6 Months

Diagnosed with 6 months to live
Can't guarantee a solitary fuck I'd give
Meet y'all at the crossroads
Truth be told
Folks would despise me if I had control of how events would unfold
First the denial
I'd feel like I was proven guilty without a fair trial
Probably have a scowl on my face all the while
I'd be flipping birds
Both middle fingers on high... Screaming fuck the world
Will have some of y'all saying get in the good book..
I'd say look
Church ain't for me
See
We've covered up for years grown men touching young boys
Using them as sexual toys
God allows that??? Please save that noise
No one could tell me shit
Just ain't having it
Less than 180 days
So truthfully I can think of a million different ways
Than to spend it listening to this false sympathy
Ticking time bomb. Damn right I am angry
Shit wouldn't you be
I'm given a time frame of when my life ends
While others sit back and focus as their life begins
The anger subsides
Now a deep sense of sorrow resides
In my tear filled eyes
Diagnosed with 6 months to live
Anything to trade in this life I'd give...

To be continued