She became entangled with a dude that was living that wild and fast life...
He bought her things...with promises of making her his wife...
Dude seemed extra possessive...her people didn't really care for him...
The more they complained..more she expressed love for him....
Not too mention he had planted his royal seeds....
So she'd stay home with his kids....while he out in the streets
She at the crib playing mommy dearest....
Her mother said that's not your job...but she aint tryna hear it....
Did everything this man said out of fear it...
Wasn't love
Just planted this thought in her head she wasn't enough...
That she wasn't worth it...
Her fragile self esteem....she absorbed it...
She treated him like the sun..her world revolved around him.....in constant orbit...
She wore sunglasses when there were no rays....
No one would see her for days...
A beautiful girl...who usually did it natural...was caking on the foundation....
Constant fights..
First verbal......then physical....
The most painful parts were mental....
The countless name calling..from bitches to hoes....
Then the swinging of the fists...brought on the bloody nose....
The hatred he showed....
This angry...worthless little man... Napoleon complexed..
Whenever he's vexed...
Or high off his ass...would jump on her and flex
His so called manhood....
Accuse her of sleeping with everyone in the neighborhood...
When in actuality it was him up to no good...
Mother urged her to called the cops..
For fear he wouldn't stop...
Told her momma that it was her fault...
That maybe if she listened more...
Or...
Had his things just the way he liked...
She asked her daughter what are you going back for?
Delicately her mother was tiptoeing because she no longer wanted to be put on ignore...
It pained her so much
To be out of touch
With her lil girl...
For whom she had given the world.......
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