RWT

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Winding Down

Slow wind....
Rough day at work... Lets unwind
Relax your mind
Still looking so damn fine..
Wearing my favorite lipstick
Let me give you a quick
Kiss....
Enjoying the taste on your lips
Find my hands on your hips
Slowly caressing you...
Eyes rolling back in your head.. As I'm slowly undressing you
Let me take your shirt off...
Damn your skin is so soft
I can tell you like the way I am touching you
You over here turning red... You're blushing.... You
Let out a soft sigh...
As my lips touches your thigh
Kiss....kiss....kiss.....kiss
All the way up your thigh....
I'm bout to get sky high
My my My
Put them legs on my shoulder...
Wanna get that kitty wetter than wet...
Want them juices so gushy
GIMME THAT PUSSY!!!!!!
Grab the back of my head and FUCK my face.....
Imma suck on your clit... Keep my tongue in place
As you grind on me
Relax your mind take your time on me
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak a la Pretty Ricky
Got my face all wet and sticky
Turn me on so much right now if you'd kiss me
Ooh shit...
There you go getting frisky
Kissing my everywhere....
Oh yeah right there...
Now you whispering in my ear how bad you wanna ride this dick
That's my shit....
The way you ride me
Got me feeling we
Will be..
Doing this again...,
From every angle
Pussy so tight... It just strangles my dick
Oh shit...that woman
So damn bad... In fact
She stays on my mind...
All the time

Play

I wanna play all in your panties
Drive you crazy like I'm playing with your sanity..
I can be as freaky
As you'd like...
Slow it down... Beat it up all night
Fast or slow...
Go that extra smile ... Just to show....
Am i feeling you... You already know....
I wanna do different things.,
Be your everything
When you think of me... I want that pussy tingling..
Think of you riding my face....
Shivering..
Tongue delivering
Bliss.,
Coupled with kiss after kiss....
Fuck me back....
Fuck me back
Wrap them tender thighs round my head....
Yes indeed...
Sucking and locking so good

Fear

I'm screaming LOUD as fuck... But no one hears me..
Belly of the beast... Feel my rage.. Bet you fuckers fear me..
Cool persona off top.. Draws people near me
Point blank clearly
I can't deal with y'all... Yeah really
You know how many chicks desire a man like me..
Shit not talking bout a stroke game
My soul my everything is geared towards my kids
Trying to give them better examples than I did
As a kid my life
Wasn't full of strife
But I'm trying to make it brighter than bright....
But she wanna play these fucking games.... Aiight.....
I'm screaming LOUD as fuck... But no one hears me...
If I was yapping bout big booty bitches... Bet then y'all would cheer me..
Do anything possible to get near me...
Clearly
Some where along the line I've lost sight of some things...
Lost in anger and confusion the various battles I've been fighting
Getting beat up by this life thing
Recently I've been smoking..
In my 34 years not much of a drinker... But lately I've been binge drinking...
Thoughts clear... No cloudy perceptions
I'm pretty sure of my life's directions
What I was faulty on was people.. And my expectations
.. Ya know how they would act in certain situations
Lesson learned....
Hand in the flames... Guess I got burned..
Laugh it off... No longer pissed... It's my turn
Bet y'all hear me...
But please don't fear me...
Some of y'all a little leery
This ain't symmetry
Way more than just poetry
So don't just connect the lines
And say ooh how it rhymes
I'm saying a lot this time..
Pray that God eases my mind...

6 Months

Diagnosed with 6 months to live
Can't guarantee a solitary fuck I'd give
Meet y'all at the crossroads
Truth be told
Folks would despise me if I had control of how events would unfold
First the denial
I'd feel like I was proven guilty without a fair trial
Probably have a scowl on my face all the while
I'd be flipping birds
Both middle fingers on high... Screaming fuck the world
Will have some of y'all saying get in the good book..
I'd say look
Church ain't for me
See
We've covered up for years grown men touching young boys
Using them as sexual toys
God allows that??? Please save that noise
No one could tell me shit
Just ain't having it
Less than 180 days
So truthfully I can think of a million different ways
Than to spend it listening to this false sympathy
Ticking time bomb. Damn right I am angry
Shit wouldn't you be
I'm given a time frame of when my life ends
While others sit back and focus as their life begins
The anger subsides
Now a deep sense of sorrow resides
In my tear filled eyes
Diagnosed with 6 months to live
Anything to trade in this life I'd give...

