Fear

I'm screaming LOUD as fuck... But no one hears me..
Belly of the beast... Feel my rage.. Bet you fuckers fear me..
Cool persona off top.. Draws people near me
Point blank clearly
I can't deal with y'all... Yeah really
You know how many chicks desire a man like me..
Shit not talking bout a stroke game
My soul my everything is geared towards my kids
Trying to give them better examples than I did
As a kid my life
Wasn't full of strife
But I'm trying to make it brighter than bright....
But she wanna play these fucking games.... Aiight.....
I'm screaming LOUD as fuck... But no one hears me...
If I was yapping bout big booty bitches... Bet then y'all would cheer me..
Do anything possible to get near me...
Clearly
Some where along the line I've lost sight of some things...
Lost in anger and confusion the various battles I've been fighting
Getting beat up by this life thing
Recently I've been smoking..
In my 34 years not much of a drinker... But lately I've been binge drinking...
Thoughts clear... No cloudy perceptions
I'm pretty sure of my life's directions
What I was faulty on was people.. And my expectations
.. Ya know how they would act in certain situations
Lesson learned....
Hand in the flames... Guess I got burned..
Laugh it off... No longer pissed... It's my turn
Bet y'all hear me...
But please don't fear me...
Some of y'all a little leery
This ain't symmetry
Way more than just poetry
So don't just connect the lines
And say ooh how it rhymes
I'm saying a lot this time..
Pray that God eases my mind...