Depress

Dark place...
Sad face....
Fucking head case....
If u submerged urself in my process of thought...
The many battles I fought...
Just for the simple things..
And end up with nothing....
As I child I wanted love...
Prayed to the dude up above..
All I got were bullshit promises...
Like baseball...a lot of swings and misses....
Gonna hear a lot of hisses...
Kinda gave up on this thing called religion
Maybe its an ill decision..
Oh well..
Already trapped in hell
My own personal purgatory
Please save the preaching that will quickly bore me.....
This is my fucking story
Used to cry out for help...those close to me would only ignore me!
Running on empty..
What the fuck yall want from me?
Gotta fragile psyche
Hold so much in...feel imma spaz out...
Say something crooked imma lash out...
Ready to explode...
So many highs and lows...
My mood in the next hour...man who knows...
Quick question....
Am I the only one fighting this wicked bitch called depression?
One Love