I need a blunt.... Or some 1800
Get so zooted...these problems I'd run from it...
A miracle to why I haven't yet done it..
Possibly a part of me couldnt stomach...
Past few days been living in slow motion
Thinking bout my kids and hoping
If they are ok and how they are coping
Not really knowing
What the future holds
Or how to play the different roles
That I know must wear...
Doesnt matter whether or not its fair
Eyes red from crying
No lying
How selfish am I ....she's dying
Put myself in her shoes
Look at it from her point of view...
She can't be cool with this..
That's so obvious...
Some may question my motives..
But know this
This woman gave me two kids...
Was there when so called family turned their back on me....
Inexplicably
It was she...
So if you know me...
And know the man that I am...
You should understand
That I would do anything..in my power that can
Ease the burden on my seeds..
Yes indeed...
Do anything for my seeds...
They say God doesnt give you more than you can bear...
Regardless of whether you deem it fair..
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