Unfunny Valentine

She used to say, babe tell me you love me....
I would scoff why don't you just tell me you love me...
My selfish demeanor didn't see
Exactly
What she was trying to say to me...
The late nights
To the constant fights
Thinking no matter how wrong I was.. in my arguments I was always right..
Sometimes I spoke to with words so icy..
Never touched her but my words so loaded
Didn't take a genius to decode it...
That I was so unhappy
Perhaps see...
It was from the constant lies...
Not answering hey constant what's and whys
Me peaking her insecurities
Headstrong on the fact I knew she'd never leave me...
She needed me...
I was/am the perfect daddy
And she wouldnt wreck it....sadly
She asked for a divorce.
Of course
I blamed it on she... It is all her fault
That was my school of thought...
So for awhile now..
I've hidden exactly how
I feel...
Stuck in something so loveless
For me to even suggest
I'm happy in this relationship
Would be nothing short of ridiculous bullshit..
Stumbling steadily till I get on my own too
I attest if you
Don't want to end up in my predicament
Take the time to indulge your girl in some heartfelt sentiments..
Meant to bring you two closer...
My unfunny Valentine
This story is all mine....