Dreams

At night I lay awake...terrified
Scared to close my eyes..
These dreams have me traumatized
Visions of me in a wreck...permanently paralyzed...
Watching the evening news
Can paint life in disgusting hues
Hell no...its not all good
Kids dying every day in every hood..
But some of us so damn blind..
Acknowledge the problem but say its not mine...
We so numb
These crimes be so reckless and dumb..
2 year old shot dead...some activist talking bout he has a plan of action
Let's get signs and go march..met with an even lameduck reaction..
Just recently watched the movie 2012..
I'm like what the hell?
Basing everything solely on science
Not relying on the man upstairs at all for guidance..
Not tryna be on the soapbox..
But we gotta believe in something greater than ourselves so kick rocks..
I do my thing..mentoring this young dude
That used to be hella rude
Used always tell his momma she get on his nerves cuz she always bitching
Was never in class...always ditching
Told him this aint the good life ..
On this ride there will be nothing but struggle and strife...
Do something positive with ur life...
Change gonna come...
I'm steady dreaming.....
One Love

Crime of Passion

Been casing this joint for some time now...

Reliable inside source gave me the know-how..

Tip-toe

Thru the window

Open it real slow....

Looking for the safe..

Where they keep hella cash flow..

Darkness...use flashlight...

Make a right..

3rd door on the left...in my sight

Sudden movement..

Cant be happening

Rattling...

Keys jingling....

Door squeaking...

Click clack...

Clack click...

Footsteps on the wooden floor...

Gotta make my move soon or...

No other option...

Waiting and watching...

Pull out my piece...

Jump out...Gimme the loot..

The woman screams Dont Shoot!!!!!

Gimme the fucking loot!!

Please dont shoot!!!!

Startled...she falls down

Wearing a sexy black gown...

She caught my eyes...

Tryna size her up

Gazing at her thighs...

As the fabric starts to ride up.....

I dont have much money...

Dont know what u want from me...

Didnt know what to say..

as i rack my brain...she blurts out...

Here u can have ur way....

With me...

Robe opens...

Damn she sexy...

She sits on the bed and says come here Daddy...

Seductively....

She undresses me...

Slowly lets her tongue caress me...

Nibbles...

Pulls...scratching.....

She know just what she doing...

They way she moving...

Touching my spot..

Damn its hot..

Im looking at her viddles...

Wanna penetrate her middle...

Make it sensual

A blast

Like keith make it last

4ever

I endeavour

To treasure

This day..

Sexually enticing

Roleplay....

Some say its critical

To make it more than physical

Massage the mental...

So when I apply linguistics..

To her clitoris

She explodes in multiple fits

of orgasmic bliss

Various positions ensue.....

Its true...

No one does her body like I do......


One Love

Dreamcatcher

Dreamcatcher..
Caught up in your rapture
After...
Glow..
Smooth out the tempo
Let it flow
Foreplay
12 play
More than a million ways
Karma sutra
Whatever style best suits ya
Gotta know when its happening..
Spine tingling
Body singing
Don't even have to say it
Facial expressions display it..
Exchange kisses..tongues doing the tango..
Grinding and the perfect angle..
Holding her tight...
Feeling so right..
Soft moaning...
Inhale..exhale..breath on it..
Sweat dripping
Body glistening
Moonlight
Hits skin just right..
Mmmm my treat..I wanna bite
Wrap ur body tight..
Outta sight
This ride to ecstasy
Between u and me
Is like something from my dreams....
One Love

