6 Months

Diagnosed with 6 months to live
Can't guarantee a solitary fuck I'd give
Meet y'all at the crossroads
Truth be told
Folks would despise me if I had control of how events would unfold
First the denial
I'd feel like I was proven guilty without a fair trial
Probably have a scowl on my face all the while
I'd be flipping birds
Both middle fingers on high... Screaming fuck the world
Will have some of y'all saying get in the good book..
I'd say look
Church ain't for me
See
We've covered up for years grown men touching young boys
Using them as sexual toys
God allows that??? Please save that noise
No one could tell me shit
Just ain't having it
Less than 180 days
So truthfully I can think of a million different ways
Than to spend it listening to this false sympathy
Ticking time bomb. Damn right I am angry
Shit wouldn't you be
I'm given a time frame of when my life ends
While others sit back and focus as their life begins
The anger subsides
Now a deep sense of sorrow resides
In my tear filled eyes
Diagnosed with 6 months to live
Anything to trade in this life I'd give...

To be continued

Informed

We so dumb
Celebrating this country's so called freedom
What exactly are we free from?
This goes deeper than Obama so no need for politicin'
Watermelon and fried chicken
After a while this crap becomes so taxin
Common sense all of a sudden we are lacking
Months on end this fool refusing to show his federal taxes
But he makes jokes or rather attacks
Obama's place of birth... Again...
Chagrin..
Don't get it twisted though... Not bashing
Just asking
If it weren't election year would he have approved same sex marriages
Nope not a mute point
Not trying to spark a riot on this joint
But don't be confused by his attempts to fool the masses
With an attempt to garner votes.. In my opinion is kinda classless
Did he forget there are gay republicans as well
Oh well
In fact
It seems being gay is the new black
So it's nothing but a new tactic
That he did in 2008
Please don't hate..
I'm just talking bout values
Isn't that what we base our decision on whom we chose
To vote for..
Someone will come around with "vast intellect"
And claim that I am showing Obama such blatant disrespect
That I'm supporting the Mittens
Calm down.. That would be fishing
It's really not my mission
I'm just wishing
We would look beyond the bs glare
Of the spotlight and focus on things that are important such as healthcare....
Education
A powerful asset that will empower our nation
Let's not be blinded
Or narrow minded
If you don't make an informed decision.. You'll find it
Seeming like that Bush it
We dealt with for 8 years

Heated

They say money make them cum..... Around
I remember when some of y'all were nowhere to be found..
No y'all twisting your lips.. Running round
With the fake I'm so happy for you.. Blah blah blah two thumbs way down
Don't give a shit how bitter I sound
It's the truth I grin and bear it now..
Middle finger to you bastards.. My disgust how y'all wear it now
On top of the world I sit..
Messed up though... Cuz I'm still lonely as shit..
Won't blame it on you bums... It's my situation to fix
I rather have these lonely days
Then spend it in the phoniest of ways
In my head these thoughts so twisted
But I also see it so vivid
I gotta do for self...
I stick my hand out.. But get no help..
Don't be alarmed I despise all of you equally
None of you are unique to me
Just the way I've got to be
To keep my sanity
If words could kill... I'd hang all of you simultaneously
I gave all of me... In reality
It wasn't money
So to some I gave nothing..
I gave my time... But to my ex she only wanted one thing
I'm gonna send her good will hunting
Let me stop before I say too much
And folk start saying I'm crazy and such
Don't let this anger get ahold of me...
Konscript aka Bruce Banner folks won't like it when I'm angry

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