Heavy Load

Understand see....
I'm just a man see...
Though I try to be
Everything you need
Take my words in heed...
The will is strong..but the body is weak..
At times the outcome looks so bleak
If the outside world don't beat me in....
Then
I'm war battered and bruised
Took all my worth....I'm used...
Up....
Don't wanna give up....
Held these feelings in..
Far too long....
Don't think I'm strong
Enough....
Go head call my bluff...
Weak and weary
Fear we
On opposite ends
Of making amends
Push...pull...
Pull...push
So much friction....
Tension...
Not to mention
Steady stressing
I'm learning lifes' lesson
No need for second guessing
Life can be somewhat depressing
Deep dark and full of despair
Tight lipped...you may think I don't care
Its just how I keep from letting it take my emotions there...
That bad place...
Full of rage place..
Keeps an angry scowl on my face..
Emotions get locked in...there's no saving grace...
Things aren't always as bad as it seems...
I mean...
Outside looking in...
Inside looking out...
No doubt...
Its horrifying....you know what I'm talking bout...
This heavy load on your back...
Gotta think clearly before I react
Even over react
Got to get it together in life...seeing how the odds are stacked..
One Love