Wordplay

She says she loves my words
The way they caress her curves
How I comfort her nerves
Put action into my verbs
She says I'm soft spoken
At first I think she is joking
As I speak....she is coming closer
Yet closer
She is watching my lips
Intent on delivering a tender kiss
She says she has to know
The place in which passion just seems to flow
She says she is into me.
Loves how we connect mentally
Way beyond physicality though she says I ignite her sexuality
Once told me she wanna sit on the tip of my tongue
So I can have her sprung
Singing songs unsung
Smiling now.....
Sometimes she says wow....
At how
She loves talking
To me.. Hand in hand walking
Not having a care in the world
Giggles when I introduce her as my girl
Through my words and actions
I give her the best possible reaction...
Nothing but Satisfaction

One Love

Wishful Thinking

Chronic....mixed..in...now I'm twisted
Blisted and high....
Got these ill feelings of wanting to die..
They say men not supposed to cry..
Carrying so much on these shoulders...
Feel like I'm underwater trapped by heavy boulders..
That would prolly be a cruel way to go...
Wouldn't want anyone to know...
Might be labeled a coward or some shit
Cuz I wanted to end it quick..
Slit wrists
Would be sloppy shit...
Pop a few vicodin...
Way to get it in
Then again....
A loaded 9mm to the dome...
What a way to send me home..
Shit if I missed...
I'd be hella pissed....
Jump in front of an "L" train..
Wonder if I would feel that pain..
Jump from the Sears Tower and fall flat...
Splat...
Ugh!!! Who would wanna deal with that....
A myriad of possibilities
Of killing me...
Releasing me from so much pain...
Maybe I should go postal...but shit no beef with anyone
In particular but one..
Lol....I seem so disturbed...
Eyes so red...I'm on the verge
Of one of these
Suicidal tendencies...
Of 1 that will succeed
At my devilish deed...
As sick as these thoughts flow from my head..
Can't help but think I'm better off dead..
Oh no...
Migo..
Don't go....
Why not....
No one shed a tear
Never was happy here...
One Love

Unload

U telling the same story...
Starting to bore me..
With the same bullshit
Thinking u as good as it get..
These honey dips gassing u up
Maybe that's why they passing u up..
U spitting for the wrong reason..
Picked the wrong season...
Turning the temperature up..
U in a goose down zipped up..
Beads of sweat dripping..
Steady slipping...
At ur jugular I'm ripping
Out ur vocal chords...
Feeling no fucking remorse..
Ur cocky confidence..reduced to shreds..
Ur suicidal for fucking with me..
grant ur wish...better off dead..
Instead...
Imma put u in ur place...
Imma fucking pyscho..
U brought it out...I tried to lay low..
Say it aint so...
Maybe u were just blowing hot wind..
Prolly cuz u aint know how it would end..
Nigga I bring chagrin..
Aka sadness
Madness
Death.
Grind u up till there aint shit left...
Dead wrong
King Kong
Aint got shit on me...
Fuck Training Day
Bet u wish u woulda trained for this day...
Alonzo...
Arrange it so ur gone slow...
Articulate flow...
Maybe I should dumb it down for u though
Better yet them fools riding ur dick...
Can explain it for u slick
Cuz I don't do magic tricks..
Although I can make u POOF real quick
U insignifigant son of a bitch!!!!!
One Love

Ugly2

Hate spew...
Trick fuck you!
It aint nothing new...
The opposite of unique...
Twist ur lips to speak
Bout me..
Calling me ugly.
Aesthetically
Some may call u pretty...
Pathetically
They only seek to use u...
Abuse the slit between ur thighs...
Enter u until no longer their nature rise.
Putrid bitch....
Leave u in a pool of cum......u make me sick...
Gotta bottle of alcohol....some razors and a match...
Silly grin....waiting on my plan to hatch..
If I aint ur type
Trick pay me no mind....
Keep ur ill will...opinions to self..
I swear u gonna need medical help...
Slice ur fucking face.....
Zig zagging all over the fucking place
Like that turkey...imma plead my case..
All else fails...
I could chuck a barrel full of nails....
At ur superficial...
Artificial....
So fucking far from special...
U aint shit but another trick
With 5 kids outta. 4 dicks...
Do the fucking math....
Toss ur face in an alcohol filled bath...
Ha ha ha as I sit back and laugh
One Love

Ugly

Calm and subdued
My usual mood
Now I'm outta tune
Pissed off..fuming
32 yrs on this Earth
Pretty sure of my worth
Honestly though I'm kinda hurt
I'm called ugly
Bugs me
Cuz I never judge the book
Based on looks
That's fades...
Too many shades
Of ignorance
Don't make sense
Seems like beauty aint in the eye
Of the beholder..what a lie..
Cuz if u questionably attractive
Fact is...
Fuckers wanna treat u ill..
Give a damn how u feel
Bastards say they keeping it real..
Pretty fucks I should take
A razor blade
And rearrange that pretty face
Ha ha scarface..
Take meds how does it taste
Punch u till u bleeding
Lol I'm seething
Better start believing
Keep reading
If I said it once I said it thrice
So thru with being nice
Try me and pay the price
Worthless bitches all u see is outside
I will take a beautiful and intelligent 5
Over a dime with nothing in between
Her eyes...
Not even worth the prize...
Talk bout looks can kill esteem
Don't let them fools murk ur dreams..
One Love

Sunshine

What was I thinking?
As I watch her fall into a slumber..
Makes me wonder....
How could I be so selfish....
With her hands balled up in a tiny fist...
Deep breathing...
Peaceful sleeping...
Tears swell in my eyes
When I realize
That if my abysmal vision had materialized
I would never hear her squeaky Minnie Mouse voice...
Say Daddy...I love you....and that would have been my ill-advised choice
Got a lil boy that looks up to me...
Tells me I'm the best Daddy...
On Sundays...sits with me and we watch all the games...
And I almost gave it all up.....what a fucking shame!!!
So much deeper than that
In fact...
For a minute in my struggle....I forgot where my head should be at.....
I see things clearer now..
No matter how...
Dark things may seem
My kids are my sunshine
That thought will forever ease my mind....
One Love

Spill

Cut from a different part of the game
My aim
To use these verbs to form various illustrations
Depicting multiple situations
See I don't need the burner to shoot
Words cash checks on nerves like I'm screaming GIMME THE LOOT!!!
With spectacular
Vernacular
I capture
Your mental....chain reaction
In my directors chair yelling out ACTION!
Best believe when I tell your girl
Imma kiss her from head to pearl
She will be on tilt eyes on swirl
When I speak on how I want to change the world
I get minds open...
Listening intently...focusing
I go for broke
Describing pains of my life....for instance my father...that joke
I hope to provoke
Your thought
Not everything learned is taught....
Poetry for me
Been my therapy
Released unbelievable pain....not so angry
Saved me
From..........me
I'm not alone see
There's always someone that can relate with me
Always they feel me
My dose of reality
One Love