To be continued

Informed

We so dumb
Celebrating this country's so called freedom
What exactly are we free from?
This goes deeper than Obama so no need for politicin'
Watermelon and fried chicken
After a while this crap becomes so taxin
Common sense all of a sudden we are lacking
Months on end this fool refusing to show his federal taxes
But he makes jokes or rather attacks
Obama's place of birth... Again...
Chagrin..
Don't get it twisted though... Not bashing
Just asking
If it weren't election year would he have approved same sex marriages
Nope not a mute point
Not trying to spark a riot on this joint
But don't be confused by his attempts to fool the masses
With an attempt to garner votes.. In my opinion is kinda classless
Did he forget there are gay republicans as well
Oh well
In fact
It seems being gay is the new black
So it's nothing but a new tactic
That he did in 2008
Please don't hate..
I'm just talking bout values
Isn't that what we base our decision on whom we chose
To vote for..
Someone will come around with "vast intellect"
And claim that I am showing Obama such blatant disrespect
That I'm supporting the Mittens
Calm down.. That would be fishing
It's really not my mission
I'm just wishing
We would look beyond the bs glare
Of the spotlight and focus on things that are important such as healthcare....
Education
A powerful asset that will empower our nation
Let's not be blinded
Or narrow minded
If you don't make an informed decision.. You'll find it
Seeming like that Bush it
We dealt with for 8 years

Heated

They say money make them cum..... Around
I remember when some of y'all were nowhere to be found..
No y'all twisting your lips.. Running round
With the fake I'm so happy for you.. Blah blah blah two thumbs way down
Don't give a shit how bitter I sound
It's the truth I grin and bear it now..
Middle finger to you bastards.. My disgust how y'all wear it now
On top of the world I sit..
Messed up though... Cuz I'm still lonely as shit..
Won't blame it on you bums... It's my situation to fix
I rather have these lonely days
Then spend it in the phoniest of ways
In my head these thoughts so twisted
But I also see it so vivid
I gotta do for self...
I stick my hand out.. But get no help..
Don't be alarmed I despise all of you equally
None of you are unique to me
Just the way I've got to be
To keep my sanity
If words could kill... I'd hang all of you simultaneously
I gave all of me... In reality
It wasn't money
So to some I gave nothing..
I gave my time... But to my ex she only wanted one thing
I'm gonna send her good will hunting
Let me stop before I say too much
And folk start saying I'm crazy and such
Don't let this anger get ahold of me...
Konscript aka Bruce Banner folks won't like it when I'm angry

Lol

Break Up

I love you... How those words ring so hollow...
I cringe at your actions that are soon to follow
Even a tougher pill to swallow
In a maze of self pity I seem to wallow
As if this is the best I can get
As if I deserve this shit
Twisted in this bullshit element
My constant lessons
I've poured out my soul.. My confessions
This empty progression
Has me to a point where I'm second guessing
Me... Got me feeling like I'm an ain't shit nigga
Cuz I can't seem to figure
How this got so bad..
So instead of getting mad
I'm turning to the bottle like I've never had
Loud smoking
Downing bottles of Heineken
Hitting bottles of tequila
Till I no longer feel ya
Condescending grip on my reality..
What a tragedy...
Instead of shining my light on you...
You've swallowed me in your darkness and brought me into your purgatory times 2...
I think you believe I need you...
Oh damn how untrue..
This might be above your level of understanding
But I don't see how you get off demanding
Something aren't willing to be
I thought of giving you all of me
But you can't handle this portion see...
So it's best if we no longer be

Aspire to Be

Aspire to be
See
I can never be
Content with half ass efforts
Because in the long run it's not just me that hurts
I'm trying to magnify my worth
I'm not talking pocket change
But I am talking change
Rearrange
Past perceptions
Without any exceptions
Do away with the regular nigga syndrome
Which is something I can't condone
Things like this you have to do on your own
I can't make you...
As much as I want to
The burden of proof
Lies within you... Can't just blame it on your youth
It's of no use
It's no excuse
You gotta do for self
Along the way there will be those that may offer help
Still only you can succeed
As long as you believe
You will achieve
Your wildest dreams
No matter how impossible it may seem
Just aspire to Be......

Thank you

I resisted God's invitation

On numerous occasions

Found myself in many dark situations

I wouldn't go to church..read the bible or anything...my excuse was.."God knows my heart"

But I was so reluctant to play my part

I didn't want to do it

Didn't want to pursue it

Even in my youth

I found ways to twist the truth

I lied

Cheated

Did things for selfish reasons..

