911 is a joke

Get up....get down
911 is a joke in this town....

Public Enemy..
Flavor Flav and Chuck D....
Said it clearly..
The 5-0
Is a joke yo
They got it spun so well
Another case like Sean Bell
Read certain outlets
Somehow this officer lets
Someone discharge his weapon
Man...get to stepping
With that bull ish....
Must think we are foolish
you can tell by the police chief's stance
They will portray this as a victim of circumstance..
Flash grenades
Knowing this home is where kids stayed..
The First 48 tagging along for this outlandish raid..
Videotape confiscated
Copper on administrative leave still getting paid....
Some reports say the young girl was sleep...
That cuts so deep...
Shot from outside the home
Poor Aiyana Jones .
A shooting like this can't be condoned
And to add a touch of disrespect Chief Godbee made sure to announce they captured the suspect..
Is this what happens when faux reality TV
And a trigger happy cop do things out of their reach....
At the police academy are these the tactics they teach?
Patience with these situations quickly fading...
Wonder how this will effect A&E's rating....
Now your in Heaven....
With no bullets flying through your home...
Rest in Peace Aiyana Jones


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VH1

U gotta go downtown..
That's the way to my love
Lick it round and round.....
SWV giving sweet directions see..
On that next trip to ecstasy
Like Shai..be the comforter
Comfort her...
Make her body Lose Control like Silk..
Do her body good...much better than milk..
Turn off the lights...and light a candle...
Giving each all that we can handle..
I'm the Teddy P
Of this here poetry
Lay your head on my pillow..
Toni Tony Tone..you know
It never rains in southern California...
That's what they tell me..
Let's make love tonight..
Cuz u do it right...
Baaaaaaaby..I'm hot just like an oven....
Damn Marvin Gaye
That's all I've gotta say...
Smooth Operator..
Just ask Sade'
Rub u the right way...
112 this is ur day...
Blackstreet/janet jackson I get so lonely..
Can't let just anybody hold me..
Diamonds and pearl.
If I could I would give u the world...
These old school grooves
Put me in a so right mood

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Family Matters

Family matters...
My fucking reality shatters...
This aint bout Mom and Pops..its bout everybody
Aunts and uncles...
My so called relatives..
Not an ounce of their time to give..
Understand some of yall had kids
But my parents fucked up.. Not their kid...
I was the Outcast
Anger will forever last...
Won't ever be a thing of the past...
This aint going in the rearview
Its clear u...
Yeah all of you
Don't think of the damage it would do..
But later in life would point fingers..
Oh how that lingers...
I was the wild child
Full of vile..
Not gonna amount to shit..
Come to think of it...
An outcast like Moms
Yall ignorance..
Why don't I like yall? Ha!
U bitches suffering from a lack of common sense!
Wish yall weren't part of my existence...
Full of double talk..
In my shoes yall couldn't walk the walk
To raise a child it takes a village
Yall the type folks that alert the enemy..so they can come thru and pillage...
Imma fucking crush u...
Bring u to ur knees and won't even have to touch you...
Compassion for u is something I lack...
Look in my eyes... U should have never...ever...turned ur back...
Mi familia
U looking so unfamiliar

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Backstabbers

They smile in ur face..
All the time they wanna take ur place..

Seemed like u had to have it..
Never thought u would be on that sneak shit.
Didn't quite understand..
Looking back I see it was part of ur plan..
Shit curiosity killed the cat..
But seemed u were thirsty for facts...
Interest peaked..
Lustful intent u seeked..
But we better than that..
This aint how friends react..
U were supposed to have my back
Not chasing my leftovers in the sack!!!
Where they do that at???

They smile in ur face..

U were my ace.
This wasn't a fucking race..
Now u can't even show ur face...
Low down dirty shame
U wanna play this game..
But I know the real u
U suspect...real shifty
How could you?
Hope the dingaling was good boo...
As for us....we're thru...

All the time they want to take ur place.....

