Fear/Pain

Put it all on my shoulders....deemed it my fault
Man in the mirror
Full on facing my fear or
It takes 2 to tango
2 to dismantle
What we had
Shit its sad
Its no mystery
6 years of history
Spun down the drain
Causing so much pain
Look at our life now....
Can't even imagine how
It got this way...
Its fucked up...
My life is being held up...like a robbery....stuck up.....
Love flow....straight constipated
To a point in which I hate it...
Ill advised actions
Led to your reactions....
I admit
I was so far outta pocket....
I swear I didn't mean it.....
Fed up with me..
Eyes closed...so you don't see...
Its still me...
In my heart your always my baby....
My wonder woman....
I wonder woman....
Is this the end?
Is there anything left to mend?
All the coulda
Woulda
Shoulda
Impulses.....
Headaches....fast pulses.
Everyone saying you should just give her time..
I see it as out of sight out of mind....
But damn....if I push...she'll just pull away...
That's what the songs say....
My heart is aching...
Hope our love ain't breaking...
I can't make you love me...
Won't force you to .forgive me
Tryna play it cool and just let it be.....
A future without you.....I'm too scared to see...
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