Ugly

Calm and subdued
My usual mood
Now I'm outta tune
Pissed off..fuming
32 yrs on this Earth
Pretty sure of my worth
Honestly though I'm kinda hurt
I'm called ugly
Bugs me
Cuz I never judge the book
Based on looks
That's fades...
Too many shades
Of ignorance
Don't make sense
Seems like beauty aint in the eye
Of the beholder..what a lie..
Cuz if u questionably attractive
Fact is...
Fuckers wanna treat u ill..
Give a damn how u feel
Bastards say they keeping it real..
Pretty fucks I should take
A razor blade
And rearrange that pretty face
Ha ha scarface..
Take meds how does it taste
Punch u till u bleeding
Lol I'm seething
Better start believing
Keep reading
If I said it once I said it thrice
So thru with being nice
Try me and pay the price
Worthless bitches all u see is outside
I will take a beautiful and intelligent 5
Over a dime with nothing in between
Her eyes...
Not even worth the prize...
Talk bout looks can kill esteem
Don't let them fools murk ur dreams..
One Love

Sunshine

What was I thinking?
As I watch her fall into a slumber..
Makes me wonder....
How could I be so selfish....
With her hands balled up in a tiny fist...
Deep breathing...
Peaceful sleeping...
Tears swell in my eyes
When I realize
That if my abysmal vision had materialized
I would never hear her squeaky Minnie Mouse voice...
Say Daddy...I love you....and that would have been my ill-advised choice
Got a lil boy that looks up to me...
Tells me I'm the best Daddy...
On Sundays...sits with me and we watch all the games...
And I almost gave it all up.....what a fucking shame!!!
So much deeper than that
In fact...
For a minute in my struggle....I forgot where my head should be at.....
I see things clearer now..
No matter how...
Dark things may seem
My kids are my sunshine
That thought will forever ease my mind....
One Love

Spill

Cut from a different part of the game
My aim
To use these verbs to form various illustrations
Depicting multiple situations
See I don't need the burner to shoot
Words cash checks on nerves like I'm screaming GIMME THE LOOT!!!
With spectacular
Vernacular
I capture
Your mental....chain reaction
In my directors chair yelling out ACTION!
Best believe when I tell your girl
Imma kiss her from head to pearl
She will be on tilt eyes on swirl
When I speak on how I want to change the world
I get minds open...
Listening intently...focusing
I go for broke
Describing pains of my life....for instance my father...that joke
I hope to provoke
Your thought
Not everything learned is taught....
Poetry for me
Been my therapy
Released unbelievable pain....not so angry
Saved me
From..........me
I'm not alone see
There's always someone that can relate with me
Always they feel me
My dose of reality
One Love

Cold Shoulder

Seems like they get the best of me..
Talking bout these emotions see..
I'm talking bout how things oughta be
Shared a connection....we..
Things grew so rapidly
That's when the conversation was bout you and me...
On my mind constantly
Wanting to touch and caress you endlessly
Never gave a thought bout she...
Or he...
Seems like now I'm on the back-burner
Fancied myself a quick learner..
New chapter in book...this musta been a real page turner...
All I have is these simple similes and verbs...
Very same words
That touched a nerve.....
At the same time...got u on the verge...
......Imma gather my composure....
Whatever had blossomed is now over...
Bitter taste.....guess it my dose of...
The cold shoulder
One Love

Listen up fella

Man to man...
We gotta have a plan
A way for u to truly understand
There are certain things I won't stand
For
Nor allow
Our relationship is one of smoke and magic..
Its tragic
Cuz u seem to have no clue..
Of the disdain I feel for u...
I'm not that little boy.
Can't appease me with a couple bucks or a shiny toy..
Its a certain disconnect..
And though I feign respect
I find it hard to keep my anger in check..
U let someone else raise me
used to talk to me bout those old African ways see...
But it wasn't our family
From what I was told
Ur new wife didn't want me around...at 10/11 I was too old
Wanted to lay
Down the law on report card day
Cuz the I didn't get a single A.
Then I would get in trouble...couldn't go to my dad..
For fear this dude would get mad...
Don't even have father to son talks that sad...
Feel like I'm stuck in the past...
How long will this crap last
For the record I'm 32...
With my own point of view...
With about 13 tattoos
Since 16 been doing things my way...
So on my life u don't really have a say....
That was back in the day....
If u want a better relationship u gotta go a long way
One Love

Empty

Been looking for inspiration....
Cup on empty not pulling a damn thing from any situation...
Wish I could rewind
To a time
Where these thoughts would flow effortlessly from my mind..
Its like I'm on my fantasy island...
Straight wildin
Out....
Rhymes clouded with doubt
What's this about?
Used to write to the beat of my heart...
Just sit down and start
Spilling
A range of emotions and feelings
Whatever issues and dealings
I'm currently entrenched
Would leave em drenched
In a sea of similes and metaphors...
To the delight of you and yours
Never one with the pen and the pad
But sometimes I'm hella mad..
Cuz I jot down rhyme after rhyme
And seemingly time after time
I just throw it away...
Cuz it just didn't parlay
With the vision in my head..
Or the point I'm tryna spread...
Too late already cut the dreads...
If not I'd be pulling at my hair...
In spots wouldn't any be there...
New name would be Patches...no longer Migo...
Seems I've lost my flow...
So to the sidelines imma go....
So...save the 'say it aint so'
Not going anywhere...
Just gotta find it......
Get back with my main chick....
She be Poetry...
One Love

FckLove

Fuck love...
U the one I used to dream of...
Oh it was...so sweet....blah now I wanna give that puppy a shove..
Shit is heartbreakin...
At least I don't have to listen to ur bullshit belly achin...
Return to ur side...ha! Chick keep waiting..
No longer have patience
To deal...
You need to understand how I feel....
So intent on keeping it 'real'
Imma break it down
Dumb it down
Show u why I no longer need or want u 'round
So fucking selfish
I'm inches from calling u a bitch
But don't wanna take it that far..
On my daughters I don't wanna put that scar!
Wish my lil sis was old enough
I'd have her fucking fold u up!
Shit enough is that...
Enough...
Always talking reckless
Well look...Check this...
For too damn long...
I've been listening to you sing that sad pathetic song...
Niggas aint shit...
That and this...
What about your part in it?
It takes 2 to tango....
And Baby....I'm ready to let go....
So I'm chucking up the deuces
Truth is....
You weren't ready for this....

One Love