I aint gonna lie..
At first I wanted to cry..
Tears thru rage I was pissed..
This how u gonna do me sis?
Thru thick and thin...
And for what him?
Chagrin...
Sad...
U wanted it so bad..
Betrayed me...
Abandoned we...
Ending up like this..I didn't see...
So many fish in the sea...
Dick comes dick goes..
Did u have to play urself like one of them common hoes?
Shit all I wanna know...
Was it worth it?

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Ampersand(and)

I wanna be flowers and
Sweet chocolate and
Fine dinner with wine and
Melodic melodies meant to ease and
Symphonies..and
Trips to Tiffany's and
Wanna fulfill all ur fantasies and
be the man u need and
Make u believe and
Restore faith in love and
Have u treat it as a give from above and
Judge me for my heart and
Be true and open from the start and...
Don't look at my pockets
Trust I got it locked and
Imma put in the work and
Best believe. I know this womans' worth and
Don't need materialistic empty wishing and
The love she been missing and
If she keep kissing ....and
Imma start touching and...
Imma let u fill in the blanks and..
For her love imma give thanks and...
She's my blessing..
No second guessing

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Next Stop: Splittsville

On the road to splittsville..
So surreal
Can't describe how this makes me feel..
We were so better than this..
Used to complete each others sentences..
Swear I can't comprehend this..
Now you putting words in my mouth..
Direction of this convo quickly heading down south
Tryna irk my nerves
Ur using those scintillating words..
Wanna make them sparks fly..
I say the wrong thing and u ready to cry
Back and forth..
Saying the wildest shit of any sort..
Thinking of the meanest thing to say..
Kinda wish things would go ur way
So u take ur best shot
Not thinking of feelings and what not...
This aint what lovers do...
Everything not based solely on ur point of view...
Things not the same...that's true..
They say it takes 2
To make a thing go right...
Lately all we can do is fight..
So much tension and spite...
Don't even know what to think anymore...
This can't go on...that I know for sure...
Gonna just push me out the door
Is that what ur aiming for?
For goodness sake
I've had all that I'm gonna take....
I'm on the front door of Heartbreak..
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Court me

Go head and play the victim
Acting like u didn't pick him...
Like he had the gun drawn...
What kinda b.s. are u on?
Remember u said u liked them cocky..
But now u say u can't stand him when things are rocky...
if it doesn't go according to plan
He wasn't a real man...
I mean damn...
Really? the man always wrong?
U singing that sad song...
Moody boo boo blues...
Now on to these dudes..
So concerned with swagger
Treat women like prey till u bag her..
Then its on to the next one
And then some...
Get mad when a smart chick
Says she don't want that tainted dick
Thinking u can game her with ur weak ass Jedi mind trick
Then she become a hoe..calling her a basic bitch..
seems like both sex
Think love revolves round paychecks..
thinking dollar signs
Combined
With some ass be the ties that bind...
Must be out ur mind
Remember a time...
When people dated with respect...
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Dreams

At night I lay awake...terrified
Scared to close my eyes..
These dreams have me traumatized
Visions of me in a wreck...permanently paralyzed...
Watching the evening news
Can paint life in disgusting hues
Hell no...its not all good
Kids dying every day in every hood..
But some of us so damn blind..
Acknowledge the problem but say its not mine...
We so numb
These crimes be so reckless and dumb..
2 year old shot dead...some activist talking bout he has a plan of action
Let's get signs and go march..met with an even lameduck reaction..
Just recently watched the movie 2012..
I'm like what the hell?
Basing every solely on science
Not relying on the man upstairs at all for guidance..
Not tryna be on the soapbox..
But we gotta believe in something greater than ourselves so kick rocks..
I do my thing..mentoring this young dude
That used to be hella rude
Used always tell his momma she get on his nerves cuz she always bitching
Was never in class...always ditching
Told him this aint the good life ..
On this ride there will be nothing but struggle and strife...
Do something positive with ur life...
Change gonna come...
I'm steady dreaming.....

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