Crates

Digging in the crates
Listening to the genius of greats
The soundtrack of life starting
with Marvin Gaye
Troubled world wasn't ready for thee
Mercy mercy me,things ain't what they used to be
Hardly ready for Marley
Buffalo Soldier dread like Rasta
couldnt even fool with it partna
No Woman No Cry
cuz I was full of pride
There was no Holiday
Too bad Billie never got her day
Hathaway,if I had my way
Forever would your songs continue to play
A Song for You,
Donny, what made you do them things you do?
Seems masterpiece after masterpiece you never found that inner peace
Otis Redding,
somewhere between here and heaven
Sitting alone on that dock
But that boy Jimi sure could rock
been carbon copied by some,
but that Hendrix swag
is so automatic
But then.....
Phyllis Hyman
Frankie Lymon
Why them?
Hurts when the music stops spinning
Seems as if you on the brink of greatness
Your life is short and twisted as your eventual fate is....
One Love

Addiction

My boys saying this girl got ur brains leaking...
Cuz every time she start speaking
I'm seeking
To find
why this special love is mine..
She so spectacular
Dig everything about her..even her vernacular
Lol...the funny lil way she says R-uh..
I tell u I dig her whole aura..
with our convo its like connect the dots...
Laughter never stops...
she got me wide open
I'm Jonesing
For my next fix...
Never had anything like this..
This that bubonic
Supersonic
Futuristic
Thousand times better than chronic...
More insane
Than cocaine
When love calls ur name....
I swear Imma overdose
Cuz ur the most...
Love...the sweetest addiction..
No cure for this affliction
One Love

2010

In the year 2010
I picked up a pen
Started to spin
Tale after tale....
Detailing countless sessions
Causing mental erections
That ejaculate into thoughts of more than just fantasy...
See...
Then I switch the game up...
Give them my truth and most lame up...
Don't understand my mental frame up...
I write from my eyes...
I didn't realize
That as long I'm freeing my mind...in a sense
Trying to cleanse
Thoughts of despair
Why should I care
Of the opinion of the masses..
Those asses
Didn't give a fuck less..
But my confidence I put on the shelf..
Days on end
I would coil up like a snake
Lash out and take
This uncontrollable rage..
And spew venom on the page....
Writing thru highs and lows....
Only those
In tune with my spirit
Understood...but I don't blame them for not wanting to come near it....
I say it
Cuz I was on some outlandish shit...
Was diagnosed with Dysthymic Disorder
In order
To function they had me pill popping
But the mood swings weren't stopping...
Didn't like how they made me feel...
I was unreal
I was mouthy...extra cocky
Thought I was that new Rocky..
Lmao....wasn't funny
But it wasn't me....
Had to find me...
Don't really care if you're feeling me...
Understand this been my journey...
My crazy trek...
In retrospect..
This may have been what I needed...
I heeded
The advice of a friend of mine....
Smile bright....and let my light shine......
Everything works its way out in due time.....
Lol.....seems I found my smile..........................................
One Love

Yellow Light/Proceed with Caution

The road to hell is paved with good intentions.....
Did I mention....
From henceforth refer to me as Mr. Fuck your feelings
And any petty situation within your dealings..
Cuz when I was down and out
None of yall even gave me a shout
So the hell with u and what u talking bout..
Crazy predicament
Heartfelt sentiment
With life long friends...its a long term investment...
Guess u live and u learn...
I could give a shit bout the bridges imma burn
Remember how I had your back when it was your turn....
Aint one to kick up dirt..
But honestly this shit hurt...
Remember I used sneak u in the back window
Cuz u had nowhere to go...
When u were hungry...if I had it..u had food..
Cuz u were my right hand...my dude...
U were my brother
Even though u were born of a different brother...
Won't put another
Before u...
Wish I could say the same for u.
For our friendship..seems like u had a lack of respect...
So I feel its my duty to put that ass in check....
This feeling hits me like a man on car wreck
Understand that sometimes friends grow apart
This shit still hurts the heart....
Imma loyal dude...gonna be me regardless...
Can't be heartless...
Yet...
This aint green light
Not coming at ur head right
Like a acid reflux
This shit kept coming up....
Got tired no need to stress it
So I addressed it....
Bruh don't second guess it
We know my temper...this coulda been worse...
Just wanted to see if u would come holla at me first...
One Love