Didn't put God first

So in everything I did..it would go from bad to worse

Full of pride.. my anger would curse

God..spiraled into a bout of self pity even depression

Because I refused to learn my lesson

I contemplated suicide

Driven by anger..hate and pride

My thoughts were focused only on me

Not my kids..my family...just me

Then God hit me with reality

By my own destructive ways I was homeless

Jobless

Pennyless...

Without relying on God I wouldn't survive

I thought it was something

Without God I'm nothing

I'm not ashamed

To proclaim

My faith

To let it be known

That God has shown

Me so much mercy

And I can't say nothing but Thank you

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Freestyle'd

When he hits me...

That's just his way of saying he loves me...

Sometimes I want him to hit me...I know its wrong...

But that ish be turning me on..

Then he beat it all night long..

To our favorite song

I don't be meaning to put my hands on the chick..

But sometimes I don't wanna hear all that lip..

Like Jigga say..I was just fucking them girls.. I was gonna get right back...

And my chick know that..

He says I'm nothing without him...

Built on lies..but I'm starting to believe them

Scared to be alone...so I choose to ignore friends

They tell me that he ain't no good..

And instead of this thing with him....I let long time relationships come to an end

I am a strong Christian...

Something ain't right with how I'm witnessing

Got Tom..Leroy..and Jamal steady coming in and out..

While my doors stare revolvin'

But here I stand judgin...

Him and him..her and her just cuz how they livin'

See my sins..just regular sin...

But what they doin'

Is a damn abomination...

And for that..I'm not voting for the President of our nation

It aint them thats killing us...

Its us that's killing us...

In the instances where they shoot us

We cause such a hectic fuss

We join in false harmony...

Turn a deaf ear

To problems that are near

And should be dear

To their heart

But that's not where they start

Some of us are drunk off society

I'm waiting for that moment of sobriety

Where we come to our senses.

And take steps to end this.

Endless

Senseless

Series of ill fated antics

that I can't even stomach...just makes me sick

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Thank You

Not just today

But everyday

In every way

I can think of countless things to say

A million flowers on display

But that still wouldn't parlay

Enough gratitude to say

Happy Mother's Day

Some of you go at it alone...

Be the single provider...disciplinarian...problem solver...comforter in your home

You have scarce time that is your own

But you sacrifice

So much to give the kind of life

That you deem right

With wisdom and blessing from up above

Your heart is filled with so much love

We thank you....

When you're overwhelmed with the stress of society

And at your wits end..when you cry out Why me?

We thank you....

When things just don't seem to be going right

And when you can't quite see after the darkness there will be light

We thank you....

One of the greatest gifts in the world is being a mother

Like none other

You give so much to the world

Handsome little boys..and precious baby girls

Carry the future

For that I can't say enough to thank you...

We love you

Appreciate you

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3:59a.m.

3:59 a.m. ain't nothing open but legs...

I know that very well...

I'm tryna get this young vixen to show and tell...

She got this addiction...

That needs fixin'

Needs some tender lickin'

A steady dose of friction...

Oooh that sexy vixen....

She does these tricks and...

The way she licks her lips and...

She knows how to get a brother stiff and...

Skin glistenin'

Throw her on the bed....from behind I'm enterin' 

No longer whisperin'

Strokin'

Going deep in...

Grippin

hair pullin'

Back of her neck I'm kissin'

Climaxin.....

Relaxin.....

Just turned 4:37

Now we exhalin.........

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Platonic

Seems nonexistent..

How folks have made things so irrelevant...

Folks seem hell bent

On making everyone their boo...

Yes you...

Its so true...

Simple conversations...

Find it going in so many destinations...

The front one of y'all is perpetrating...

Thinking every man that so subtlely speaks...

You automatically assume its your treasure he seeks....

Guess I will be that dime out of a dozen

That didn't come at you buzzing....

That didn't try to pry apart your thighs..cuz trust me I wasn't..

Didn't use my so called charm

To slickly disarm...

You....

Yes...it is true...

That compliment....

Was just that...no intent...

Nothing to decipher...it just meant

Exactly what it said....

But you chose to let those foolish thoughts play in your head...

Instead..

You will play it like....

Probably say it like.....

That nigga was trying to come at me...

But see...

I can spot a dog a mile away...

