2010

In the year 2010
I picked up a pen
Started to spin
Tale after tale....
Detailing countless sessions
Causing mental erections
That ejaculate into thoughts of more than just fantasy...
See...
Then I switch the game up...
Give them my truth and most lame up...
Don't understand my mental frame up...
I write from my eyes...
I didn't realize
That as long I'm freeing my mind...in a sense
Trying to cleanse
Thoughts of despair
Why should I care
Of the opinion of the masses..
Those asses
Didn't give a fuck less..
But my confidence I put on the shelf..
Days on end
I would coil up like a snake
Lash out and take
This uncontrollable rage..
And spew venom on the page....
Writing thru highs and lows....
Only those
In tune with my spirit
Understood...but I don't blame them for not wanting to come near it....
I say it
Cuz I was on some outlandish shit...
Was diagnosed with Dysthymic Disorder
In order
To function they had me pill popping
But the mood swings weren't stopping...
Didn't like how they made me feel...
I was unreal
I was mouthy...extra cocky
Thought I was that new Rocky..
Lmao....wasn't funny
But it wasn't me....
Had to find me...
Don't really care if you're feeling me...
Understand this been my journey...
My crazy trek...
In retrospect..
This may have been what I needed...
I heeded
The advice of a friend of mine....
Smile bright....and let my light shine......
Everything works its way out in due time.....
Lol.....seems I found my smile..........................................
One Love