party every other week..
Those were the days..
Press rewind
wish I could
Find Cece
So we could just bump and grind..
Simple..simple times..
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Summertime
Hide and go get it...
Remember that when lil mannish boys
Would chase lil girls like toys..
Cop a feel...
Smack a cheek..
It was oh so simple then
Remember when
Ole dude opened the hydrant
Ran threw and got hella drenched..
Be in before the street lights came on
Back then it was like 830 before u came home...
In the house George Jefferson getting his stroll on..
HBO showing them flicks where the girls don't have clothes on....
So u roll on
To the kitchen
Get some of that BBQ chicken
Baked mac and cheese...in the oven
Made with mommas loving
On the back porch.....at it again
3 tables throwing bones..spades...poker while sippin on gin..
Record playing Marvin's.. Mercy,Mercy Me
Saying they can't believe he deceased..
Summer nights...
Ending so damn right..
No care in sight...
Summer,summer, summertime....let's just sit back and unwind....
The summertime
Remember that when lil mannish boys
Would chase lil girls like toys..
Cop a feel...
Smack a cheek..
It was oh so simple then
Remember when
Ole dude opened the hydrant
Ran threw and got hella drenched..
Be in before the street lights came on
Back then it was like 830 before u came home...
In the house George Jefferson getting his stroll on..
HBO showing them flicks where the girls don't have clothes on....
So u roll on
To the kitchen
Get some of that BBQ chicken
Baked mac and cheese...in the oven
Made with mommas loving
On the back porch.....at it again
3 tables throwing bones..spades...poker while sippin on gin..
Record playing Marvin's.. Mercy,Mercy Me
Saying they can't believe he deceased..
Summer nights...
Ending so damn right..
No care in sight...
Summer,summer, summertime....let's just sit back and unwind....
The summertime
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Penny Candy
Now them Mike & Ikes
I really liked
Eat some now and save some for later
Now-a-laters..
Mystery mix
That was my shit!
What did they put in them chico sticks...
Is Boston responsible for them baked beans?
I mean...
The girls loved the pickle with the peppermint in between..
Can u believe the scene..
Hot summer days...
Blazing summer rays..
Heard the ice cream truck...
But u stuck...
Between u and ur boys only got a buck..
Guess what man
U got a plan..
Go to the block
Ole lady got the candy full stock..
With ur quarter
U get a snow cone..flavored pineapple
Ur boy gets 2 packs of now-a-laters one grape..one apple..
And a joe bazooka...
Ur other boy gets a quarter bag of flaming hots...
And a quarter juice box...
And before he get a sip..
U yelling I got cobbs...
And they call this the ghetto..
Actually this couldn't get mo'
Right...
3 shorties not a care in life..
Them days were so sweet....
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I really liked
Eat some now and save some for later
Now-a-laters..
Mystery mix
That was my shit!
What did they put in them chico sticks...
Is Boston responsible for them baked beans?
I mean...
The girls loved the pickle with the peppermint in between..
Can u believe the scene..
Hot summer days...
Blazing summer rays..
Heard the ice cream truck...
But u stuck...
Between u and ur boys only got a buck..
Guess what man
U got a plan..
Go to the block
Ole lady got the candy full stock..
With ur quarter
U get a snow cone..flavored pineapple
Ur boy gets 2 packs of now-a-laters one grape..one apple..
And a joe bazooka...
Ur other boy gets a quarter bag of flaming hots...
And a quarter juice box...
And before he get a sip..
U yelling I got cobbs...
And they call this the ghetto..
Actually this couldn't get mo'
Right...
3 shorties not a care in life..
Them days were so sweet....
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Saturday, February 20, 2010
Aftermath
January 12th 2010..
Apparently that's where it all begins..
A sudden rush of sympathy
Seems as if we
Act only where there's a tragedy..
Like we crumble inside
When we see the perils of others lives..
So telethons we televise
Tweak the publics cries
To envoke a certain level of outcry
In August of 05
Seems we were also traumatized
Tears flowed..as the water rised
Had ignorant ass Bush
Leading the national push..
Once paralyzed as a nation..
Now we stand gripped by another sensation..
News crews
Painting shitty views
Of violence and looting..
Shooting..
Refusing
To honor the fact
That when ur up against the wall..nothing at ur back..
By any means...
Is ur mantra that's how I see things...
Country so quick
To deal with other folks shit..
When our backyard aint fixed..
Check this..
What happens when Wyclef stops yelling "sak pase"
Will we as Americans have anything to say?