Knowing it didn't even pan out that way...

You set yourself up for failure honey...

I find it quite funny...

Let me guess.....you were gonna play hard to get?

But yet......

I didn't even want your numba..

Didn't want nothing from ya...

How ironic....

I just wanted a friendship....that was merely platonic.

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Sticks and Stones

Sticks and stones.....

Never wanted my kids to be a product of a broken home....

Rather have that pain from broken bones..

Hate being daddy over the phone...

Guess for my sins... I have to atone....

When I had the chance...I wish I'd shown...

Who i could be....instead I'm here..all alone....

Watching other dads with their kids...and thinking of chances I had....how they've been blown...

What did I expect...I too was a victim of a broken home....

Guess my past...set the tone....

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Killing Our Future

People talking that Kony 2012

People in Chicago on that phony 2012

We sit by in so called shock and silence...

When it comes to senseless violence...

Its so pathetic

How we just let it

Go.....

Last Friday...on the Morning Riot radio show

Tony Sco

Was pleading with Chicago

To take it easy..take it slow...

We did just the opposite.. it was only 80 degrees..

Now a little girls parents...on their knees.....

All these RIPs....

Heartfelt sympathies....

That last a few days....maybe three...

We feign outrage

When we forget seeing her pretty face on the frontpage...

How much more of this can we take?

For goodness sake...

This makes absolutely no sense.....

The thing that pulls us together shouldn't be violence

But I rather we do something NOW to end this nonsense....

Where's our celebrities

That claim they have so much love for the city....

Athletes with various charities....

We need to come together and save our youth...

And that is the truth...

Where's that jackal Jackson...??

Why don't he put in a plan of action?

Wanting to march when they called some basketball girls niggers...

But why don't we figure

Something out?

Do something radical....speak out....

Shout...

Do something that will without

A doubt...

Standout....

I'm open to ideas...

Honestly I'd throw my hat in that non-violent scene......

Let's take some pride..

Put aside

The asinine gunplay...

I don't care what y'all say...

You'd want something done

If it were one of your loved ones...

#IJS

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P.S.A

These small town mentalities...

Carry about a certain amount of sleaze...

Countless infidelities....

Then the heart breeds

Jealousies....

Shitty ass attitudes...

See if i aint your caliber dude..

Cant understand why these kitty kats...

Running round talking bout this and that...

Cuz honestly...

I aint here for residual pussy....

You can keep that pay out...

Fuck you talking bout...

Mofos dont really know me...

And I so dislike what Black Mayberry has shown me...

Seems I've got myself in a pickle...

Trust me...i aint that fickle...

I speak to check out my surroundings....

And yall give in...not really seeing how dumb yall are sounding..

Everyone knows everyone...

And then some..

6 degrees of separation

Brings about a constant irritation....

Some of yall dont even know my name....

But play with it in yall mouths like its a fucking game...

She say...she say....

Aint too many dudes out here..so no he say...

I dont smile in yall face...

Really cant stand this place...

Alot of yall so damn 2faced

Running around with all this chitter chatter....

My team is strong...fact is yall dont even matter...

Take it from one of yall fave shows.....yall a non mother fucking factor...

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Ultimately

Ultimately.....

Not too many effing with me....

Maybe they don't have the capability...

I used to just let the words flow...

But then I stopped ya know....

Felt like I was bottled up.....Kaopectate....

Loving how the naysayers would just sit around and spectate...

Comment on the rhymes not being so great...

While some have to learn to write....I regurgitate

More mind altering lines

That grip folks by their spine.....

I'm far less interested in similes...and metaphors....

Honestly that's not what I'm in it for...

Just have a few things to say.....

Gonna let it out in my own creative way...

I could give a fuck less what some hater has to say.....

Never will I silence the pen....

And let the detractors win...

So forgive me if I bore thee..

I have so much in store see....

The world better be ready for me........

I'm coming with a vengeance.....

Ultimately.....

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Whether/Weather

Whether you know it on not...money doesn't make the man....

See one thing I can't stand

Is when women equate quality

With the quantity

Of what's in his pockets...

Please...stop it

Just cuz he makes a little bit of money

He ain't the one for you honey...

I'm brainstorming..

Tryna figure out how this became the norm and....

Tryna understand this damn joke....

Seems like its cool for these ladies to be broke....

So called "bad bitch"

A situation in which

She not working.....ain't doing much for self...

