I love you... How those words ring so hollow...
I cringe at your actions that are soon to follow
Even a tougher pill to swallow
In a maze of self pity I seem to wallow
As if this is the best I can get
As if I deserve this shit
Twisted in this bullshit element
My constant lessons
I've poured out my soul.. My confessions
This empty progression
Has me to a point where I'm second guessing
Me... Got me feeling like I'm an ain't shit nigga
Cuz I can't seem to figure
How this got so bad..
So instead of getting mad
I'm turning to the bottle like I've never had
Loud smoking
Downing bottles of Heineken
Hitting bottles of tequila
Till I no longer feel ya
Condescending grip on my reality..
What a tragedy...
Instead of shining my light on you...
You've swallowed me in your darkness and brought me into your purgatory times 2...
I think you believe I need you...
Oh damn how untrue..
This might be above your level of understanding
But I don't see how you get off demanding
Something aren't willing to be
I thought of giving you all of me
But you can't handle this portion see...
So it's best if we no longer be
