Pray

Speechless
The unpredictability of life....renders me speechless
Cuz I can't believe this...
Don't believe it....so I'm not even gonna speak this
Tears welling up in my eyes...not a sign of weakness...
Won't allow myself to wallow in bleakness
But I will relish in the happenstance
The 4...5....6 chance after chance
Our friendship blossoming
Into bigger and better things...
When mentally I wasn't there
You appeared out of thin air...
All I could do to repay you.....was be the best father I didn't even know how to be...
For whatever you saw in me...
Made me believe
I could achieve
Whatever and however our kids would perceive me...
Thank you for all that you have done...and continue to do....
What could separate our bond?
Metastic cancer
Damn sure ain't the answer...
Wont lie and say I have no fears....
Or try to hold back tears..
But I am saying prayers.. I know God definitely hears....