But the dude she searching for gotta be blessed with wealth...

Chick...put that Pretty Woman movie back on the shelf...

Oh....I have not forgotten about you brothers..

Who think it is 'swag' to smother

These tricks....tryna wife them...

Despite them

Girls go to the highest bidder....

In the end you so sick...might as well take your heart and flush it down the shitter....

Guess y'all thinking these sentiments are coming from a dude that's bitter...

Of that I'm rather innocent....

Just don't make sense....

Kinda annoyed with seeing those with pedigrees

That don't measure up to half of me...

Saying they can't stand those who don't have any money...

It is so funny....

They have no ambition...

They just sit around wishing

Someone would come...

And rescue them from....

Purgatory.... money make you cum....

Is that right dumb dumb....

Guess the Pretty Woman reference flew right over their head...

#DEAD... laughing my ass off...

Gut check...lmao I won't take the gloves off....

Come at me incorrectly.....swear I will write your story....make that ass.......... a cast off.....

Chicks so bankrupt......

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Bliss

The stories go on and on...Badu

Don't know bout you

But I'm done....so through

With looking at it from your point of view...

At this point I'm like fuck it

The topic so wack you duck it

When I ask things directly..

But shit you expect me

So wait around

Until you think you've found

The moment where you wanna be down...

I ridicule you for how dumb you sound....

Every time we speak I make you smile...

And when we do it lasts for awhile..

I never come outta pocket....

Even though if I had a chance...your body I'd rock it

Straight non stop it...

But I play it off....

Maybe my approach is too soft...

But my desire is deadly..

A taste of a man like me

Would blow your mind like John F Kennedy....

I don't think your ready

For a real man..

Save all that ish while you can...

So called real wo-man.....

I ain't tryna wine and dine you...

Maybe you can find it in your mind to...

See who really loves you..

Better yet who is willing to

Accept you...

See I'm just playing with words..

I see you for more than just your curves..

Despite the fact you say most niggas get on your nerves

I think you're kinda scared...

Not even apologizing for the fact I dared

You to open up....the fact I never cared

Beyond your feeble attempts to diss me like the rest...

For you my heart races in my chest...

You ain't ready for this....

But one day you'll be ready for what I have to give....nothing but endless bliss..........

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Relationship

Man that shit died

When folks refused to set aside

That monster called pride

Let that come in a put up a divide

Instead of talking it out...you bottled it up inside...

Damn the death of relationships...

Now folks only want to have relations....shit

So sick of it...

People forget

They give what they get...

Yes I said it right...

Think about how quick you are to fight...

He's wrong I'm right...

Blah blah blah with no end it sight...

Ugh I can't stand a 'bad bitch'

Be so stubborn....they turn into a 'sad bitch'

Better yet a 'lonely mad bitch'

Some will say damn he went hard...

Oh well...just illustrating the point some of y'all have no regard...for self-respect

I mean what y'all expect

All these clucking chickens

Talking how wet the kitten

Is..... then get mad when brothers only wanna talk bout sticking...

Oh and yeah it was written....

Just cuz you gotta lil bit of dough

Don't equal love...you get what you pay for...so....

Congrats the grand prize is a hoe...

Should have just kept her a one nighter

Instead your simple ass tries to wife her.....

You're a comedy.....killer...

Thinking you're gonna thrill her

With the pipe

Yeah aiight....

Don't care who gets mad...

In my opinion its kinda sad

Some of you mofos be selfish..

Don't understand that ish....

Fuck that! Nice guys finish last...

Such a thing in the past...

I'm not looking for anything yo....

Ain't tryna take it slow

Nobody gonna dictate my flow...

This ain't indicative of my feelings

Just bringing to light some of my dealings...

I'd rather forgo the relations shit...

Cuz it alters the relationship...

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Memories

I wish I had those memories
Kisses and hugs..between you and me...
Holding your hand..
Enjoying every second of being your man
I would do anything just to her your voice...
Such a sweet voice..
Like how say your words....
After a long day..how they would caress and soothe my nerves..
We'd put action to our verbs
Intense lovemaking...
Bed shaking...
Back breaking...
For goodness saking
I'm not taking
You for granted...
I wouldnt take any chances
This love making goes in and out the bedroom
Please dont assume
Im talking simply physical...
I would be making loving to your mental
Embracing your spiritual
Nurturing this thing called love to that next level
See...
If I had those memories...
I guarantee you...they would be our future realities....