Will we treat them like the 9th ward and look the other way?
Right now we shook up
Next time u look up
Forgotten story
We flip the channel like this starting to bore me..
We can't be like that..
Haiti..New Orleans I got ur back
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Apparently that's where it all begins..
A sudden rush of sympathy
Seems as if we
Act only where there's a tragedy..
Like we crumble inside
When we see the perils of others lives..
So telethons we televise
Tweak the publics cries
To envoke a certain level of outcry
In August of 05
Seems we were also traumatized
Tears flowed..as the water rised
Had ignorant ass Bush
Leading the national push..
Once paralyzed as a nation..
Now we stand gripped by another sensation..
News crews
Painting shitty views
Of violence and looting..
Shooting..
Refusing
To honor the fact
That when ur up against the wall..nothing at ur back..
By any means...
Is ur mantra that's how I see things...
Country so quick
To deal with other folks shit..
When our backyard aint fixed..
Check this..
What happens when Wyclef stops yelling "sak pase"
Will we as Americans have anything to say?
Will we treat them like the 9th ward and look the other way?
Right now we shook up
Next time u look up
Forgotten story
We flip the channel like this starting to bore me..
We can't be like that..
Haiti..New Orleans I got ur back
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
Text Me
I can't wait text...
Just you and I text..
Be near u text...
Watch u walk in the room text...
Undress u with my eyes text
Come here give me a kiss text
Sip on something smooth text...
Relax and make a move text..
Grab the latex
Prove to be better than Birthday Sex
Whoa...don't take it outta context
Something magical when together text
My heart skips a beat text
All in a tizzy text
Remember the first time. I heard ur voice text...
Sweet music playing in my ear text...
School boy crush text..
As good as it gets text...
She the best I ever had text....
Aint ashamed to admit it text...
Sweetest love from above text...
Can't be all a dream text
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Just you and I text..
Be near u text...
Watch u walk in the room text...
Undress u with my eyes text
Come here give me a kiss text
Sip on something smooth text...
Relax and make a move text..
Grab the latex
Prove to be better than Birthday Sex
Whoa...don't take it outta context
Something magical when together text
My heart skips a beat text
All in a tizzy text
Remember the first time. I heard ur voice text...
Sweet music playing in my ear text...
School boy crush text..
As good as it gets text...
She the best I ever had text....
Aint ashamed to admit it text...
Sweetest love from above text...
Can't be all a dream text
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile
Snowed In
Snowed in
Outside frozen
Jack Frost blowing that cold wind...
A little bubbly we sipping
Get that grown and sexy feeling...
Honestly Love..I don't need it..
Any day of the week u can get it..
Smack it up...flip it
Rub it down...fa sho...
However u want the flow
Tempo slow
Lights down low
Let me take it to a place where only
Lovers go....
Yo body callin..
I'm all in...
How grown folks do it
Grooving..
Sensual movements...
Maneuvering
Legs above head..
On the floor...then the bed
Pulling on my dreads...
Hands on ankles..
Won't let go...
She love my big my ego..
U better act like u know..
Tantric sex sessions..
We teaching and learning lessons..
Roleplay
All day
Eat the kitty kat..
From front to back..
Love to make her body react..
Snowed in
Outside frozen
Jack Frost blowing that cold wind...
Inside like Miami..we got that heat..
Steady body grinding to the beat..
Lust on repeat...
In between the sheets..
B-b-banging the headboard...
Give u that Sex Therapy....
I know yall hearing me...
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile
Outside frozen
Jack Frost blowing that cold wind...
A little bubbly we sipping
Get that grown and sexy feeling...
Honestly Love..I don't need it..
Any day of the week u can get it..
Smack it up...flip it
Rub it down...fa sho...
However u want the flow
Tempo slow
Lights down low
Let me take it to a place where only
Lovers go....
Yo body callin..
I'm all in...
How grown folks do it
Grooving..
Sensual movements...
Maneuvering
Legs above head..
On the floor...then the bed
Pulling on my dreads...
Hands on ankles..
Won't let go...
She love my big my ego..
U better act like u know..
Tantric sex sessions..
We teaching and learning lessons..
Roleplay
All day
Eat the kitty kat..
From front to back..
Love to make her body react..
Snowed in
Outside frozen
Jack Frost blowing that cold wind...
Inside like Miami..we got that heat..
Steady body grinding to the beat..
Lust on repeat...
In between the sheets..
B-b-banging the headboard...
Give u that Sex Therapy....
I know yall hearing me...
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile
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